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Dark Fantasy

Published on January 15, 2011 in anal, bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, bondage, caning, consensual non-consent, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, dom, edge play, exhibitionism, fantasy, gang bang, humiliation play, kink, masochism, masturbation, needle play, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, piss play, restraints, sadism, sex, sex toys, shio, slut, spanking, squirting, submissive and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

Depression is not helpful for a fun sex life, so I haven’t done anything much with MasterDoc in a few days. (Except for a therapeutic caning Tuesday night that really did seem to lift my mood.) But I’ve been thinking naughty things and figured I’d write a little fantasy. Note: I refer to MasterDoc both as Sir and MasterDoc in this story. The rest of the characters don’t have names.

I can hear people arriving from where I lay in the bedroom. I’m playing with my cunt because Sir has told me to get it ready. I have no idea who is coming into the apartment or what will happen, but I do as I’m told.

I’m fairly close to orgasm when Sir comes in. He gives me a talk, hands on either side of my face, and tells me that I’m not to let him down. I’m to be a good little cunt and do as he says. He leads me into the living room where there’s about three men and one woman. I vaguely know one or two but not the others. I’m naked, except for my collar, leather cuffs on each wrist and ankle, and a leash hanging from the D ring on my collar. Sir leads me into the center of the room with the leash.

He takes a seat in a chair, and motions for me to sit on the floor by his feet. I do so and he starts talking. “Here’s our submissive cunt for the evening. Remember, condoms are to be used for any vaginal or anal sex. You are free to fuck her or make her go down on you as you wish, but you must clear any pain play with me first.”

I don’t know whether to be excited or scared. I’m looked at like a piece of meat laid out for a pack of hungry animals. He sends me around to each of our guests and instructs me to nuzzle their crotches through their pants. I crawl up to where each sits and do as I’m told, catching a whiff of muskiness from each crotch.

After I’ve finished this, he says, “Come back here slut. It’s time we got you warmed up.” These words make me anticipate genital stimulation, but when he grabs the canes I realize that’s not what he had in mind.

My wrist cuffs are joined together in front of me by a carabiner – something too short for me to undo myself. He swats my ass with the canes as I kneel face down, ass up. I hold still when I can handle the sensation but flinch forward when it hurts. The crowd admonishes me to say still whenever I flinch and I do my best. When my ass is quite sore, MasterDoc has me kneel on the floor and take his cock out of his pants with my bound hands. I suck him hard, and when his cock is its full size he grabs hold of my hair tightly. One of the guests says, “Oh yeah, choke her on it!’

He forces my head down so that his cock is entirely in my mouth. I can feel my throat working as I struggle not to gag. I last several seconds, and then MasterDoc pulls my head away as globs of saliva run down my chin and form a string between his cock and my mouth. He does this several times until I’m breathless and a bit lightheaded. Sometimes he slaps my face when he’s pulled it off his cock. I can feel the hands of some of our guests start to grope my body. One hand checks out my wet cunt. Another squeezes a nipple.

I am thrust back down onto the floor but this time on my back. The woman grabs hold of my cuffs and holds my hands above my head. One of the men takes a cane to my thighs and cunt when MasterDoc hands it to him. I figure this was something pre-agreed upon. Thankfully, Sir had passed him the lightest cane we have.

Still, ugly red stripes start to form on my inner thighs. When he smacks my cunt with it I think I can’t possibly handle the pain. One of the men places a strip of duct tape across my mouth so my cries won’t disturb the neighbors. MasterDoc and one of the other men holds my legs apart so I can’t get away from the cane blows.

Just as the pain makes me cry, MasterDoc signals to stop. Our guests back off, and MasterDoc holds me on the floor for a little while, telling me what a good girl I am. I cry softly, but it’s a cathartic release rather than any sadness.

Dinner delivery arrives and I wonder if the delivery person can see me naked and limp on the floor in the living room. My wrists are undone and the tape removed from my mouth so I can get up and serve dinner. I set the table, fetch drinks for our guests. They take liberties in touching me as I move around the table serving. Beforehand Sir told me I would be eating dinner on the floor. One of the men secures my wrist cuffs behind my back, and I have to eat without my hands, out of a bowl. Since leaning forward with my hands behind me would be too difficult, I am graciously allowed to have my bowl on a low stool so I don’t have to bend as far. As the guests eat and talk I’m mostly ignored, until one of them wants to comment on the mess on my face. I think to myself that there are animals with more dignity than I have right then. I eat as best I can. One of the men wipes my face with a warm, wet cloth and then pulls me by the hair until my mouth envelops his cock.

I suck and feel more hands on my body. I’m helpless as my wrists are behind me. I get pinched, poked, prodded. Someone produces a vibrator and holds it to my clit. It becomes so difficult to focus on my work on our guests’ cock that I slow down my efforts. I get my hair yanked and admonished to “Get back to work you dirty whore!” I try to focus but the vibe on my clit keeps distracting me.

My head gets moved around so I can suck all the cocks there. MasterDoc is stroking his cock and sizing me up as to what to do next.

I’m taken into the bedroom, where he lubes up my ass. My wrists are unbound so I can support myself in doggy-style. The woman takes off her clothes and lays down so my mouth is right at her crotch. I’m instructed to lick her pussy well (lest I get punished) and MasterDoc shoves his cock into my ass. He fucks me and I lick the clit and lips of this woman’s wet cunt. She moans and it seems like I’m doing a good job. MasterDoc, however, keeps varying his speed so I get terribly aroused and distracted. I’m desperate to come but I know that it won’t happen quickly tonight.

I had been asking for resistance play sometime, and I was told earlier that I would get it tonight. After a short break, for which I’m thankful, Sir slaps my face and grabs me by the hair. “Time to fight, cunt.” he tells me.

I struggle to get loose but of course our guests join in and grab various limbs. I feel myself forced onto the bed where my cuffs get secured to the underbed restraints. I struggle up until the last moment and at times I manage to slip an arm or a leg away from my tormentors. But in the end it’s useless. I’m spread eagle on the bed, terribly vulnerable. I’m gagged again, and blindfolded this time.

