I had to be patient through a football game on Saturday night, but the patience paid off. When MasterDoc had gotten himself settled in the bedroom he called me in. He had DeeDee on the phone and she was going to listen in. She suggested that he use the new canes on me – she had gotten the impression from this blog that I wanted that. And yes, it’s one of those things I had mixed feelings about – I wanted to feel the cane (the lightest one anyway!) but I was a bit afraid of it.

So he talked to DeeDee via speaker phone as he got me on the bed and warmed up my ass spanking me with his hands. I was eagerly anticipating the cane and once warmed up he gave me what I hoped for. He used it fairly gently, he  later said that he used it at about 2/3rds of its potential. It left lovely red stripes on my ass which unfortunately I didn’t get to see. Some strikes were pleasurable, some made me squeal and pull back. But overall, I really enjoyed being caned. I’m sure it will be quite some time before I’m able to take the third cane we got – the thickest and sturdiest. We talked about this after, and I had to say that I’m sure that cane will hurt plenty, and like the sick freak that I am I will love it!

He fucked me from behind and made me beg for it. I was so horny and yearning to be fucked that I lost my usual shyness to say dirty things and I had no problem declaring that I wanted his cock inside me. He made me say that I’m a dirty slut. He made me beg for a while before he’d put his cock in. Instantly, I was hot and stimulated. I wish I could adequately find the words to describe a penis sliding into my aroused and engorged pussy. The thrill that comes from the feeling of it sliding in and touching the sides of my tingling cunt, filling me up.

He fucked me hard and smacked my ass a few times during. He did a lot of dirty talk – probably to make sure DeeDee had something good to listen to over the phone besides my moaning. I love when he talks dirty though. When I begged to come he made me beg for a moment and then let me come. At the sound of his voice telling me, “Come,” I am hurled forward into orgasm. I don’t know if I’m getting better at not squeezing his cock our or if he’s getting better at keeping it deep inside as I orgasm – but lately he stays inside me much longer than he used to. When his cock was pushed out he slapped my cunt while I kept coming. Lately he makes me come for so long I’m not sure I can keep coming at that point. Usually I’m having a hard time breathing, but meanwhile I feel absolutely amazing as I come hard.

I rested after coming and MasterDoc talked to DeeDee, trying to help her come. He made her watch some snowballing porn (i.e., women taking a guy’s come and passing it between their mouths). He had watched some earlier and that was what got me in the mood. It’s one of those things that I find disgusting on one level, but so frickin hot on another level. DeeDee did NOT sound happy about watching it and the idea that he plans to have her and I do it. He told her that she could come, but she’d have to do it while watching a snowballing porn. Ooh meanie! He’s done that sort of thing with me before (piss play). He’s skilled at desensitizing you to things you’re put off by. I start out repulsed by something, but after months of threatening to do it to me, I start to see it as erotic – BECAUSE it’s dirty, disgusting and therefore it’s fucking hot for him to make me do it. It’s very much a power exchange type of play.

On Sunday, I was still horny and I hoped that we might play a little before he headed out for the afternoon. He’s talked about canceling his cable and internet while he’s away this month, and I asked what we’d do for porn without any internet. He pointed out that he has dvds – and then impishly said he had the Japanese one with the Vienna sausages. Now, I’ve been teased with this story of the Vienna sausages since I started dating him. All I knew to this point was that the porn was really nasty and disgusting. He has a can of Vienna sausages on hand to tease submissives with. I finally asked him to tell me just what it was they do with the Vienna sausages in the porn. He asked if I really wanted to know, and he would be on the verge of telling me and then go, “Nah.” I ultimately begged him to tell me as my own thoughts of what it could be were getting pretty disgusting, and I really just wanted to know what the hell it was about. And he told me: in the film they put Vienna sausages up the submissive’s ass. Then they have her poop them out – and they reach in, pull out the sausages and have her eat them. Ewww!!! (No mixed feelings on that scene – I don’t want to do it!) I said that I thought maybe they put the sausages up a guy’s ass and made her eat them out of his ass. MasterDoc thought that was a great idea and I knew I’d made a big mistake telling him that. He started teasing me mercilessly. I tried to save myself by pointing out that I don’t eat beef, so therefore I won’t eat the sausages. He said, “Chicken Vienna sausages!” I said fine, if he could find some – thinking that’s something that’s just not made.

Oh shit. I was wrong. He found them online quickly. Shit. “Damn you amazon.com!” I cried. “Damn you!”

Luckily, the shipping for a case of them was nearly as much as the cost of the case of Vienna sausages. Phew. I decided not to hate amazon so much after that. But he searched further and there are other, cheaper, options for getting a hold of chicken Vienna sausages. Urgh. I now live in mortal fear of him getting his hands on some.

Ever since he played the snowballing porn the night before, I wanted him to come in my mouth. I mentioned this many times Sunday morning and eventually it sounded like I might get my wish. I wasn’t totally sure it would go the way I wanted it to when he took an extra bath to wash his ass extra well. I thought for sure he’d make me lick his asshole while he jerked off. I was in a very subby mindset that day, so I might have been less turned off about analingus than usual. He went off into the bedroom and told me that he’d call on me in about 15 minutes or so.

