Last Wednesday I had a night alone with MasterDoc and he put the easier nipple clamps on (i.e., not clover clamps). I got into the pain. It wasn’t as unbearable as the clover clamps. He pinched and twisted them, too and placed the clamps’ chain between my teeth. The problem with that was I had to hold my head up off the pillow to reach the chain and a sore neck was not the intention.

I should mention that MasterDoc is a considerate Dom. If I speak up about something I’d like more of than we’ve been doing, he will take my wishes under consideration – and often the item at hand will come up in our sex soon after. The nipple play was a recent request – I’m not sure why that became something he didn’t really do for a while. Such things happen. I’ve also mentioned that I love his talking dirty to me. He did that on Wednesday and said he liked having my body to play with. I just swooned into his arms. He very nearly could have made me come there.

My neck was bothering me, and my body sore and tired from exercise and a long day, so we shifted to me using the Siri vibe on myself since needed to lay flat for a while. MasterDoc touched me to add that fabulous element to my masturbation, but in some respects he was too gentle. I missed the raw dirty talk he had been giving me just a short time before. That night, I had a hard time with getting and staying aroused. I blame the fatigue. I did come. Just not the way I usually do.

He fucked from on top with the blindfold on and while I suppose I often find that hot, I found that not being able to see him reduced my arousal. Phooey. As I’ve said, these things happen.

He fucked me doggy style next. Again I had problems getting and staying aroused. But he managed to push me to orgasm before we were through. Sometimes the push was verbal – yay more dirty talk! Finally, I helped him come via massaging his thighs and ass, then licked his asshole like he likes and finally finished things off with a prostate massage.

It’s kinda funny now to think that analingus was a hard limit when I filled in a bdsm checklist when I first met MasterDoc.

Saturday night we had fabulous sex that lifted me from the mild depression I was in. I didn’t take notes. My sieve-like brain can’t remember details. Yeah I suck. But the sex was awesome and you will just have to trust me. Unfortunately, when we went back to hanging out after the sex my mildly depressed and rather withdrawn mood returned. Ordinarily there would have been another round, but I felt so tired from the depression that I wasn’t up to it.

On Sunday, we had over another Dom who contacted MasterDoc on fetlife after reading my profile where I say that if a Dom wants to play with me, they should contact my Dom as it’s his decision. This was perfect timing since we’ve come to realize that I need someone to play with so I get enough sex – and that totally vanilla sex probably wouldn’t work for me for an ongoing fuck buddy situation. I have a high sex drive, and while MasterDoc certainly does too, he likes variety and dates or fucks various women so his high libido is shared with many.

Well this other Dom is a very attractive guy, in his 40s, and really into rough sex and being down and dirty.  I don’t usually go for athletic builds (it’s not on my list of must have criteria in a man, though it’s certainly not a deal breaker or anything) but I have to say I do appreciate the lean, muscled body this Dom has developed. He has experience wrestling and uses it to good effect in a bdsm setting. But perhaps I’m jumping ahead…..

MasterDoc had me sitting on floor at his feet when “another Dom” came in. (I need a pseudonym for him.) DeeDee answered the door in her sexy maid’s outfit – I find the maid outfit embarrassing on me, but DeeDee loves the theatricality of it.

We talked for a bit – mostly he and MasterDoc – and then MasterDoc indicated we should adjourn to the bedroom. I don’t get MFM threesomes often, and damn I enjoy them. MasterDoc had me start off by sucking his cock. During this he invited the guy over to grab my ass. (I was in a bra and sexy black slip.)  The other guy slapped my ass – hard! He seems to have a heavier hand than most. Not sure I can handle such hard hits, which I spoke up about of course, as did MasterDoc and the guy laid off the hard spanks.

This guy goes for the gusto when having sex and after just a brief bit of dirty talk in my ear, he went for my pussy and decided to see if I truly do squirt. His fingers made me come in no time. Of course I held off until MasterDoc told me to come. I squirted a whole lot. The throe was soaked.

