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Floating World, Day Three

After breakfast, the last day, MasterDoc and I went to the erotic hypnosis lecture. (I had developed a mini-crush on Lee Harrington the day before. I suddenly find myself attracted to butches and transmen when I wasn’t before. He is smart, funny and wonderful at leading a class… I’m smitten.) MasterDoc was hoping for a more detailed look at how to put a sub into trance, but I thought there was a good bit of info there. Next we went to the deep head space exploration lecture for a bit. I was tired and getting drowsy, plus the lecture seemed to get a little repetitive (a lot of stuff was also in the consensual non-consent class the day before). We snuck out early, got me a soda to wake me up and wandered around. MD went to check his cell phone for messages (keeping him apart from his Palm is a terrible thing). I went to vending and gave in to buying leather bondage waist cincher. I will try to get a photo of it on here in the coming days. I feel sexy in it and MasterDoc seemed to like it.

I got to meet Mollena, who I really wanted to meet. I love her blog, she’s an excellent writer and also does bdsm education (she did three classes at Floating World this past weekend). So I was all fan girl meeting her and when I told her I write Diary of a Kinky Librarian she stepped back, and bowed to me with arms outstretched above her head. I couldn’t believe it! I feel like I’m such a nobody and to have that reaction was really nice. She gave me a hug and I really hope I get the chance to hang out and talk with her at another event down the road. (I was hurrying off to a class at the time.)

I went to the managing a household lecture and picked up some tips and inspiration for being better at the service submissive side of things. After, I luckily found MasterDoc and DeeDee quickly – DeeDee had given in to buying a corset herself. MD said he wondered where I was and when I said I went to the household management class like I said I was going to – MD said he had thought it was a joke. But no, no joke. We went to vending at this time and he bought three canes as the deal was three for $50. We shall see how I like them when we try them out.

We went out for dinner, then back to DeeDee’s hotel room for a threesome. Since she hadn’t yet had an orgasm or sex that weekend, and in appreciation for giving MasterDoc and I time alone the night before, we focused on DeeDee (at least that was my inspiration). It was loads of fun. She lay on the bed naked between us. MasterDoc kissed her while I played with her nipples. I stroked her body as he went down on her for a while, and he popped his head up for a moment to tell me to be ready to take over. So when he finished I got between her legs and licked her cunt while he played with her upper half and kissed her. After a bit, I slid a finger in and stroked where I thought her g-spot was. (Yes, I’m a little clueless even after all this time – I estimate the location.) And later added a second finger. Her moans were enough to tell me I was doing a good job.

MasterDoc handed me the magic wand and I pressed it to her clit. She was in danger of coming (without having permission yet) and so I had to back off with the wand a little. MasterDoc got her on all fours and fucked her while I pressed the wand to her clit. She had to help reposition it a few times (you try keeping a wand on a clit that keeps moving as the woman gets fucked and you’re reaching around and under her!) She did get permission to come and came pretty hard. I really enjoyed watching and participating. It was all very hot. After, she said to me, “Nadia, you really know your way around a woman’s body!” So very nice to hear.

We got dressed and went to the play space (me in leather cincher and plaid schoolgirl skirt). MasterDoc’s sybian came out for the first time and we got it set up in the play area on a mat. I got to ride it first – the other two ladies lined up were nervous. I grinded my crotch into the machine as it vibrated against me. I begged for permission to come and was allowed to come right away. I came like a woman possessed. Jaw slack, moaning, screaming, crying out, “Oh fuck!” He kept me on there for a good long while and I came over and over again. He slapped my face a few times and I just loved it.

After me, another Dom’s sub had a ride.  (He is the person who was at the party where I was assaulted who wrote to me via MasterDoc recently on fetlife to apologize for not speaking up. Anyway, we were friendly with him and his subs over the weekend.) She enjoyed herself, but didn’t come. She had gotten on with her panties on as it was that time of the month, and the lace fabric between her and the machine made the situation less than ideal. But she did enjoy it and wants to try again sometime. Her Dom cuddled her on the futon we had laid next to the sybian mat and I chatted with them while DeeDee got prepared for her ride. (This other sub is in library school – I ran into a fair number of librarians there!)

DeeDee received her first ride. It was fun to watch and MasterDoc motioned to me to get the paddle for him.  He used the paddle a bit as she moaned and came. He handed it to me and had me paddle her butt as well. Then he had me slap her ass with my bare hand for a while. She was on the sybian a while and seemed to have a wonderful time. She also needed to lay on the futon and receive some after care. I cleaned up our stuff when it became apparent that no one else wanted to give the sybian a ride. (Their loss!) And I joined MasterDoc and DeeDee on the futon as I had very few cuddles that day. I was saying goodbye to MD and DeeDee shortly after that, and heading home. MasterDoc spent the extra night with DeeDee and took the train home in the morning.

