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Hot Submission

Published on October 28, 2009 in bdsm, D/s, dom, horny, humiliation play, kink, masturbation, non-monogamy, orgasm on command, porn, sex, shio, squirting, submissive, trust, Uncategorized and wax play. 4 Comments

I’ve been feeling the need lately, more than ever, to feel submissive. It’s funny, because if you’re not submissive you may wonder why anyone would want to feel controlled, beneath another, objectified. But for me, it’s not only incredibly hot, it also soothes me. In the midst of all that’s been going on in my life, submitting to MasterDoc allows me to relax and not stress.

It’s not always easy to submit. Last night MasterDoc talked to me about how I can be possessive of my time with him. If faced with giving up or sharing some of my time with him, I should view it in terms of submission and pleasing him. This is incredibly hard because I want to be with him as much as possible. I crave being with him, I crave his attention. While there are moments when I’m very much in the headspace of submission where I enjoy just being there while he attends to someone or something else, (tonight was one of those nights) most of the time I find that really difficult to do. Even moreso when I can’t at least be with him in the same place.

It’s interesting, because although putting my wants aside so that his happiness is fulfilled is a challenge, (especially being genuinely happy about doing it myself) I crave that challenge. I’m happy when I’m struggling with myself to make him happy. It’s kinda convoluted I will admit. What can I say? I’m a submissive. Some days it’s more fulfilling than others. Other days I just want to be the center of attention.

Last night, we watched part of a very hot porn video – in it a submissive woman had to serve at a party. The guests could comment on her naked body and they were free to grope her as they wished. She was the only person in the room without clothes on. Her wrists were secured behind her back and she wore high heels. In the beginning she has a tray slung on a belt around her waist with two chains leading to her collar. She had to navigate the living room full of guests balancing full champagne flutes on the tray. Let me remind you, her hands are secured behind her back throughout this.

She did spill a couple of glasses and was scolded for it. One spilled on an ottoman in the middle of the room and she was ordered to clean it up with her tongue. After she did that, she was brought around the circle of people again to be groped, probed, examined and handled. God, the humiliation was hot.

I was so fucking hot and wet watching this. MasterDoc needed to divert his attention to helping one of the other ladies in his life through a crisis, and being horny yet feeling very, very submissive, I enjoyed playing with myself until he was ready to touch me, and I could go back to that if he needed to pull his attention away again. He had me stop touching myself at one point, and I really was content to lay on the bed next to him patiently. I was genuinely happy to be doing that.

I suppose short-term patience like that is easy. But feeling like I’m giving up time, giving up getting my needs met when I feel like I want them to be met is hard. The idea of taking something like a weekend away at Floating World with MasterDoc, and then deriving pleasure from him having a good time, even if I don’t get to enjoy the things I’d like to because I’m sharing him, is hard. I should trust more, I suppose, that he will make sure I’m taken care of at some point. But that’s hard when it looks like things aren’t going how you hoped. (Especially when you’ve paid your way for the weekend.)

Tonight, I was really turned on by the submission. Actually turned on by being his servant, waiting for him patiently. It made me fucking horny. He drizzled some hot wax on me and I was really turned on by the fact that he could inflict pain on me – the control of it. He fucked me after, and I was so aroused the entire time. I suppose I should add that he placed the laptop on my back and continued his online conversation while he fucked me – and this drove me crazy. He made me come and squirt like Old Faithful.

That was the only round planned, but as I started this post I looked up the porn and started watching it again. MasterDoc decided that we could go another round, and he fucked me from behind again. This time, somehow, my vaginal muscles didn’t push him out. I worked hard at keeping things that way while also coming insanely hard. My hand dropped beside the bed, flailing limply as I came, head pressed into the bed and my knees kept spreading wider as I’m pounded down into the bed. I went completely incoherent – moans, whines, grunts, gasps were the only noises I could make. I was catapulted into another world. The only thing I was only able to do was come for as long as he wanted me to. He kept fucking me and I kept coming. I started to wonder if I could handle any more. My muscles pushed him out, and he kept touching my pussy, slapping it, stroking my legs, grabbing my hair. And I responded by continuing to come and squirt. When I later picked up the towel beneath me (placed there for the wax play) it was heavy from all the wetness I had squirted. The throe underneath was very wet too. MasterDoc said that he impresses even himself. I’m impressed too. I was utterly under his control being made to come like that.

A Guest

Published on October 22, 2009 in bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, cunnilingus, D/s, kink, orgasm on command, porn, sex, sex toys, shio, spanking, squirting, submissive, sybian and Uncategorized. 4 Comments

The day before my surgery, MasterDoc had a professional fem Domme, Daina, come over to join us for some playtime (in a non-professional capacity). It seems that she’s at least somewhat switchy, and so was the perfect playmate for the two of us – Domme over me, sub for him.