Next I sucked the new guy’s cock. There was lots of gagging, with saliva flowing. He spit on my face – the first time I’d ever experienced it. I wasn’t sure if I’d like it but I did find it kinda hot. MasterDoc was uncomfortable that something as edgy as spitting would be brought in without negotiation (I concur). That got addressed a bit later.

MasterDoc fucked me while I sucked the guy’s cock. This was Hot! (With a capital “h”) Then they switched and the other guy fucked me while I sucked MasterDoc’s cock. (Again, hot with a capital “h.”) Next the guy fucked me up the ass (I seem to be making this “anal upon first meeting” thing a habit.) He made me come a whole lot while fucking my ass.

I can’t even begin to estimate how many times I came that evening.

We took a break, but as dinner had not yet arrived, after a conversation on limits we went back for more. MasterDoc suggested we try double penetration – I’ve never experienced it, just frustrating attempts. MasterDoc lay on the bed, I got on top of his cock, then the other guy went to work his cock into my ass. It was still hard to get proper angle – my butt’s a bit sore from where it was poked before he got it in. But the struggling was brief, and holy shit it worked! It felt… like I was being fucked in two holes at once. I know that sounds self-explanatory but it’s the only way I can think to describe it. While I felt quite filled it wasn’t uncomfortable like I had worried it would be. Both orifices expanded to make each penetration comfortable in and of itself. As they both fucked me I just kept on coming over and over. Good, primal, grunting and screaming orgasms.

After a break for dinner, the guy was up for one more fuck. We went into the bedroom and I sucked his cock, gagging on it. He had me lay on the bed and he fucked me from on top. He pinned me down – there’s that wrestler skill! – and fucked me like there’s no tomorrow. Dude is in shape. I couldn’t believe how long he fucked me at a hard, relentless pace. Most guys can’t do that. Of course, I loved it. He put his hand on face from time to time, holding my head to the side while he continued to fuck me. This was hot and would inevitably make me come harder. I began to wonder which of us would ask to stop first. He did, but I was pretty fucked-out by that time myself.

Since this went well, I’m free to schedule casual fucks with this guy when I have free time. Neither of us has a lot of free time, and who knows how often it will coincide, but it’s nice to think there’s another cock out there I can call on when I need something extra – a cock that comes with rough sex.

DP originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on May 17, 2011.

He seemed to be taking a long time in the bath, so I walked in, vibe still in hand and found him reading a book. (He often has his nose in a book. No wonder I love him.) I told him matter of factly that I was “hot, wet and ready for him.” This made him finish his bath faster.

After some distraction (He often gets sidetracked helping a friend or lover with a problem. He’s a mensch like that.) he put on some porn from PublicDisgrace.com. I loved the video of a woman being passed around at party. I’ve had fantasies like that, of being the entertainment at a party of pervs who play with my body in all sorts of ways. While we watched, I played with my vibe. He stroked himself and we soon fucked with me on hands and knees. But first, he used the anal beads on me. It took a while to work them all in. The small ones go in easily but the last couple can take some work. He took breaks to fuck me briefly, I suppose to get my body used to having both holes filled before the largest diameter beads were in. Sometimes firm toys can prove to be painful when doing double insertion, but this worked out. The last two beads felt quite large. He murmured, “That’s it just two more to go,” and I relaxed my sphincter as best I could. I could feel my ass stretch to accommodate them.

He fucked me with the beads in. He’d tug on and wiggle the beads as he fucked me. I squirted a TON. The throe was sopping wet from that time forward. As we cuddled, I folded it over so I wasn’t laying in this huge wet spot. And yes, all that squirting went hand in hand with a massive series of orgasms. He caned me a bit after. The pain melted into pleasure and I probably could have come from the caning. (I have before.)