I feel the cool rub of alcohol swabs at various points on my body. MasterDoc gives a demonstration of play piercing to our guests. I get called all sorts of degrading names – fuck hole, pincushion, slut, cunt, bitch – while he pierces me. I get incredibly anxious when I feel him swab my outer labia – both sides. “This is gonna hurt, cunt.” he tells me. He has me breathe in deeply, and then while I’m breathing out he slides a sharp, sharp needle through one of my outer labia. We’ve done this before, but it’s still somehow shocking to have my labia pierced.

Sir strokes my body (and probably some guests do too, I’m not sure since I can’t see) to soothe me before he plants another needle in the other labia. He tugs on it a bit and I moan under my gag. A few more needles go in the skin on my chest, these are a bit hesitant so I wonder if it’s one or more of the guests doing the piercing. I can hear someone’s breath drawn in sharply. They’ve gotten a thrill from piercing me. From making me hurt. One of them says something admiringly about the tiny drop of blood that one of the piercings has brought out.

The needles are withdrawn and I can hear movements. Next thing I know, I’m being fucked by guest after guest. I’m allowed to come during this and keep orgasming too many times to count. The woman goes at me with her strap on. She’s positively vicious with pinching my nipples. The gag is taken off and a cock shoved into my mouth while my cunt is being fucked. The dual action of a cock being shoved into my throat and a cock being shoved into my cunt is overwhelming. Soon I’m gasping and drooling between cock thrusts. The lot of them make me come more than I ever thought possible while taking turns violating my body. I squirt a few times and can feel the throe beneath me soaking wet.

“You said you wanted me to be rougher with you,” says MasterDoc. He rips off the blindfold and I watch him jerk off onto throe. The guests undo my bindings, and MasterDoc shoves my face into his come and rubs me into it. As he holds my head to the puddle of come, I can feel other guys shooting their loads all over my back. I’m a totally come-covered whore. And honestly, it’s bliss.

The guys take me into the shower and MasterDoc commands me to kneel down. I’m sticky with come and they offer to rinse me off. It seems like I’m instantly surrounded and they’re all pissing on me. I cry silently from the humiliation. They all tell me what a dirty piss whore I am.

They leave me, reeking of piss and shivering in the cold tub. The last thing Sir said when he left was that I was allowed to shower. I quickly rinse the piss off my body and out of my hair. I towel off and put my cuffs and collar back on and return to the living room where everyone’s having drinks.

MasterDoc motions for me to sit on the sofa next to him and I do. He puts his solid arms around me and kisses my forehead. “You’ve been a very good slut today. I’m proud of you.” I glow with pride over having been used, abused and come through it feeling amazingly calm. Endorphins rock.

Our guests leave a short time later, all thanking me for the good time. I thank them of course and MasterDoc has me kneel on the floor and kiss everyone’s crotches goodbye.

After they’ve left, we snuggle in bed. I’m exhausted but so very happy.

Fantasy Vignettes

Published on January 4, 2011 in bdsm, blow jobs, bondage, caning, consensual non-consent, D/s, edge play, exhibitionism, fantasy, gags, gang bang, horny, humiliation play, kink, masochism, masturbation, piss play, restraints, sadism, sex, sex parties, shio, slut, spanking, squirting, submissive, swinging and Uncategorized. 2 Comments

Scene 1: I’ve been kidnapped and I awaken tied up, naked, wrists and ankles bound, duct tape across my mouth. He teases and tantalizes my body despite my protests. My nipples receive the clover clamps. He grabs me by the hair and makes me suck his cock after he rips the tape off. He makes me come over and over despite my fighting it. He fucks me while I’m unable to get away because I’m bound.

Scene 2: Struggling with him, fighting him off. Him calling me a whore and other degrading things. Him slapping me around. Him spanking me even when I start getting desperate for him to stop. He could just gag me with duct tape and go to town on my ass with the cane. I could lay over the axis for the beating, and then be in just the right position for a fucking.

Scene 3: He fucks my mouth as I hang my head off the end of the bed. He gags me repeatedly on his cock. At the end, he comes all over my face.

Scene 4: He blindfolds me and lets all sorts of people at the swing club play with me and fuck me. I don’t get to know who fucked me.

Scene 5: I’m intoxicated to the edge of sleep and then fucked repeatedly by a group of men, all orchestrated by MasterDoc. This would be videotaped so I could fully enjoy after.

Scene 6: I have to do my best to move around and do things like suck his cock while my arms are restrained behind my back.

Scene 7: I become his slave for a few hours. I have to sit at his feet. I have to be always respectful or I get the cane. He would use me as he likes sexually. He can make me sit in the corner or tie me to something at a whim. I’d have to get his permission to use the toilet. He would make me wait until I was desperate and begging for it, and then he’d bring me (by leash perhaps?) into the bathroom, where he’d let me pee in the tub through my panties.

Scene 8: I ‘m bound at a party at his place (possibly just hands behind back or perhaps some ankle restraint as well so I have to shuffle along as I walk) and the guests get to play with my naked body as it pleases them. My hands are released for dinner but I have to eat mine out of a bowl on the floor, seated next to his chair, while the guests eat at the table. He later makes me masturbate to orgasm in front of the crowd. With a little luck, I squirt when I come.

The Next Steps?

Published on November 11, 2010 in analingus, bdsm, bondage, D/s, dom, emotions, gang bang, humiliation play, kink, masochism, musings, piss play, restraints, sex parties, submissive, swinging, trust, Uncategorized and wishing box. 1 Comment

As my D/s relationship with MasterDoc develops, the focus can change over time. When I first met him of course the focus was teaching me precisely how he likes to be pleasured, getting me to remember to say “Sir,” and training my ability to come at his command. On the service side of things he taught me what chores he wants me to do, and how to prepare things how he likes them, etc.