As usual I loved watching MasterDoc subtly begin to undress her as the three of us talked on the couch, and soon he was stroking her pussy. He took one breast and had me take the other. He had me get the magic wand, and he got Daina off with it. My memory is a bit fuzzy since this was a few days ago and I’ve had general anesthesia in the meantime, but I will relate as much of the story as I can.

I had gotten out a bunch of toys at MasterDoc’s request by this time, and he had me place a pillow on the living room floor so I could kneel before the couch and suck his cock as he reclined comfortably. They took turns swatting my ass a little and talking about various implements while I went down on him. There was talk about tying me up (rope is something MasterDoc hasn’t mastered, but apparently Daina has some experience) I was really excited about this but in the end it didn’t happen.

We moved to the bedroom and MasterDoc had me get on my knees. I knelt over the new Liberator Axis I have (I swear, review will be coming soon!) and they took turns spanking my ass. She hit harder than he did – and he pointed out that fem Dommes are cruel. When I pretty much couldn’t take it any more, he had me flip over so I was laying on my back, the Axis holding my hips up, and Daina started playing with my pussy. She stroked my clit between her fingers, and eventually she went down on me. It felt wonderful and as I got closer to coming MasterDoc started slapping my face and tits, talking dirty to me, and he told me to come and I squirted all over my new pillow.

He fucked me next, him on top of me, my hips raised again by the Axis. Even though I had just come, I was eager to come again. (I’m really pretty insatiable most of the time.) And he fucked me until I was begging to come, and when he let me, I came hard, squirting all over my pillow again.

MasterDoc had promised Daina a horsey ride (i.e., a ride on the sybian) and before she left he fulfilled this promise – I perched on the sofa and enjoyed watching. She had said before coming over that she really needed a release of endorphins, and I think she left with the endorphins just flowing. A sybian orgasm is something else, truly.

That night, when MasterDoc and I were alone, he decided that he wanted to come. So I played with his ass as he masturbated – watching this porn, which we hadn’t finished before. When he was ready to come, he rolled towards me and told me to take his cock in my mouth. I did, and come shot up into my mouth. I closed my lips around his cock and he reminded me that the head is too sensitive, that he wanted me to put my mouth right down on his shaft and so I did, pleased to be such an active part of his orgasm.

“Did I hurt you?”

Published on October 8, 2009 in bdsm, blow jobs, bondage, caning, cunt, D/s, happy, horny, kink, masochism, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, porn, sadism, sex, shio, spanking, squirting and Uncategorized. 2 Comments

While MasterDoc has been back from his month of travels since Tuesday evening, we didn’t get up to our usual play until Wednesday night. He was understandably tired from traveling on Tuesday! I was just happy to hug him and be with him.

He was distracted by the Yankee game for parts of the night, but he told me to pick some porn for us to watch. I remembered that I had a couple of free bdsm porn sites saved in my bookmarks that I had yet to try out. Unfortunately both sites have really short clips (with a few exceptions they seem to only tout on their front pages). It was a bummer despite there being such a wonderful list of kinky categories on each. (Site One) (Site Two) So I turned to my usual site of TNAFlix and scoured the pages for something kinky. At first I put on porn that was pretty much exclusively women being tied up and gagged and then struggling in their bonds. Yes, that was hot. (I can’t find the link to it and I’m getting distracted by porn. Back to writing! There will be time for self-abuse after.)

MasterDoc had me get on my knees and suck his cock while he watched the porn. Hearing, “You suck a mean cock,” was but one highlight out of many last night. I sucked and licked. I spit a little on his cock when he told me to wet it more. He had me stick my tongue out and he’d rub his cock head all over my tongue. I licked it whenever it came close to my mouth. I like when he rubs it on my face and I get wet with saliva. I feel like such a dirty girl then.

When he had had enough cock sucking for the moment, he had me lay over the curved side of the Liberator Scoop on the living room floor. He had previously had me get the three canes and the riding crop, and of course I had my collar on by this time. He warmed me up with the crop and his hands, and moved on to the gentlest (relatively speaking) cane. My pain tolerance was pretty good last night, and I could feel the sharp lines of the cane as it reddened my ass. I wished I had a mirror to see the stripes forming. I could tell by the intensity that he had switched canes at some point. I surprised myself in being able to mostly handle the next thickest one. It hurt, make no mistake, but he would give me ample time to breathe and relax in between rounds of pain. He ran his hands along my tensed calves and thighs until I relaxed, and then he’d start again. I could tell I was getting very wet through all this.