Odds and ends: I loved how there was acceptance of so many kinks. There’s plenty of things there that I have no interest in doing (they just don’t turn me on) but people were free to do whatever they were into (within reason) fire play, pony play, age play, needles, blood, suspension, bondage, spanking, flogging, etc. etc. There was a diverse crowd there – women from Lesbian Sex Mafia, queer people of all stripes, straights, pansexuals, etc. and a great deal of acceptance for people being who they were.

We ran into some people we knew from around New York – the Dom that had come over months before with his three submissives – he was there with slave number one.  I had hoped to run into someone I knew on fetlife who likes this blog, but she and I never managed to cross paths although she did run into MasterDoc in the hall at the hotel and introduced herself. It was nice to become friendly with that Dom who knew me from the bad party years ago. I saw Vera from FYN and chatted for a while. (And suggested that I can help write copy in exchange for product! I have copywriting experience.) We saw S’s daughter there (along with her friend the librarian I had a couple of dates with a while back who was with her when I saw her at In The Flesh). It was a little awkward as she’s not comfortable around MasterDoc (as he’s schtupping her mother and could conceivably tell her mother about her activities. Granted, her mother and her each know the other is kinky, but of course the details end there.) but she made a point to say hello to me when he wasn’t nearby. I saw MinaMeow and her girlfriend, and one woman Davey dates. I got to meet John Baku and remind him of the interview I did with him for Best Sex Bloggers that never got published. (He didn’t like how he sounded, and he’s not much for writing. I told him to let me know what he wants to say and I will work out how to write it. It’s not investigative journalism, more of a puff piece.) Anyway I’m not to worried about it at this point. It may never see the light of day.)

All in all, I had a good weekend, and I got home late on Sunday night. I was spent.

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Floating World, Days One and Two

MasterDoc and I got a late start leaving his place, so we arrived late at the convention center. The first class was in progress around that time, so we opted to wander the space and look around, check out the play equipment and briefly look at the vendors. Then we went to the hotel and got settled. We went out to dinner at a nearby Italian restaurant – I was wearing a low cut top by that time. My cleavage got some double takes at the restaurant. After dinner, we went back to the hotel and met up with DeeDee. The three of us went downstairs to the meet and greet in the hotel lobby, but none of us were very good about striking up conversations with new people, so we went over to the play space in the convention center.

Walking in was magical – it was like some grand, perverse, adult Disneyland. Huge suspension frames towered overhead, and the music added to the atmosphere. MasterDoc was being very attentive to DeeDee as she’s very new to all this; apparently (I know now) he was concerned that it would be overwhelming and freak her out. I however had a hard time with being relatively ignored despite realizing that yes, she was new and could use some attention. After all, despite my experience in bdsm and playing in public, I was overwhelmed by the sheer numbers of people around at the event. I had also earlier voiced my preference that he and I attend this event alone, since it was the first large scale kink event we had managed to get to. So Friday evening, I had a meltdown. I felt ignored and so frustrated with the idea of being ignored the entire weekend since I was the “experienced one.” I grumpily sniped at MasterDoc a bit and he pulled me aside to discuss the issue. He decided that the three of us would play, and the focus would be on me to help soothe my feelings of being ignored. Unfortunately, at this point I was in such a negative headspace that I couldn’t get into it. He had me lay down, naked on a futon and he and DeeDee played with my body a bit. Now, none of this unhappiness is personal to DeeDee – I like her a great deal; she’s a nice, smart, attractive lady who has always been respectful of the relationship I have with MasterDoc. I’m glad that she and I are becoming friends. The issue I was having was not her fault. MasterDoc tried to make me come with the acuvibe, but my head just kept mulling over how I felt frustrated that DeeDee would have to be included in everything we did that weekend – that I wouldn’t have the time alone to play or cuddle with MasterDoc that I wanted. And this alone time was important to me, because even though I’ve had a lot of fun with MasterDoc and DeeDee together, it does change the dynamics of the situation. So as this scene went on, I couldn’t come and when MasterDoc slapped my thigh it really hurt and I nearly started crying. I could not get into the right headspace. We ended up scrapping the scene, and walking around watching the various play going on around us. Back at the hotel, MasterDoc and I had a good talk.