Recently I’ve felt like there’s a shift – the shift hasn’t happened just yet but it feels like a new phase of our relationship is ready to begin. I’ve been contemplating for at least a week now telling him that if he wants me to lick his ass, then I would respect him even more if he made me do it despite my dislike of the activity. I think I’m at the point now where him making me do a few things I dislike (but know full well won’t harm me) is the way to go. Not so much to exercise power, but I think he, as the Dom, should feel free to engage in whatever experiences he would like to – and not give as much concern over what I like to do.* Of course, I’ve hesitated to say anything because I’m worried this is a case of “be careful of what you wish for!” But I feel like I need to take another step into being his submissive on perhaps a deeper level than before. We’re at a point where if he makes me lick his ass I’m not going to consider leaving him. If he pisses in my mouth I’m not going to leave him. I don’t like these activities and hope they don’t become frequent, but I feel like if he’s the Dom then he should use me as he likes.

We’ve watched a lot of porn on theupperfloor.com lately and it’s been giving him all sorts of ideas. The forced exercise I found too painful to watch. I hate exercise but can handle it better if I’m doing it by myself and of my own volition. But the scene where the slave was hooded (and therefore couldn’t see) and forced to scrub the floor while the dominant whipped or fingered her – that was damn hot. Just scrubbing a floor isn’t hot to me. But being in some sort of bondage/blindfolding/gagging and being watched over by the man who delivers such delicious torment to me, that would be hot.

The Upper Floor has also made me crave kinky parties where I could serve and be toyed with by the guests freely. Not only toyed with but perhaps also gang-banged.

MasterDoc and I talked briefly about the idea of things like positions the sub needs to learn and use in certain situations. He was never into that, but I’ve been curious about it and now feels like a time to maybe delve into some of that, to maybe have a little more protocol than we currently have? (We’ve never been big on protocol other than calling him Sir and being respectful and obedient.) I’m also wishing for more bondage in my life.

All this is dependent on what MasterDoc wants and thinks is right. I’m merely expressing my willingness and desire to go a little further into submission and service to him. I feel like I need to be pushed a little.

* This meaning that of course I hope my needs will still be met, but I think he should feel more latitude in making me satisfy his needs even if I find an act distasteful.

Afternoon Delight

Published on August 10, 2010 in bdsm, blow jobs, bondage, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, dp, gang bang, horny, kink, masochism, masturbation, needle play, nipple clamps, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, pillow princess, porn, restraints, sadism, sex, sex toys, shio, squirting, submissive and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

I started getting a little blue on Sunday afternoon. I was supposed to have time alone with MasterDoc, filled with cuddles and hopefully some kinky sex. Instead I was helping him figure out how to put mp3 files on his Palm Pre. Ever astute, he picked up on my mood and asked what was wrong. I told him and he set to fixing the problem right away.

We cuddled a bit in the bedroom and I told him that I was feeling really passive. (Sometimes I just want to be teased and tormented and not taking such an active role. In the past this has gotten me called a pillow princess, but lately I’m much more active so I can get away with this now and then) This worked out because he was already planning to tie me down to the bed (via the under the bed restraints). He made sure the lines were pulled tight so my arms were spread as wide as possible. I was truly helpless. He blindfolded me.

He licked my clit for a while, something that feels divine. He teased me with a vibrator, and after inserting it to stimulate my g-spot, he licked my clit some more until he made me come (giving permission for the orgasm of course).

He left the room for a few minutes. I of course remained where I lay since I couldn’t move at all. He returned with some ice which he used on my clit. He took a phone call during this, and I was left to stifle my cries as he teased my cunt some more with the bitterly cold ice. I don’t like being cold! Applied to my pussy for too long it hurts.

He had talked about play piercing and I was nervous he’d follow through on the idea of nipple piercing. (And wouldn’t you know it, I was scared of that but my body gave me away by twitching in arousal when he spoke about it.) He felt my body, searching for the right place to put a needle or two. He came to my inner thighs and said that’s the spot. I’m freaked out as my inner thighs are incredibly sensitive. I dreaded a needle going through the flesh there. He swabbed my left inner thigh with an alcohol wipe and grabbed a hold of a chunk of flesh.

I could have sworn he was putting a needle in, and I cringed appropriately. But he had the last laugh. He had just pinched my thigh with his hand – he didn’t use a needle. But I was so psyched up into thinking “piercing” that he didn’t need to actually do it for me to feel the sensation. Pretty wild and an excellent mindfuck.

Next he put nipple clamps on and left the room. I was turned on by the fact of my utter helplessness and the fact that he can inflict pain on my body if he chooses. That’s power.

When he returned he fucked me while I was tied down. I couldn’t get my legs apart as much as usual since my ankles were cuffed to the edges of the bed, but he managed to fuck me quite well (albeit not quite as deep as usual). As I came, he choked me a little during orgasm. No real air constriction, but a firm hand at my throat. Fuck, that made it hotter. I was a happy puddle afterward. (And had a puddle of girl cum under my ass too.)

He untied my arms and gave me some aftercare. Next he had me suck his cock for a while, and I reveled in it and fantasized about dirty things like being fucked from behind with clover clamps on while gagged. I never ask for the clover clamps – they hurt like a motherfucker! While I was fantasizing about him inflicting more pain on me, he gagged me on his cock. I’m thrilled that he does that pretty often lately. We’ve both found something new we enjoy. He had me get on top of his hard cock for a ride. He teased me with a long, slow fuck. He made me come for a long, languorous time. I had to lay down to rest after, and could have easily fallen asleep.

But wait, there’s more! I told him my fantasy from earlier. He put on the clover clamps right after mentioning that I probably couldn’t handle them for the entire time he fucks me. He gave me permission to remove them if I needed. I wore them longer than one would think I could manage. I was kneeling at the end of the bed with the clamps biting into my nipples as he fucked me. I don’t know what it is, I guess it’s my masochism, or need to submit, but there’s something erotic about knowing he can hurt me – that he has the authority to make me hurt. He has the authority to fuck me while he makes me hurt. Damn that’s hot. I ended up pulling off the clamps mid orgasm. And I squirted some more on the throe. (That thing desperately needs a cleaning now.)