My body was sore and tired from exercise and all the fucking the night before at the club. But you know me, I’m nearly always ready for sex. I told MasterDoc how during that long fuck I kept thinking about him fucking me up the ass. He said that he had considered that. I told him that I thought maybe I should say, “Would you like to fuck my ass, Sir?” as a way to indicate I would like to, but still leaving him in control of course. I really should have said it, but better late than never. He tried fucking my ass, but for some reason we just couldn’t get the right angle. I tried flipping over the axis, but then I found myself face down in my own squirt. And while I generally think my squirt has a pleasing, light, musky smell, being nose to liquid was too much. I flipped the shape over again. When anal wouldn’t work, he fucked my pussy again for a while and then we tried anal with us laying on our sides. (I mention these sorts of things because this shit happens to us all. Sometimes sex doesn’t work the way you want it to. You just move on and try something else.) He got his cock in but it wasn’t the ideal position. Of course even in non-ideal positions I often come like a porn star in heat. This was no exception.

Soon after, he wanted to fuck me again and I couldn’t  believe my incredible luck. He kept making me come so much! Four times in an afternoon! (And my orgasms are long, extended, multiple affairs usually.) MasterDoc got on top for a fuck after I placed a towel on top of all my squirt on the throe.

This sex was transcendent. I actually managed to open my eyes a few times to look into his. I’m sure the look in my eyes was one of helpless lust. He made me come for a long time. I have no idea how long it actually was, but it was much longer than most fucks last. My body turned into jelly and I actually stopped holding up my legs at one point – somehow my joints were suddenly more flexible than usual. I couldn’t feel anything but him fucking me.

While I recovered, for sex like that requires recovery, I was near tears of happiness from having so many overwhelming orgasms. I admitted that if MasterDoc said, “I’m worth it, aren’t I?” (when I’m faced with some pesky chore around his place) over the next few days, I couldn’t give any answer but an unqualified YES. (Depending on the task and the day, I sometimes grumble a bit, although I usually admit he’s worth it.)

I think he should start giving classes. More women need to enjoy the level of sex I do.

Afternoon Sex x 4 originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on May 5, 2011.

We cuddled a bit in the bedroom and I told him that I was feeling really passive. (Sometimes I just want to be teased and tormented and not taking such an active role. In the past this has gotten me called a pillow princess, but lately I’m much more active so I can get away with this now and then) This worked out because he was already planning  to tie me down to the bed (via the under the bed restraints). He made sure the lines were pulled tight so my arms were spread as wide as possible. I was truly helpless. He  blindfolded me.

He licked my clit for a while, something that feels divine. He teased me with a vibrator, and after inserting it to stimulate my g-spot, he licked my clit some more until he made me come (giving permission for the orgasm of course).

He left the room for a few minutes. I of course remained where I lay since I couldn’t move at all. He returned with some ice which he used on my clit. He took a phone call during this, and I was left to stifle my cries as he teased my cunt some more with the bitterly cold ice. I don’t like being cold! Applied to my pussy for too long it hurts.

He had talked about play piercing and I was nervous he’d follow through on the idea of nipple piercing. (And wouldn’t you know it, I was scared of that but my body gave me away by twitching in arousal when he spoke about it.) He felt my body, searching for the right place to put a needle or two. He came to my inner thighs and said that’s the spot. I’m freaked out as my inner thighs are incredibly sensitive. I dreaded a needle going through the flesh there. He swabbed my left inner thigh with an alcohol wipe and grabbed a hold of a chunk of flesh.

I could have sworn he was putting a needle in, and I cringed appropriately. But he had the last laugh. He had just pinched my thigh with his hand – he didn’t use a needle. But I was so psyched up into thinking “piercing” that he didn’t need to actually do it for me to feel the sensation. Pretty wild and an excellent mindfuck.

Next he put nipple clamps on and left the room. I was turned on by the fact of my utter helplessness and the fact that he can inflict pain on my body if he chooses. That’s power.

When he returned he fucked me while I was tied down. I couldn’t get my legs apart as much as usual since my ankles were cuffed to the edges of the bed, but he managed to fuck me quite well (albeit not quite as deep as usual). As I came, he choked me a little during orgasm. No real air constriction, but a firm hand at my throat. Fuck, that made it hotter. I was a happy puddle afterward. (And had a puddle of girl cum under my ass too.)