When he did call me in, he told me to put on my collar. I entered the bedroom, excited, and put my collar on. He looked me in the eye and told me to get in the right mindset. I stood with my hands behind my back and said, “Yes, Sir.”

“So you said you wanted my come in your mouth,” he said archly.

“Yes, Sir.”

He had been laying on his side, leaning a bit forward. At that point he rolled his body back a bit and revealed small puddles of his come on the Fascinator Throe. He instructed me to come over and lick his come up. I got on hands and knees on the bed and bent down, dragging my tongue through the drops of come. He told me he wanted to see at least one string of come coming out of my mouth but the drops would disperse in my saliva really quickly. I licked slowly and carefully. Upon request, I stuck my tongue out for him to see. He told me to go, “Mmm good!” and I did, with more enthusiasm than I once did. And he told me to swallow.

It hadn’t been quite what I fantasized, but being in a subby mindset I was happy for whatever he gave me. I was happy to be his cum slut, licking his come off the blanket. He had me remove my collar and we got up.

In the living room, he came over to kiss me, and I playfully stuck my tongue out at him – encouraging him to give me a deep kiss. He called me a wise guy and made me put my collar on again and get on hands and knees on the bed. He gave me some sharp whaps with the lightest cane. I’d whimper sometimes. It was short, and when he was done he had me take my collar off and told me, “Now, that wasn’t a punishment. It was a treat.” I said, “Thank you, Sir.” and was a very happy girl indeed.

I will miss him this month.

My mind is reeling with dirty, dirty things. I think I will spend a lot of time writing kinky erotica while he’s gone.

Introduction of The Cane originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on August 30, 2009.

Tuesday night, he decided to have her listen in as we played. He encouraged me to be much more vocal than usual – something he realizes is hard for me – and I did my best to vocalize what I was feeling. It was easier to make noises than to speak words, but I did manage a few words from time to time. He went into the next room to start the phone call, and left me laying on the Liberator Escape in the living room. I thought to myself that he’d probably like it if I was warmed up when he came back, so I started stroking my clit.

He came back in with his phone set to speaker. I could hear DeeDee on the other end. He had me get on hands and knees, and he started spanking me. I tried to be louder with my reaction noises than usual. He hit pretty hard for a while so it wasn’t hard to be noisy. He’d talk to DeeDee now and then, and I’m pretty sure she was playing with herself at the other end. MasterDoc had me sit up. He had me suck his cock for a while, and it’s great when he’s got someone listening on the phone, because he becomes very verbal about how good it feels and how I know what he likes. Definite ego boost. After he was good and hard (he was pretty hard to start with), he gave me the blindfold and I put it on, sitting cross-legged on the mat. He announced that he had nipple clamps in hand. He gently scolded me for not bringing the clover clamps and pointed out that he wants me to learn how to take them by now. He went to put the clamp on one nipple, but the screws were set so the clamp was pretty loose. He didn’t play around with the tightness, but instead started slapping the inside of my thighs. I had been kinda looking forward to the nipple clamps, I almost wished that I had brought the clover clamps. Lately I find myself fantasizing about the clover clamps, but still too scared to put them out as the toy of choice.

He had me lie down on my back, and he sat between my legs, slapping my thighs and pussy every now and then. I wish I could remember in more detail what he said to DeeDee, it was all pretty damn hot. (This is why I rued having to work the next day and not having time to blog this right away!) He fingered me – finding just that right spot inside. He knows how to work my g-spot really well and I was moaning and begging for orgasm in no time. “Please may I come, Sir!” I sometimes wish he would take over my g-spot like that more often – it’s amazing. He teased me into a frenzy. When he let me come, the orgasm and blindfold combination nearly made me feel like I had blacked out. All capacity to think was stopped and I came hard, very hard. And he kept me coming for what seemed like a very long time. When he had decided I had enough, I caught my breath and we could hear DeeDee on the other end of the phone. He had given her permission to come when I came, and we could still hear her coming. He tried to tell her to stop just then, but I don’t think she heard him right away. He repeated himself until he was heard, and it sounded like it was hard for her to stop. (I know that feeling!)

Next he had me get him really hard again. He asked DeeDee how she thought he should fuck me, and she suggested my getting on top and riding him. I got the Liberator Wedge and put it under his ass and got on top of his throbbing cock. It felt so good to have him deep inside me, and I think having DeeDee listen made it even hotter. I moaned, and cried out and told him how good it felt. When he let me come, again I came long and hard. I wondered to myself if he was trying to impress DeeDee with how hard and long he could make me come, but he didn’t realize that he had me come any longer than usual. After I had finished, I stayed on top of his cock, and he brought the phone to his ear to hear DeeDee coming hard on other end. I stroked his chest as he listened, knowing that he’d want me to make him feel good. He told her, “That’s it. Come. Come DeeDee.” I hope that his voice telling her that makes her come harder like it does me.

DeeDee is due to visit MasterDoc for the first time on Monday. I may get to meet her Monday night myself.

Having DeeDee Listen originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on July 10, 2009.