He got hard again and had me ride him another time. I wasn’t sure that I had the stamina at that point, but his cock feels so good it kept me going. He squeezed my boobs hard, which doesn’t feel as good as nipple pinching would. He made me come again, and a little later, again.

I was spent, but MasterDoc had yet to come. He put on some porn, and I gave him a prostate massageas he stroked his cock. He was laying on his side, which usually puts me off kilter in regards to finding his prostate, but I’ve gotten better at feeling that little “walnut” texture of the gland to find it. I was distracted by the porn myself, as the storyline of the maid who is then gang banged by the dinner guests and the butler turned me on immensely. I was just dying to be the center of a few men at that moment. I focused enough on making him feel good to get him to shoot a big load. (The throe was a complete cummy mess by this time from him and me.) Since I was thoroughly enjoying the slutty porn he told me I could continue watching and he gave me permission to make myself come. I grabbed my Gigi as my preferred masturbating hand had just been in his ass (and we don’t want a vaginal infection to result). I rubbed the vibe on my clit for just a few moments. While watching the woman get double penetrated while sucking a third guy’s cock, I made myself come hard.

I finished watching the video, and MasterDoc came back in the bedroom. He asked if I had decided not to masturbate, but I said that no, I had come already.

What an entirely amazing afternoon.

Hipsters, Metrosexuals and Sluts, Oh My!

Published on June 6, 2010 in bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, DeeDee, exhibitionism, fantasy, gang bang, horny, kink, sex, sex parties, sex toys, shio, slut, squirting, stupid people, submissive, threesome and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

Friday night I was excited to go to the swing club with MasterDoc and DeeDee. It had been a while since I had been there, and I have fun with them when we go together. I was feeling really horny and really up for some adventure – in other words I wasn’t having any sort of hang ups about my sexuality like I occasionally do. (Strangely, MasterDoc was not feeling the public sex thing so much.) We started getting sexual and a guy, a nice looking one at that, came into the room and asked if he could watch. Of course MasterDoc said yes. He was even thinking that the guy was attractive and I’d probably like fucking him. Too bad he fucked it all up.

MasterDoc was making out with me, DeeDee was kneeling on the floor blowing MasterDoc. And this fucking idiot grabbed at DeeDee – not an innocuous, testing touch on the shoulder or something – no, he grabbed her cunt. MasterDoc was suitably pissed off and told the guy directly to fuck off and leave. Hopefully he learned a lesson in respect and consent that night. I didn’t see the guy again for the rest of the night – I have a feeling he left after being told off like that and fucking up so badly.

We ended up moving into the next room where the air conditioning wasn’t quite so cold and there is a larger bed. MasterDoc teased me, and DeeDee played with his ass as he did so. I was really worked up and eager to be fucked.

Now, I learned something that night – a couple – one that DeeDee and I found to be pretty repulsive – climbed onto the bed with us and started fooling around with each other – and reaching over to touch me every so often. I had such a hard time staying turned on because I really didn’t want that guy touching me. I was really unhappy that MasterDoc didn’t stop him. Turns out that in traditional couples’ swinging that’s what you do – you plop on the bed next to someone and the women start to mess around with each other. I didn’t know this. While MasterDoc got me up on all fours and fucked me, I had a hard time staying with the pleasure because that creepy guy was touching me. If I was there as a single woman and non-submissive, I would have told him to stop. But as a sub I’m expected to let MasterDoc control these things. And at times like that it fucking sucks.

But MasterDoc fucked me hard, with a lot more pounding than usual. DeeDee groped me and focusing on them I managed to enjoy myself and come really hard (and squirt).

We gathered our stuff and went for a drink. Sitting on a sofa in front of the bar (it’s byob but they provide soda, juice water, etc.). MasterDoc started playing with DeeDee and he had me get out a vibe. I pulled out my nea since I know she loves it. Since I’m one who knows how to turn it on, I started using it on her nipples then cunt once I got it vibrating. She closed her eyes and got really aroused. I opened her pussy lips to get it right against clit, which she really liked. MasterDoc told her to come, and with both of us working her over she came really hard. MasterDoc took over the nea, and then started slapping her pussy to make her come. DeeDee was in her happy place although I think orgasming like a slut from being pussy slapped can make her feel too slutty.

I watched some of the porn that was on, and I realized that sluts are sexy because they enjoy having sex. We’re socialized to think slutty=bad, but dammit, sluts have the best time!

I noticed that there was an unusual amount of cute guys at the club that night. I was so up for sex that I managed to smile confidently at a hot Asian lady and her gentleman. She seemed interested, he wasn’t. Boo. She commented on my collar and it was one of various things that led us to think that there was a D/s dynamic to their relationship.

Now I not only looked out for hot women to share with MasterDoc, I also noticed the cute guys. Since I was feeling especially horny and slutty on a night with cute guys, I thought that things intersected perfectly to try to get that gangbang MasterDoc has promised me for forever. MasterDoc sometimes doesn’t know who I’ll find cute and who I won’t. There was a skinny hipster guy with longish hair and a beard who MasterDoc thought I wouldn’t like. But damn, I thought he was cute. (I’m not really sure of his ethinicity if he’s hispanic or asian or some combination thereof. Mr. Hipster played around with DeeDee after getting MasterDoc’s permission while I played with MasterDoc’s spot. An attractive guy came over and sat on the floor in front of me and offered to give me a foot rub. Turns out he’s a submissive (and a foot fetishist) and so he was easy to talk to. We pointed out that DeeDee is the switchy one and after my foot rub he gave her one at her request. While DeeDee had his attention, MasterDoc made me come with his fingers right there in front of everyone one. I felt so fucking hot. All these attractive guys were looking at me like I was the hottest thing on two legs – and in a way I was. I enjoy sex. I don’t hide it. That’s fucking hot. The hipster guy came closer expressing interest and a cute metrosexual guy with hip glasses too. (Goodness knows I had been giving them the eye and encouraging smiles.) MasterDoc let them touch me and soon the hipster was playing with my tits while I stroked his cock and the metro guy was massaging my thighs and cunt. To my glee, MasterDoc decided to let me get fucked like I desired. He made me say what I wanted loudly – which is damn hot in and of itself.