He untied my arms and gave me some aftercare. Next he had me suck his cock for a while, and I reveled in it and fantasized about dirty things like being fucked from behind with clover clamps on while gagged. I never ask for the clover clamps – they hurt like a motherfucker! While I was fantasizing about him inflicting more pain on me, he gagged me on his cock. I’m thrilled that he does that pretty often lately. We’ve both found something new we enjoy. He had me get on top of his hard cock for a ride. He teased me with a long, slow fuck. He made me come for a long, languorous time. I had to lay down to rest after, and could have easily fallen asleep.

But wait, there’s more! I told him my fantasy from earlier. He put on the clover clamps right after mentioning that I probably couldn’t handle them for the entire time he fucks me. He gave me permission to remove them if I needed. I wore them longer than one would think I could manage. I was  kneeling at the end of the bed with the clamps biting into my nipples as he fucked me. I don’t know what it is, I guess it’s my masochism, or need to submit, but there’s something erotic about knowing he can hurt me – that he has the authority to make me hurt. He has the authority to fuck me while he makes me hurt. Damn that’s hot. I ended up pulling off the clamps mid orgasm. And I squirted some more on the throe. (That thing desperately needs a cleaning now.)

He got hard again and had me ride him another time. I wasn’t sure that I had the stamina at that point, but his cock feels so good it kept me going. He squeezed my boobs hard, which doesn’t feel as good as nipple pinching would. He made me come again, and a little later, again.

I was spent, but MasterDoc had yet to come. He put on some porn, and I gave him a prostate massageas he stroked his cock. He was laying on his side, which usually puts me off kilter in regards to finding his prostate, but I’ve gotten better at feeling that little “walnut” texture of the gland to find it. I was distracted by the porn myself, as the storyline of the maid who is then gang banged by the dinner guests and the butler turned me on immensely. I was just dying to be the center of a few men at that moment. I focused enough on making him feel good to get him to shoot a big load. (The throe was a complete cummy mess by this time from him and me.) Since I was thoroughly enjoying the slutty porn he told me I could continue watching and he gave me permission to make myself come. I grabbed my Gigi as my preferred masturbating hand had just been in his ass (and we don’t want a vaginal infection to result). I rubbed the vibe on my clit for just a few moments. While watching the woman get double penetrated while sucking a third guy’s cock, I made myself come hard.

I finished watching the video, and MasterDoc came back in the bedroom. He asked if I had decided not to masturbate, but I said that no, I had come already.

What an entirely amazing afternoon.

Afternoon Delight originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on August 10, 2010.

I got to listen to MasterDoc giving out all his domly secrets. Ha ha. He mentioned doing things I didn’t realize he did deliberately. I often don’t realize how intentional his behavior is. The guest brought up breathplay and feeling uncomfortable doing it, and MasterDoc took the time to explain the very real risks inherent in breathplay. I think if you’re going to do edge play, you need to know the real risks before you can decide to assume those risks. As a doctor, MasterDoc understands what can go wrong and why it would go wrong. (If you’re putting pressure on the trachea to block breathing, it’s too easy to break the trachea with just a little pressure. If you’re pressing the carotid arteries to deprive the brain of oxygen, you can cause brain damage potentially if done for too long or too often. And in older subs, you can possibly cause a stroke.) After the informative lecture, MasterDoc made me come on the couch with my Nea. Despite feeling a little embarrassed having my legs spread in front of a stranger, I got so hot that my whole body was rocked with the orgasm. If you’re feeling anxious about having an audience the best thing to do is close your eyes and focus on the erotic sensations. Soon you won’t care if anyone’s watching. (By the way, DeeDee recently bought herself a Nea since she loved mine so much. Hers is black and mine is rose, so we will always be able to tell whose is whose.)