He took a break, and I was allowed to go sit on the sofa. The sofa cover felt rough on my tender ass. I watched the bondage/struggling porn and marveled at how turned on I get over things that are not directly, explicitly sexual. I loved imagining that I was that woman, bound, helpless, gagged, struggling. Phew! Gets me hot. I slid my hand between my legs and found that I was extremely wet from the caning. I started stroking myself, wet noises emanating. MasterDoc had gone back to watching the baseball game and I wondered when he’d hear the wet noises and discover what I was doing. It took a few minutes but he did, and he grabbed the cane to give my inner thighs a good smack.
The bondage porn started to get a little dull, so he had me find another clip to watch. And lo and behold, I discovered THE clip. What I mean by THE clip is that there was a photo set on Sex and Submission way back shortly after we met that we both found independently and had thought it was really hot. (I can’t seem to find the post using the search function on my blog. Phooey.) There’s been a running joke ever since as in the final shot the naughty school girl has a paper with an A+ stuck to her. MasterDoc has always said that he would have only given her an A- at most. lol So “A-” has become one of his usual lines. And finally, two years later we stumbled upon the clip the photo set was taken from. Rowr.

We didn’t make it through the whole clip last night, we will have to get back to it later. It was pretty damn hot though. He sent me into the bedroom and told me to play with myself, but not to watch the porn. I did so but it became hard to keep up the sexy thoughts after a few minutes. He came in, bringing a cane and the crop. He started to cane the insides of my thighs while I masturbated and the porn started. The pain was distracting but he ordered me to push through it, to be ready to come. I struggled as angry red stripes started to line my thighs.

Somehow pleasure and pain mingled and I did manage to focus well and get myself worked up. He told me to come, and I did. I came surprisingly hard as he continued to cane my thighs and then he crawled his way up my body while I continued to rub my clit and come. Having him pressed close to me made me come again. I typically keep coming until he tells me to stop – on rare occasions I have cried uncle from not being able to breathe.

While I recovered he lay nestled between my thighs, stroking and touching me from time to time. We looked at the crop stripes and he said, in the most innocent voice, “Did I hurt you?” as if he was amazed that lil’ ol’ him had done that. We laughed pretty hard.

We watched the porn some more and MasterDoc decided to fuck me. He had me get on all fours and he slid his big cock in. When he fucks me I luxuriate in the sensations since I’m not allowed to just come. I moan and try to hold back on coming while not holding back on feeling. I do hope my moans of frustration at wanting to come are a real turn on for him. He makes me positively ache to come.

I eventually broke down and asked, “Please Sir, may I come?” He had me hold off a little but when he did let me come my pussy muscles clamped right down and pushed his cock out. Damn. But he touched and slapped my cunt and the orgasm continued – I squirted a huge puddle, unfortunately missing the Liberator Throe. I came and came until I was totally breathless. I lay there after, trying to regain my wits. I love how he pushes me to the point where I can only gasp and come. I was so very satisfied after that. Wow. How I feel after a fucking like that gives new meaning to the word “afterglow.” I must be gleaming at that point!

We watched more porn and he wanted my help making him come. So I got a little lube and massaged and kneaded his ass while he jerked off. Between the kinky porn and watching him get close to orgasm, I was really aroused. I pressed and rubbed his ass and perineum. When he came, he instructed me to press harder on his asshole and so I did as he convulsed more and shot more come out of his cock. Then I started milking it out like he had taught me – rub along the mid-line from behind his balls, up through the length of his cock until the last drops of come are forced out.

I was a very happy camper after all this. I had so needed a beating and some good, hard fucking. I had reached a point where I felt sated (albeit with the capacity to continue on had it been asked of me!). I had missed MasterDoc so much. It was good to have him home.

Review: Crash Pad Series Volume 4: Rope Burn

Published on September 26, 2009 in lesbian, porn and reviews. 0 Comments

Babeland has sent me more dyke porn – whoo hoo! This time it’s CrashPadSeries.com: Volume 4: Rope Burn. The basic premise of Crash Pad Series is that there’s an apartment, equipped with hidden cameras, where women go to fuck each other. From time to time the scene cuts to this one woman watching the action secretly on a laptop in some other room/apartment. We get to be voyeurs along with her.

This dvd contains five scenes. I love how each scene shows real women having sex in the way that women actually have sex together. If your only “lesbian” porn has been the kind made by hetero men, for hetero men, then you will be surprised by the passion and rawness of actual woman-on-woman sex. The women have a variety of body types, none of them really look like your typical porn star. Many are slender but there are a couple of women who are chubby. Their breasts are real, and it’s refreshing to see real tits! As much as I love big tits, I prefer them to be real and not look like inflated beach balls. The women’s personal grooming varies – some have hairy legs, hairy pits, pubic hair, some shave part or all of the above. There should be something here for any woman, no matter what “type” you’re into. There’s tats, piercings, etc.