We wander off to the exhibitionist room and I stroked metro guy to get him hard and he grabbed a condom to be ready to fuck me. MasterDoc checked in with DeeDee and left her in charge of herself. (She got cunnilingus from foot guy, which of course led to lots of fabulous orgasms.)

Metro guy fucked me with him on top, and it felt great but he was so turned on by me (lil’ ol’ me??) that he came pretty quickly. Next hipster fucked me, after asking MasterDoc if he could put me in doggy style position. He lasted much longer and I came, face buried in MasterDoc’s lap as he tells me “good girl.” MasterDoc had me suck his cock, and he made me keep my head down before a third guy started fucking me. Third guy had wiry pubic hair and kept slipping out – not a great fuck. Plus I worried that he would skeeve me since MasterDoc made me not look at him – but I got a look afterward and while he wasn’t as “cute” as the hipster and metrosexual, he seemed like a nice guy and someone I felt comfortable with.

I really enjoyed blowing MasterDoc while being a well fucked slut. A lot of guys watched the whole scene and one or two expressed interest in being next. MasterDoc got one guy to hold the flashlight and highlight the fucking and blowing going on. DeeDee came over at that point and we took turns blowing MasterDoc.

We called it a night at this point, and I was a very happy slut. It’s funny how people try to say that slutty women have low self-esteem – I get far sluttier when I feel confident and love myself.

A Fun Reason for a Sick Day

Published on March 30, 2009 in bbc, bdsm, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, exhibitionism, gang bang, sex, sex parties, slut, spanking, swinging and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

Sunday afternoon MasterDoc got a message on fetlife about another gangbang party. I had work the next day but we had been toying with the idea of me calling in sick one day so we could get to some events on work nights. Naughty girl that I am I opted to call in sick. I feel like such a bad girl – calling in sick to work so I could go get fucked. We got to the gangbang a little late – the ladies had already chosen their men. We went in back to the bdsm room and relaxed a bit, figuring that guys would make their way in. There were only 2 or 3 women there. MasterDoc had me suck his cock and that got a bit of an audience. He told me to look at them, which I always find hard to do. Last night I was acutely aware of how humiliating it is to be someone’s submissive cunt. Not that this is a bad thing, mind you. But I really felt the humiliation play a lot.

He spanked my thighs and cunt, trying to get me wet. I kept my eyes closed and wished that I had thought to pack the blindfold in the toy bag. I have a few light bruises from thigh spanking this weekend to remind me of the fun I had. I bruise so infrequently these days! He fucked me with the acrylic wand (see last entry) and made me come in front of all those guys. He had me get on all fours and he spanked my ass but good – I was really enjoying being spanked this weekend. My pain tolerance was good and it felt great to be spanked. Plus, I didn’t have to look at the small crowd that had begun to form. It’s funny how I like having an audience, but I don’t like having to look them in the eye. MasterDoc offered me to one of the guys there and he asked if he could go down on me first. MasterDoc would have preferred me getting fucked without ever seeing the guy, but he obliged and I lay on my back. While the guy licked furiously at my cunt MasterDoc talked to me, “Are you getting your cunt licked? You like getting your cunt licked don’t you, slut?” Oh dear god the dirty talk was driving me nuts. I felt embarrassed and turned on at the same time. The guy put a condom on and fucked me and I got to come. As I lay there moaning and panting MasterDoc said something along the lines of, “That’s it. That’s what you’re for, cunt.” And it felt so good to be used. I like that I’m a filthy slut who will fuck whoever MasterDoc tells me to.

Only bad part of the evening was that the first guy was too stupid to hold onto the condom as he pulled out and he left it behind. Ugh. This is seriously bad manners. Guys, do not ever forget to hold the condom as you pull out. A condom should never be left behind after you’ve fucked a girl.

Right after guy number one finished MasterDoc had guy number two all ready. This guy was a big black guy with a huge cock. I mean, it really brought new meaning to BBC. He stretched my pussy wide and I don’t think I’ve ever felt so filled up. At first it was a turn on and I came, but then it got to be too much and in amongst the “unhs” of pleasure came a few “ows.” I think this was the biggest cock I’ve ever had – really thick. It was too much of a good thing.

In came a third guy right after the second. This was the first time I’ve been fucked by a north Asian guy (not sure what nationality). He had fantastic tattoos including a large buddha on his chest/tummy. I came again, but I was starting to get tired already – must be all that Wii fit I’m doing these days, wearing me out. MasterDoc gave me a break after the third guy and after I had rested offered me to a fourth guy. The fourth guy fucked me and alas he was small and I could barely feel him (particularly after that other guy stretched me out). MasterDoc saw that my excitement was waning and he slapped my face a few times telling me to “come cunt!” and I came, purely off the kink of being slapped and called a cunt. I still marvel at how he can make me come without genital stimulation.

We got dressed after this and socialized a minute before heading out the door to the next party. At the door, a hot woman who had said hello earlier as she set up her gangbang near where we were sitting said, “No, you’re not leaving! You’re not taking her away are you?” She was distressed that I was leaving so soon and she passionately kissed me by the elevator. Rowr. It made us think for a second about going back in.