Saturday morning I was feeling better, especially since MasterDoc had reassured me the night before that he and I would have some play time alone that night. After breakfast, we went to a piercing/needle play class. It was a 301 level course, but I hadn’t seen any lower level piercing course and I was really keen to learn about play piercing so we went. The demo model is clearly experienced in this sort of play as she never once cried out in pain as she got jabbed with needles, or the needles were twisted around in her flesh, or the inserted needles were pounded against by the instructor. People who wanted to got to don gloves and give it a try on the model – MasterDoc gave it a go. Being a medical doctor, he has experience using needles, just not in this pervertable way. I was keen to try it myself, but as a bottom. They lay me down on a table and prepped my arms with disinfectant. MasterDoc slowly pierced the flesh of my upper inner arm with a few needles. It hurt, but I could handle it. Then the instructor of the class came over and jabbed me with needles and thumped against the painful area with the needles still in. Yikes. For the rest of the weekend I referred to hear as the mean lady who had hurt me. (Grin.) I bled much more on the side that she did, and after a particularly harsh jab from her, I cried out, “Ow! Don’t let her do that!!” My arm bled a bit on that side, but I’m not fazed by a little blood. MasterDoc helped me clean up and recover after. I was a bit irked by the fact that the instructor was so focused on “Well this is a 301 level course,” that she didn’t listen when MasterDoc explained that while that’s true, I was totally new to needle play. He asked her not to get too rough with me and she didn’t listen. So much for consensual. Funny thing is, later on the side MasterDoc did bruised quite a bit and the other side barely did. But the other side still hurt more.

I did have some endorphins flowing afterwards, and I needed a bite to eat. DeeDee had joined us by this time and she had a protein bar in her bag which helped me come back down to earth. When I was ok, I left them to attend a panel discussion on how to make a living doing bdsm.  MD and DeeDee went to “rope bondage for the knot challenged.” (MasterDoc is surprisingly not good with rope, by his own admission.) The panel discussion was lively and featured Dr. Clockwork, Lee Harrington, John Baku, Jay Wiseman and Nina Love. I was taken by Lee Harrington’s sense of humor and skill at leading a panel discussion.

Next, MasterDoc and I went to a class on consensual non-consent. I really liked how the myth of it being “the top can do anything they want to the bottom then and the bottom can’t safeword” was dispelled. Still, I’m curious about some consensual non-consent play. I need to explore why I’m interested and discuss it at length with MasterDoc before we do any.

We three had dinner and then went back to hotel for a nap and shower. DeeDee opted to stay in so MasterDoc and I could have some time alone – which I really appreciated. He and I went to play space and wandered around, watching the various play going on. I felt anxious to play and when MasterDoc commented on that choice of words (why not “eager” he asked) I explained that large crowds make me feel socially ill at ease and if we were actively playing I wouldn’t feel that. I wore a hot outfit that night – plaid schoolgirl skirt, fishnet stockings, red bra with black mesh top over it and black waist cincher. For our first play, he spanked and paddled me as I knelt on a futon. He had just bought a new paddle that day and this was the first time he had tried it out. I like it so far. He gave me a good hard spanking and then made me come with the acuvibe. After a short break, I stroked and sucked his cock to hardness (no penetration without condoms in the play space at Floating World, so I couldn’t just suck him hard w/o the condom on.) When he was good and hard I rode him until I had an amazing orgasm. As I came, he slapped my face roughly and called me whore – oh boy did that make me come harder. Even after my muscles had pushed his cock out I kept coming and convulsing as I lay against his chest.

We were both hungry by this time, so we went to the midnight buffet. Unfortunately this consisted of cold pizza and salad. Still, food was needed. We wandered around some more, watching. I saw some littles play and commented to MasterDoc how I don’t get it, but I did have to admit that it was cute when I watched it – just not what would turn me on. There were (human) ponies all dressed up, pulling carriage rides. I saw some beautiful suspensions. We looked for another space to play and pretty much everywhere was taken. Eventually I snagged another futon. This time he used the clover clamps on my nipples as I sat cross-legged facing him. Jesus do those things hurt. But I followed his orders to breathe deeply and slowly so I could manage the pain. I found that after a while the pain would subside and I’d feel all hot and aroused in my cunt. It would hurt again, however, and after a short while he took them off, having me take a deep breath as he released their grip on my nipples. Then he lay me down and used the acuvibe and archer wand (I love glass toys!) to make me come so hard I squirted and even dampened my skirt despite having pulled it up to my waist. He made me go back to the hotel with my skirt all wet – I wasn’t allowed to dry off all of my come.

After this wonderful evening, we went back to the hotel. At his suggestion I showered since I was more awake then than I’d be in the morning. We fell asleep and I slept soundly until MasterDoc’s alarm went off and he cuddled me to wake me up.

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