The first scene was kinda slow and I didn’t really get into it. The second scene (Jiz Lee and Dallas) is rougher and features some rope bondage and punching. They display safer sex practices by using a condom on the feeldoe and gloves for fingering. The second scene was hot AND playful.

Scene three features some knifeplay and more femmy women. One of the women dominates the other, and it’s HOT! Not only does this dvd show real sex between women, it also shows real bdsm. Scene four features a butch/femme couple and like the other scenes, their sex is believable. Their genitalia actually look AROUSED, which you don’t always see in hetero porn. The final orgasm in this scene is incredibly sexy.

Throughout, there’s no cheesy-ass porn music. You can hear actual wet noises as pussies are fingered and assholes licked.

The last scene was perhaps the roughest. There was loads of face slapping, chest slapping, bondage. It included some boot licking, clothes being cut off. The toppy femme threatens to burn her bottom’s breasts/nipples with her cigarette. She uses the bottom’s tongue as an ashtray. It’s not all my thing, but overall Pink and White Productions have put together an extremely hot, real set of porn scenes here. Highly recommended.

“I think the sun shines out of your ass…”

Published on September 24, 2009 in analingus, cunt, depression, dom, Feminism, kink, masturbation, porn, shio, squirting and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

“but I still don’t want to lick it.”

This was the prize-winning line from Tuesday night. As I looked adoringly at MasterDoc, I realized that in some respects I really do think the sun shines out of his ass. But then that got me thinking – I’m still not keen on analingus – so despite the blinding light coming out of his ass (figuratively) it still doesn’t entice me to stick my tongue up it.

Tuesday was a very silly evening. It was lighthearted and very much what I needed as I slowly began to come out of my depression. He never put my collar on and that was good so I could feel free to laugh and joke and just plain relax. We laughed really hard – something we do often and I don’t know if I capture it here. MasterDoc has noticed that orgasms tend to improve my mood (hell, whose mood don’t they improve?) and he used the acuvibe on my clit and cunt. He made me come so hard, and for so long, that I could barely breathe and I wondered if he’d make me come until I passed out. The idea of it was a teeny bit scary but also exciting as hell. When he was done with me, I hadn’t passed out, but I was gasping for breath and very, very happy. A huge puddle was under my ass on the throe.

After his very busy weekend of sex he wasn’t really looking for it himself, but he decided he did want to come. We didn’t fuck this week, but he did make sure that I was well taken care of. We had porn on at either corner of the mat, and he watched some porn while he stroked his cock. For once, (finally!) I took initiative and started to lick his inner thighs. This clearly felt good, so I kept going. I licked right behind his balls and pressed my tongue against his perineum. I pressed my face deep against his crotch, practically licking his ass, but stopping short of it. I massaged his ass cheeks and was clearly adding to his masturbation. I felt really proud that finally I wasn’t so damn passive, and I made him very happy. He told me I did a good job a few times afterwards. I kept playing with him until he came, and then did the slow pressing from perineum, up between the balls and up the midline of the cock – and a final spurt of come came out.

I was feeling so much better after that evening. Plus I knew I had another evening coming the next night.

The porn I watched during the evening ran towards kinky porn (what else?) where the sub acted like they didn’t want to do whatever was being done to them. I like this fantasy sometimes – the idea of being “made” to do something. It would certainly be role play as I’m always keen to suck MasterDoc’s cock, but it’s something I’d like to do sometime – resist a little. Have him get a little rough with me. Rowr. Pretend that I don’t want all that he’s giving me; all that, deep down, I crave.

Funnelicious

Published on September 10, 2009 in anal, bdsm, D/s, kink, masochism, masturbation, orgasm denial, piss play, porn, sex, sex toys, Uncategorized and Vienna sausages. 1 Comment

The title of this post came from MasterDoc. It came out of a bit of a mind fuck he enjoyed last night. We were getting ready to get down and dirty in the bedroom, and he wandered off into the kitchen. I met him in the hallway, and he held up a small plastic funnel, with a naughty gleam in his eyes. I laughed, knowing he was referring to the porn I had shown him the other day. And then my usual reaction to things like this set in – I wondered if he was serious. Was he really going to use this funnel to piss in my ass? He says the look on my face was priceless. And I enjoyed the thrill of him teasing me and making me a little scared. For me fear is hot when it’s in his hands, I think because I trust him so much. We had a good laugh even as I pulled my hands to my face and looked scared. He said that he wishes he had thought to have a can of chicken Vienna sausages in his other hand to show me right after the funnel. Hee hee.

So funnelicious sounds like funalicious. And as the funnel theme didn’t end there it seems a suitable title for this entry.