Next we went to a popular fetish event that takes place every month in NYC. I’ve been keen to go since it’s “the” event to go to. Well, I’m sad to say it wasn’t my speed. First we get there and the guy from the gangbang party had told us to ask for someone at the door and say that he sent us. MasterDoc gets out his doctor’s coat and speculum as his fetish outfit. The guy makes a comment about how he has to tell the guy who referred us that, “It’s really dress fetish.” Oh, sorry, I didn’t realize that we were playing “more fetishy than thou” tonight. *sigh* We were the only ones there not in full fetish get ups. Now, I’m all for dressing fetish if that’s what turns you on, it’s wonderful to see people in great fetish costumes. However, I don’t like feeling that I’m somehow “not kinky enough” if I’m not in corset and latex. I don’t need the “fetish uniform” to be kinky or submissive. I can’t picture MasterDoc in a typical Dom costume. I like him how he is. It felt like how you’re dressed mattered much more than how you play. Not that we got a chance to play. The place was crowded and hot – we could barely find a place to stand let alone play. If MasterDoc had tried to flog me he would have hit a dozen people in the process. I was really unhappy. Big crowds in small spaces are not my thing. If I ever go again I will have to dress up in my little bit of fetish gear so I won’t feel so out of place. I hope they find a bigger venue. The whole experience lasted about 10 minutes before I was desperate to get out of there. We did run into our favorite bartender from the swing club, who was there with her Dom. It was great to see her even if I didn’t like the rest of the scene.

All in all it was a fun evening. So decadent to skip work and go to sex/bdsm parties. I love decadence.

Davey’s Birthday

Published on February 9, 2009 in blow jobs, flogging, foursome, gang bang and sex parties. 0 Comments

This past week Davey had a birthday, and besides the usual taking him out to dinner and giving him a couple of gifts and a card, I participated in something he put together – a “reverse” gang bang. I don’t know that “reverse” is truly accurate, it’s a gang bang, but merely one where the women outnumber the man. He invited myself, S. and a new woman he’s been seeing who we’ll call Raven. This brings the number up to three, which is more than last year’s threesome S. and I gave him for his birthday. I wonder if next year will bring the number up to four women. *grin* Of course, leading up to this I kept saying to Davey that I had no idea what he was going to do with three of us at once. Certainly, he wanted us taking turns blowing him. And he wanted to fuck each of us. But how do you rev up and keep warm three women at once?

At some point on Friday night either MasterDoc or S. came up with an idea – MasterDoc could be fluff boy! He would warm us up and keep us warm for Davey. It turned out to be a brilliant idea, especially since I react far more to kink than vanilla sex these days. MasterDoc gave me a flogging to start the whole thing off. Soon, the ladies were in bed with Davey, taking turns going down on him. Now, he hadn’t had any luck finding a female condom (believe me, he searched all the local stores on Sunday morning) so it looked like he was going to end up only being able to fuck me up the ass. (He didn’t seem THAT disappointed.) But while we were getting things going, somehow the idea of the avanti condom came up – it’s a male condom made of the same polyurethane as the female condom – ergo, it does not break down when it comes in contact with oil. Amazingly, S. had one at her place. Hooray! Davey would get his wish to fuck all three of us after all.

There was a rotating parade of women for Davey: going down on him, licking his neck (where he’s so sensitive), licking his balls, caressing him. He was in heaven. Raven rode him for a while. Next he took a turn fucking me. (MasterDoc had warmed me up with a little bit of flogging and oral sex – yay!) We had to make the round with me count as we only had one polyurethane condom. (BTW, my vagina should be latex-ready again at this point.) Davey gets really excited at sex with me and he had a great orgasm.

We took a break, MasterDoc and I went out to get dinner while the other three played around from what I understand. After dinner, it was time for round two and Davey fucked S. this time. She squirted a river (when doesn’t she squirt a river) and bathed his balls in her come. He got cleaned up after and Raven rode him again (that girl has energetic thighs!) MasterDoc headed out early. S. and I got to chatting while Davey fooled around with Raven, so she and I went into the living room to leave them alone. From what I hear he had a good time. (There was loads of new relationship energy going on between those two.) Davey slept like a log last night and had a hard time getting up in the morning. We ladies succeed in what we should have done for him – we exhausted him. He is a very happy man.

Gangbang – Almost

Published on January 30, 2009 in D/s, gang bang, sex parties and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

I got contacted on Fetlife by someone who hosts swingers parties in the area. I passed him on to MasterDoc and we ended up going to one of his parties last night. It was a gangbang themed party, with a superbowl theme. I’m not a football fan, so I didn’t get all the football references thrown around last night. But I didn’t worry about that and just focused on letting MasterDoc know who I wanted drafted for my “team.” (The other ladies chose their teams themselves. As a sub, my Dom chose mine.) There was only one guy who piqued my interest right away – and it was his Irish accent that got me. (The Irish looks get me too.) I pointed him out to MasterDoc and MasterDoc was kind enough to draft him first for my team. The rest were up to MasterDoc. A few guys there I really didn’t want to have sex with, as MasterDoc would say I’m a fussy slut. But some of the other women there fucked them, and I do think it’s nice that pretty much anyone can get laid – there’s always a slutty woman out there who isn’t as picky as I am. (And geez, goodness knows I’m not THAT picky or I wouldn’t be a huge slut!) It can be hard to tell what I go for, as it’s not entirely looks based – and I tend to go for really average-looking guys over pretty boys anyway. But my comfort level around someone plays a big part. Initially I wasn’t into the host, but he seemed really nice and I would have fucked him if I had gotten the chance. What are my preferences? Mostly 25-45, slim (or at least not flabby, which is rich coming from me as I’m Ms. flab), nice sized cock. I mostly go for Irish/English types but Hispanic men can turn my head as well, and since meeting Saajan several years ago some Indian guys do it for me. Of course types are only a guideline as MasterDoc doesn’t fit this description at all but I totally lust after him! (Except the nice sized cock part, he definitely has that. And while he’s chubby he’s not flabby.) So while someone who’s my “type” might get my attention right away, other guys totally have a chance if they seem nice and I feel comfortable around them.

So the women chose their teams and then got to choose their rooms. The bdsm room got taken before we had a chance so we got the exhibitionists’ room. (Still fitting. This location, by the way, was a swing club we go to regularly.) We went to our respective rooms with our “teams” and got started. My collar was on by this time so I submitted to whatever MasterDoc wanted to do. He had me suck his cock while the guys got naked. He let the cute Irish guy stroke my body and my tits while I sucked cock. I got MasterDoc’s cock hard and ready. He kept asking me if I was ready to be fucked, and he could tell that I was a little “off” and not quite feeling it. I felt nervous. I sometimes get stessed over getting wet and aroused, which of course keeps me from getting wet and aroused! Some lube and my nea helped with that (MasterDoc even let me come from it). I played with myself in front of the guys. I still felt nervous, but I started to get aroused. MasterDoc kept asking me if I’m ready to get fucked. And I have to say that sometimes it gets to be too much when he asks over and over again. I wonder if the frustration shows in my voice when I get tired of saying, “Yes, Sir, I want to get fucked,” for the millionth time. (In my head it’s like, “Get on with it already! You’re starting to turn me off!” Yes, I politely let him know about this. The repetition gets to me.) He put a clothes pin on my nipple and I started to wonder about the guys sitting on the bed across from us. Were they bored? Did the BDSM aspect turn them off or simply bore them? They were being totally ignored. Eventually, they left.

MasterDoc fucked me, and after that the Irish guy fucked me. And he pounded me but good. I had such strong orgasms and his cock kept pushing back in when my muscles pushed him out. Rowr. I really would like to fuck him again. Hopefully we’ll cross paths again sometime. MasterDoc fucked me again when we were alone. And then the Irish guy was back and he fucked me again. So far I was having a great night, but I was getting a little impatient to get gangbanged. After all, I had set my hopes on this being the night when I finally got gangbanged. I told MasterDoc beforehand that I’d like to do eight guys. In the end, I did much less than that.

We ended up moving to another room and he had me warm myself up there, ass in the air, nea on my clit. He got another guy to fuck me and this guy wanted to see my face as he fucked me. I really wasn’t into this guy so I kept my eyes closed pretty much the entire time. Unfortunately he wasn’t a great fuck and there was no way I was going to come from him. I begged off, saying I needed a break. (“Needing a break” is an easy way of getting rid of someone who isn’t doing a good job. Although I must say sometimes I do just need a break!) The Irish guy reappeared and played with my body some more. MasterDoc invited another guy to go down on me and he licked at my pussy for a while. (The guy who was a mediocre fuck went down on me too.) I didn’t fuck that guy but another guy came along and he fucked me. It was good and he’d be in this rhythm and I’d be so close to coming – but then he’d suddenly change rhythm. Argh! I didn’t have my collar on so I voiced this little issue. In the end I didn’t come from him fucking me. He fingered me after and I came, but then he went at it too hard and I had to beg him to stop as it hurt. He stopped and apologized.

We got dressed and packed to leave. The Irish guy said a warm goodbye (and he kept saying I’m so pretty, what girl doesn’t want to hear that?). We had spent some time talking to the cute bartender as usual and said goodbye to her as well (I just friended her on fetlife). It was getting late and MasterDoc had been up since 4 a.m. I willingly left with him because I understood he was tired, but I had hoped to get more cock last night. While I love the safety of having MasterDoc with me, I do sometimes miss the wild abandon with which I can get myself fucked. Had I been there alone I would have gotten fucked by a ton of guys. But then I would have missed MasterDoc and I wouldn’t have his careful eye watching out for me. So I’m not really complaining. I love having MasterDoc there.

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Published on December 31, 2008 in best sex bloggers, blog, gang bang, sex and sex parties. 0 Comments

I wasn’t happy with my last entry’s description of the sex, so I wrote up an alternate entry and put it up over at Best Sex Bloggers. Hope you enjoy!

Gangbang

Published on December 28, 2008 in cunnilingus, D/s, gang bang, sex parties and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

This is a long post, but I promise that hot stuff happens.

I had ups and downs this weekend. I’m premenstrual so I’m prone to a bit of depression. On Friday I had the thought that I must be really fucked up and dysfunctional to choose to be the submissive in a relationship. I mean, I choose to in a position where I always feel lesser. I don’t know, I haven’t resolved my thoughts about this but it leaves me wondering about myself. None of us want to think of ourselves as dysfunctional, but I do have a history of dysfunction. Is this a manifestation of dysfunction? Or am I a liberated woman, enjoying her alternative sexuality?

So that caused any play between me and MasterDoc to be cut short on Friday as I wasn’t in the right headspace. The next day I felt a little better, and we fooled around – he giving me a lot of attention including oral sex. It’s amazing what orgasms can do for my mood. I cheered up considerably. He said that next time I’m in a funk he’ll probably press on with the beating and orgasms and I’ll feel better in five minutes. *grin* Thing is, he’s probably right.

Thankfully I cheered up, because our Saturday night plans were to go to a gangbang party with S. Was I finally going to get the gangbang that MasterDoc continually promised? Rowr. I was hopeful. The main focus was getting S. gangbanged so I knew that I’d spend some time just hanging out, but that if I was patient I would likely get my own turn. Poor S. was really nervous, and I was feeling more than a little socially awkward as well. I find the most difficult part of going to a party like this is the social aspect – I have no trouble getting naked and fooling around. (Again, I wonder just how dysfunctional that is.) We kept close to MasterDoc as would keep an eye on our safety. We arrived at the hotel suite just as the rules were being reviewed.