We got set up in the bedroom and he told me to put on the enema porn on that I had liked. He stroked his cock as he decided what exactly to do to me. He had me play with myself a bit – I used the Nea on my clit. He asked if I had ever given myself an enema, and I replied that I had not. I think I had an enema for health reasons as a kid once, but that’s my only experience. He said he thought he had an enema in the house and was pondering having me use it. He asked how I felt about that, and I had to say I had mixed feelings – nervousness and arousal. The nerves come mainly from my own idea that a enema will definitely cause stomach cramps – maybe I’m wrong? The woman in the porn didn’t seem to be suffering. The arousal because it’s naughty and the feeling of being filled up anally is arousing.

He told me to get a toy to put in my ass, and I selected my Tantus ripple, it’s a fairly small butt plug I purchased a few years back as a relative newbie to anal play. I think he was a little surprised that I chose something so small, but as I don’t get in a lot of anal play small is usually just fine. I can take his big cock in my ass, but that’s the exception to the rule. He had me work the plug in as we watched the porn. I lubed my ass up well, lubed the plug up, and worked it in. I got it in pretty quickly and he commented on this. He had me play with it, stroking it in and out. I think the filled up feeling was more arousing than the thrusting. He wanted to know if I wanted to be fucked in the ass. Oh yes.

I added more lube and then kneeled at the edge of the bed. He worked his hard cock in. It felt good to be so filled up. He fucked me, saying, “Nice asshole.” I used the Nea on my clit, but really the main focus was on my ass. I grew ever more excited and soon begged for permission to come. “You want to come already?” He fucked me more and I kept moaning and squealing with delight and desperation to come. He let me come and even my rectum bears down during orgasm – not as bad as my vaginal muscles though. I’d come hard, then after a while get a little sore in the ass. I’d think that maybe I needed to ask him to stop but then he’d pound me harder and I’d immediately come again. Over and over, I would think that the pain was reason to stop and then I’d come again. Hard. I really am a masochist. It amazes even me.

We determined that the small funnel he had on hand wouldn’t be practical for the piss-in-ass play. We’d definitely need something with a tube like in the porn. I don’t doubt that one day I’ll visit his place and he’ll have one handy.

Introduction of The Cane

Published on August 30, 2009 in analingus, bdsm, caning, D/s, DeeDee, horny, kink, masochism, orgasm on command, phone sex, porn, sadism, sex, sex toys, slut, spanking, submissive, Uncategorized and Vienna sausages. 3 Comments

I think I’ve mentioned this before, but MasterDoc will be traveling for much of September. (He’s taking advantage of JetBlue’s offer for unlimited flights for a month for $599.) I will see him roughly once a week – on the nights when he’s back in town to go to work. This weekend I’ve been trying to savor every second and get in as much kinky sex as possible.

I had to be patient through a football game on Saturday night, but the patience paid off. When MasterDoc had gotten himself settled in the bedroom he called me in. He had DeeDee on the phone and she was going to listen in. She suggested that he use the new canes on me – she had gotten the impression from this blog that I wanted that. And yes, it’s one of those things I had mixed feelings about – I wanted to feel the cane (the lightest one anyway!) but I was a bit afraid of it.

So he talked to DeeDee via speaker phone as he got me on the bed and warmed up my ass spanking me with his hands. I was eagerly anticipating the cane and once warmed up he gave me what I hoped for. He used it fairly gently, he later said that he used it at about 2/3rds of its potential. It left lovely red stripes on my ass which unfortunately I didn’t get to see. Some strikes were pleasurable, some made me squeal and pull back. But overall, I really enjoyed being caned. I’m sure it will be quite some time before I’m able to take the third cane we got – the thickest and sturdiest. We talked about this after, and I had to say that I’m sure that cane will hurt plenty, and like the sick freak that I am I will love it!

He fucked me from behind and made me beg for it. I was so horny and yearning to be fucked that I lost my usual shyness to say dirty things and I had no problem declaring that I wanted his cock inside me. He made me say that I’m a dirty slut. He made me beg for a while before he’d put his cock in. Instantly, I was hot and stimulated. I wish I could adequately find the words to describe a penis sliding into my aroused and engorged pussy. The thrill that comes from the feeling of it sliding in and touching the sides of my tingling cunt, filling me up.

He fucked me hard and smacked my ass a few times during. He did a lot of dirty talk – probably to make sure DeeDee had something good to listen to over the phone besides my moaning. I love when he talks dirty though. When I begged to come he made me beg for a moment and then let me come. At the sound of his voice telling me, “Come,” I am hurled forward into orgasm. I don’t know if I’m getting better at not squeezing his cock our or if he’s getting better at keeping it deep inside as I orgasm – but lately he stays inside me much longer than he used to. When his cock was pushed out he slapped my cunt while I kept coming. Lately he makes me come for so long I’m not sure I can keep coming at that point. Usually I’m having a hard time breathing, but meanwhile I feel absolutely amazing as I come hard.

I rested after coming and MasterDoc talked to DeeDee, trying to help her come. He made her watch some snowballing porn (i.e., women taking a guy’s come and passing it between their mouths). He had watched some earlier and that was what got me in the mood. It’s one of those things that I find disgusting on one level, but so frickin hot on another level. DeeDee did NOT sound happy about watching it and the idea that he plans to have her and I do it. He told her that she could come, but she’d have to do it while watching a snowballing porn. Ooh meanie! He’s done that sort of thing with me before (piss play). He’s skilled at desensitizing you to things you’re put off by. I start out repulsed by something, but after months of threatening to do it to me, I start to see it as erotic – BECAUSE it’s dirty, disgusting and therefore it’s fucking hot for him to make me do it. It’s very much a power exchange type of play.

On Sunday, I was still horny and I hoped that we might play a little before he headed out for the afternoon. He’s talked about canceling his cable and internet while he’s away this month, and I asked what we’d do for porn without any internet. He pointed out that he has dvds – and then impishly said he had the Japanese one with the Vienna sausages. Now, I’ve been teased with this story of the Vienna sausages since I started dating him. All I knew to this point was that the porn was really nasty and disgusting. He has a can of Vienna sausages on hand to tease submissives with. I finally asked him to tell me just what it was they do with the Vienna sausages in the porn. He asked if I really wanted to know, and he would be on the verge of telling me and then go, “Nah.” I ultimately begged him to tell me as my own thoughts of what it could be were getting pretty disgusting, and I really just wanted to know what the hell it was about. And he told me: in the film they put Vienna sausages up the submissive’s ass. Then they have her poop them out – and they reach in, pull out the sausages and have her eat them. Ewww!!! (No mixed feelings on that scene – I don’t want to do it!) I said that I thought maybe they put the sausages up a guy’s ass and made her eat them out of his ass. MasterDoc thought that was a great idea and I knew I’d made a big mistake telling him that. He started teasing me mercilessly. I tried to save myself by pointing out that I don’t eat beef, so therefore I won’t eat the sausages. He said, “Chicken Vienna sausages!” I said fine, if he could find some – thinking that’s something that’s just not made.

Oh shit. I was wrong. He found them online quickly. Shit. “Damn you amazon.com!” I cried. “Damn you!”

Luckily, the shipping for a case of them was nearly as much as the cost of the case of Vienna sausages. Phew. I decided not to hate amazon so much after that. But he searched further and there are other, cheaper, options for getting a hold of chicken Vienna sausages. Urgh. I now live in mortal fear of him getting his hands on some.

Ever since he played the snowballing porn the night before, I wanted him to come in my mouth. I mentioned this many times Sunday morning and eventually it sounded like I might get my wish. I wasn’t totally sure it would go the way I wanted it to when he took an extra bath to wash his ass extra well. I thought for sure he’d make me lick his asshole while he jerked off. I was in a very subby mindset that day, so I might have been less turned off about analingus than usual. He went off into the bedroom and told me that he’d call on me in about 15 minutes or so.

When he did call me in, he told me to put on my collar. I entered the bedroom, excited, and put my collar on. He looked me in the eye and told me to get in the right mindset. I stood with my hands behind my back and said, “Yes, Sir.”

“So you said you wanted my come in your mouth,” he said archly.

“Yes, Sir.”

He had been laying on his side, leaning a bit forward. At that point he rolled his body back a bit and revealed small puddles of his come on the Fascinator Throe. He instructed me to come over and lick his come up. I got on hands and knees on the bed and bent down, dragging my tongue through the drops of come. He told me he wanted to see at least one string of come coming out of my mouth but the drops would disperse in my saliva really quickly. I licked slowly and carefully. Upon request, I stuck my tongue out for him to see. He told me to go, “Mmm good!” and I did, with more enthusiasm than I once did. And he told me to swallow.

It hadn’t been quite what I fantasized, but being in a subby mindset I was happy for whatever he gave me. I was happy to be his cum slut, licking his come off the blanket. He had me remove my collar and we got up.

In the living room, he came over to kiss me, and I playfully stuck my tongue out at him – encouraging him to give me a deep kiss. He called me a wise guy and made me put my collar on again and get on hands and knees on the bed. He gave me some sharp whaps with the lightest cane. I’d whimper sometimes. It was short, and when he was done he had me take my collar off and told me, “Now, that wasn’t a punishment. It was a treat.” I said, “Thank you, Sir.” and was a very happy girl indeed.

I will miss him this month.

My mind is reeling with dirty, dirty things. I think I will spend a lot of time writing kinky erotica while he’s gone.