Now most of them were good rules – condoms always, no double dipping (i.e., change condoms between women), wash your hands after playing with one woman before going to another, clean up your condoms and throw them in the trash – but there was one I, as a sexually educated woman, had a BIG problem with. The hostess said that if a condom slips off while you’re pulling out, you need to “go fishing.” Now, certainly, if a condom slips off you don’t leave it inside the woman. But hell, it wouldn’t happen if you just held onto the base of the condom as you pulled out. Simple. Something I would have thought everyone would know. But alas, this is not the case. I’m used to mostly playing with people who are pretty knowledgeable about safer sex, so this really threw me off. I talked to the hostess and pointed out (vehemently) that a condom slipping off isn’t safer sex for the woman. A condom left inside a woman can leak. The sex act is probably still pretty safe for the man but it’s definitely not for the woman. The hostess just shrugged it off but damn, I wanted to pound into her head that if she’s hosting parties like this she sure as hell should know something so basic! It made me a little nervous about playing but I figured that MasterDoc would keep an eye on things and not everyone there was necessarily as stupid as the hostess.

So there were several women and a bunch more men. Pretty quickly there were women on the beds being fucked. MasterDoc took his time getting us started. He had me get naked and S. and I took turns sucking his cock. I had my collar on by this time and it’s interesting explaining to non D/s people what the collar means. “You ask him for permission to play with me.” Takes a little bit of getting used to for people who aren’t up on the protocols of BDSM. I sat on a bed while MasterDoc and a friend of S.’s (Fuzzy he’s called, for reasons which are obvious when he takes off his clothes) got S. started. She sucked on Fuzzy’s cock and MasterDoc slid off her panties, giving her a bit of a spank as well. He got her laying over the bed so that he could spank and finger her a bit. He lined up someone to fuck her. She came a bunch of times and it’s fun watching her come because she comes so hard. I was content to sit back and watch, although I had to practically beat off the men with a stick.

Now one thing I want to point out here, because porn leads us to think that real life is something it’s not – everyone there was pretty damn average. There were a few good looking guys, but the majority were average people. The women were mostly chubby or fat, and even the thinner ones had pot bellies. No one was perfect, no one looked like a model or a porn star. Real life happens with a variety of people. The ages of the participants ran the gamut as well. So for anyone who’s eager to go to a party like this, but you’re worried that you’ll be the fattest one there (or the oldest one there) – don’t. I felt positively svelte next to some of the women there. And yet every woman was in great demand. Being sexy doesn’t necessarily have to do with being thin or beautiful. (I think being a slut counts for much more.)

So I got to see S. get fucked, by a guy I don’t think she ever saw. I know from experience that’s one of those things you think, “Gee, I should be upset this guy was a total stranger I will never know.” But then you think, “Man, that’s hot!” S. had a ton of orgasms before MasterDoc and Fuzzy would give her a break. MasterDoc then turned to me and decided to get me started. Rowr. He fingered me, and soon I was begging for permission to orgasm and after just holding off a little, he let me. We drew a small crowd sometime during all this. He gave permission to a couple of guys to touch me and I felt hands stroking my body. I cuddled up to MasterDoc and let these men touch me. It mostly felt good although one unknowledgeable guy poked at my asshole without lube. Luckily he didn’t try to actually finger it. MasterDoc let some of the guys play with my pussy and alas, they didn’t quite know what they were doing. Luckily MasterDoc intervened and gave me another orgasm. He lined up a guy to fuck me, but unfortunately by the time a condom was found he had lost his erection. I wouldn’t get fucked until a bit later.

We all took a break. MasterDoc had asked S. a few times where she was and if she was okay while he fooled around with me. He takes his job of looking out for us seriously. We all went into the sitting room (it was a suite with two bedrooms on either side of a sitting room with a small kitchenette) and had a little wine and cheese and crackers. I looked around for a seat and eventually one was found for me. MasterDoc ended up on the other side of the room when another chair opened up. I spoke with a nice African-American guy and while I don’t tend to go for black guys, the key thing for me when looking for someone to play with is that they are nice and I feel safe with them – he met those two criteria. When MasterDoc beckoned me over, I made a point of mentioning my interest to him. Soon the sofa cleared off and S. took a seat, the black guy joined us, very friendly. After talking for a while, MasterDoc wondered if I could be fucked bent over the chair and I took the position. He had the nice black guy stand behind me to see if it could work. I pointed out that my pelvis was tilted downward. So MasterDoc had S. go check out the bedrooms to see if there was a spare bed. There was and we all hastily went into the bedroom to seize it.

The nice guy followed us, and there was already a crowd assembled in the bedroom. (There were two beds in this room, and something was going on in the next bed.) MasterDoc had me get out the magic wand and he used it on S. He got her worked up, but she was a little irritated from using Nair earlier so she did not come. She seemed pretty happy nonetheless. After her turn, he had me get on the bed. The nice guy got invited to go down on me, which felt pretty damn good. After a bit, he asked if he could use fingers too (see, nice guy asks before doing!) and he did. Rowr. He was told he could fuck me and so he did. I begged to be allowed to come and MasterDoc was very generous. I made such a racket I’m surprised they didn’t ask me to quiet down. After he fucked me, MasterDoc gave S. a turn, and the same nice guy fucked her as well. This time, the hostess did come in to ask us to quiet down. S. is good about being quiet, much better than I am.

After she squirted a river (thankfully she brings pads along) I got my turn again. This time the guy fucked me from behind. I came hard again and my muscles pushed him out. He commented on how tight I get when I come and MasterDoc joked about the “auto eject” feature. I moaned into the bed, I felt so lucky having so many orgasms. How could a girl not be happy having that many orgasms? He fucked me for a while, fingered me a bit and then MasterDoc decided to fuck me as well. I asked if I could get on my back and he had me do so. He fucked me for a while, I came some more and my depressed mood of the night before was completely forgotten.

When it was time to go we had to peel S. away from our new friend, she was making out with him and stroking his cock. We packed up and I thanked our new friend for a good time. My instincts about him were right.

We were all starving so we went to a diner afterwards, and sleepily had a meal. That night, I slept pretty soundly until MasterDoc got me up – his other girlfriend was coming over with a friends’ daughter so we had to de-sexify the apartment before they got there. Toys sitting in the living room, porn, the sybian all had to be hidden in MasterDoc’s bedroom. And so ended my weekend.