The Night of the Four Orgasms, Part II

Published on August 19, 2009 in bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, D/s, DeeDee, horny, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, porn, sex, shio, squirting, submissive, sybian and threesome. 2 Comments

I joined them in the living room, and MasterDoc had me get on my knees again and suck his cock. He had DeeDee find some porn on the computer, and she found a really fun one featuring a fucking machine that included jets of water. The lady in the video certainly seemed to be enjoying herself! Even though DeeDee was being punished, MasterDoc was affectionate and kissed and caressed her. He just didn’t give her any genital stimulation.

My first set of orgasms (as it was more accurately a set of multiple orgasms rather than just one) was pretty amazing to watch. After I got MasterDoc’s cock hard again he had me head back into the bedroom, and he fucked me from behind. Oh god, I was so horny and so happy to be fucked. I hadn’t been fucked in over a week. The hot porn played in the background, and MasterDoc had DeeDee come close to him for a kiss while he fucked me. (Yes, MasterDoc is a very lucky man.) He fucked me hard and soon I was begging to come again. He had me beg for a little while, and then he fucked me good and hard as he told me to come. My muscles didn’t push quite as hard as usual (I was paying attention to them in an attempt to keep him in, although I wasn’t letting it hold me back from coming since MasterDoc hadn’t told me to do that) and his cock kept fucking my hole. My head was up in the clouds as I came. He had me fall forward and rest, and he suggested that I get a sybian ride next. Oh my. I know that if I was in DeeDee’s position I’d be so hot and so raring for an orgasm myself.

I rested a bit on the bed, and they went off into the living room again. I turned to look at the porn and got caught up watching it. I brought the laptop out to the living room with me and complimented DeeDee on her taste in porn. MasterDoc had me set up the sybian, and I find that lately I’m really happy with just the flat top attachment – for me it’s the clitoral stimulation that gets me off.

So I knelt over the sybian, MasterDoc in front of me with the controls in his hand. I had my gag in so I wouldn’t disturb the neighbors when I came. He teased me for a while, working me up. I’d close my eyes uncontrollably, and then I’d pry them open to look into his eyes pleadingly, begging him to let me come with just my eyes. He pointed out the look on my face to DeeDee. Suddenly, he let me come and I convulsed in orgasm. I fell forward into MasterDoc, who held me, and my face was by his right shoulder, on the side where DeeDee was sitting. My eyes rolled back into my head, my hips bucked involuntarily over and over. I screamed through the gag. Jesus, he had me come over and over again. This was the third time that night I had a set of multiple orgasms, and I felt so lucky to be the recipient of such pleasure. Early on while I was coming on the sybian, I squirted a whole bunch all over the machine. I had to mop it up after – the spray of my juices was everywhere.

We relaxed for a bit, watched the porn some more. I eventually climbed off the sybian and lay on the floor for a while. I joined them on the sofa, and MasterDoc cuddled with DeeDee while we talked. He started to ask me if I wanted to fuck again. My god, I couldn’t believe my luck. Hell yes, I could go for more fucking!
To be continued….

Satisfaction

Published on July 29, 2009 in anal, blow jobs, D/s, kink, orgasm on command, porn, sex, sex toys, shio, squirting and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

And yet again I fall behind in blogging. I get frustrated when I try to recount things that have happened a few days ago, as details that would have been included had I blogged immediately after are lost.

Saturday night was a usual night in for us. We lay on the bed and watched some kinky porn on the laptop. He lays on his side in front of the laptop, I lay with my head down the other end of the bed and my legs spread so that my pussy is within reach/sight of him. I could feel myself getting aroused, and he asked me why I wasn’t touching myself. I don’t know, sometimes I just enjoy getting horny watching the porn. He used the Acuvibe Mini on me as I continued to watch the porn intently. I was getting really worked up when, unfortunately, the Acuvibe began to run down. The vibrations slowed in intensity. It was barely noticeable to him at first, but I could tell the difference immediately. Sadly, I haven’t yet figured out exactly how long the Acuvibe runs on a single charge. I put it aside and recharged it the next day.

He decided to fuck me then, and I’m pretty sure I was wet. I felt eager for his cock to be inside me. I’m on hands and knees and he fucks me, bringing me to the edge of orgasm. The familiar moans I make when really aroused escaped my lips. I’m sure he knows from the sounds that I could come at pretty much any time. He keeps fucking me, teasing me, while he watches the porn on the laptop.

I start begging for orgasm. It’s just a few short “please” out of my mouth at first, but it soon builds to actual begging. I’m about ready to explode when he tells me to come – and he shoves his hard cock deep inside me and holds it in there as my pussy starts to contract. I’m coming, but also worried that my pussy might push him out. The harder I come, the more my vaginal muscles clamp down. I love feeling him push against me, keeping his cock inside for as long as possible. Alas my muscles win out and push his cock out, so he slaps my pussy, keeping me coming. I start to squirt quite a bit, and he quickly grabs the Fascinator Throe to put under me. It was a little bit late, the sheets got wet, but the Throe did suck up a lot of the moisture.

I was exhausted by the time he had me stop coming. I managed to fall forward onto the bed and rest for a few minutes while I tried to gather my wits about me. “Thank you, Sir,” I told him when I was capable of speech again.

After a short rest, he had me suck his cock hard through the condom that was still on. I’m quite the eager little cocksucker these days and I loved doing it. He had me get on top for a ride and I rode his cock until he gave me permission to come. I was a very happy girl after all this.

On Sunday, he gave me a sybian ride in the afternoon because he was planning to cam with DeeDee that night and my role in that was to pleasure him until he came. He’s amazingly good at manning the controls of the sybian. He made me come and come, timing the orgasms I had. I was well nigh exhausted when he stopped – I’m sure he could tell I was tiring out. It turns out I had been coming only for 2 solid minutes. He thinks we need to work me up to longer. I gingerly climbed off the sybian and collapsed on the floor. I lay there for a while after, while DeeDee called and told us a story about another Dom she had been chatting with online.

That night things didn’t go quite as planned as DeeDee’s roommate was home and she was unable to cam. Instead, he watched porn while I pleasured him. I started out sucking his cock – I can’t get enough of it lately and I love seeing just how far down my throat I can get it. Next, he had me move so I was on the other side of him. He stroked his cock while I used my lubed fingers to massage his ass. He likes a firm massage of the muscle of his buttocks and the area around the anus. He next had me lube up the Love Pacifier and slowly slide it into his ass. I played with it, pressing it towards his prostate. He gave me instructions and I followed, and it was such a great payoff when he came. I keep on playing with his ass while he comes and he quivers and keeps coming for a while. Since I was behind him, I didn’t get to see the cum shoot out of him but I could still tell he had a really nice orgasm. I was able to go to bed that night with a sense of satisfaction.

Review: Sugar High Glitter City DVD

Published on July 1, 2009 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, lesbian, porn, reviews, sex, sex toys, shio, squirting, threesome and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

A short while after I came out to myself as bisexual, I started frequenting the Planet Out website. I had a personal ad up that yielded pretty much nothing. (The worst being a three way date where I had the woman I was hot for tell me she was hot for the other woman. *sigh* And thus I remained a girl on girl virgin until I met my first girlfriend while on vacation in late 2001.) I’d look through the lists of gay/lesbian films and rent as many films as I could. But of course I couldn’t find the porn at my local video store. One of those movies was 2001′s Sugar High Glitter City, directed and produced by Jackie Strano and Shar Rednour. I have wanted to see that dvd since it came out, but I rarely buy porn. When Babeland offered it to review I gleefully took them up on the offer. This is my first DVD review – and I wish I had bought it years ago.

The plot is thus (from Babeland’s website):

In Sugar High Glitter City, sugar is outlawed and dykes will stop at nothing to get it…even selling their own bodies. Real-life, full-force, glam-sleazy dyke sex reigns in this real lesbian video with hot dildo action packed throughout. Shot on location in San Francisco and narrated by Honey Lee Cottrell, this is some of the hottest dildo lesbian sex we’ve seen in quite some time. The lesbian sugar fiends stop at nothing to get some! Nominated for AVN Awards for “Best All Girl Sex Scene” and “Best All Girl Feature”. We at Babeland say it wins “Best Chemistry” because you can’t hide the real dyke heat in this one.

Where do I start? Wow! Porn showing safer sex (latex gloves)! (No dental dams though, but to be fair what a dull porn that would be. You wouldn’t be able to see anything.) A wide variety of ethnicities are represented! A variety of body types! No fake tits! Various states of pubic hair. Butch dykes, femmes, and everything in between. Butches on femmes. Femmes on femmes. Butches on butches! Pierced nipples, piercings all over the place. Lots and lots of strap on cocks. Use of lube on sex toys. Lots of women having REAL orgasms! Squirting! This DVD has something for pretty much everyone who likes watching women get it on with women.

The sugar addiction theme pulls the scenes together without getting too much into trying to be a regular movie. (I hate when porn has long bits of non-sex scenes. I watch porn for sex!) The sex is realistic and hot. Unlike faux, hetero “lesbian porn” these women have short fingernails. It drives me nuts when woman on woman porn shows the women fingering each other with long fingernails. Ouch! I want to feel a firm finger against my g-spot and not a pointy nail. Real lesbian sex is so much hotter to watch (as a woman) than “lesbian” porn made to satisfy heterosexual men.

Sugar High Glitter City is approximately 70 minutes.