MasterDoc fetched DeeDee from her room and spanked her well, all while explaining flogger use. Her ass was delightfully pink in short order. I suddenly felt hungry and asked permission to go get a snack. Permission granted, I wandered off to the kitchen. I’m not entirely sure what went on in those few minutes I was in the kitchen. When I came back, DeeDee was sucking MasterDoc’s cock and he had me come in for a cuddle. I stroked his leg and his chest trying to enhance the blow job. It really is fun and amazing to make him feel so good. He had me switch with DeeDee and I enthusiastically sucked his cock for a while. The more I get into it, the more he seems distracted by how good it feels.

MasterDoc fucked DeeDee and had me accessorize by playing with his ass. He explained how to teasingly fuck and get a woman totally worked up before giving permission to come. MasterDoc really should write a book on being a Dom.

DeeDee lay on the mat and recovered from her orgasms while MasterDoc talked some more with the guest. Needleplay came up somehow, and MasterDoc suggested I get some needles out. There was a moment where it seemed like we couldn’t do it – MasterDoc said he’d get alcohol wipes but he forgot. Then I came up with the brilliant idea that we could use the hand sanitizer I had in my purse. Ingenuity for the win!

He prepped my ass cheek with the hand sanitizer, and then slid a needle firmly into an ass cheek. I cried out – it feels like he’s inserting the needles deeper now than he had before – more into the muscle and not as much on the surface. It’s one of those things where in mid-pierce I think, “Why the hell do I want this? This fucking hurts!” But a moment later the pain has subsided and I’m flying high on endorphins. He did another needle alongside the first.

We were all pretty worn out by that time, and MasterDoc showed our guest the door. I think he went away with a lot of useful information.

While we rested after, I started talking with DeeDee and somehow vivid memories of the role playing I did with my first boyfriend came to mind. We would play all sorts of parts – one of us the chauffeur driving my car, while the other was the wealthy boss who seduces the chauffeur. We’d pretend to be strangers picking each other up at a bar for casual sex (something neither of us had done). We pretended one person was totally naive about sex and the other initiated them into it. Getting into the headspace of being another person can be so hot. I’m craving some role play these days.

Now that I’ve started understanding age play a little, I would love to play the part of young girl being taken care of by the responsible older adult. (I indulged this fantasy in my head as I played a game on my phone while lying on the mat in the living room when MasterDoc and DeeDee went off to prepare dinner. I let myself feel the comfort of being a kid playing in the living room while dinner is made for me by two kind adults.) I would also love to play the part of a kidnapped woman. (I don’t need a realistic set up of being abducted on the street – just role playing is adequate for me. I have a vivid imagination.) Or a whore. Or someone being forcefully taken – I really like that one, a scene of consensual non-consent. The possibilities are endless. I hope MasterDoc is up for this at some point.

Later in the evening, MasterDoc spoke with our friend V online while I played more games on my phone. Before I knew it, he was having her come over to double-penetrate me. I thought at first that he meant “someday” but he meant she was getting in her car and on her way!

I took a bit of a nap because I was tired and about an hour later I woke and V was here. She had brought her medium and large silicone cocks and I chose the smaller one since she was taking the ass. (MasterDoc’s cock was going in the pussy.)
Now, I had never been successfully dp’ed before. We all warmed ourselves up with toys and what not – MasterDoc stood at the end of the bed watching us saying, “Pretend I’m a perv.”

“Pretend!” I exclaimed.

My knees were worn out, so MasterDoc had me lay on my stomach as V warmed up my ass. She lubed me up well and worked her girl cock into me. After I was stretched out adequately, MasterDoc had me get on top of his cock. V tried to penetrate me from behind after his cock was in, but getting the angle while she was strapped on proved to be impossible (for more than a second anyway). I got enough of a taste to know that feeling so filled up was a major turn on.

V unstrapped her cock, and she and MasterDoc dp’ed me that way. Holy fuck. He told me I could come as soon as she got the dildo in my ass and come I did. Harder than I would have even thought possible. I kept coming and coming and coming until they stopped the stimulation. I could not help myself from coming. I had sometimes worried that being dp’ed would be too “stuffed” but the feeling of being filled like that was fucking amazing. Hopefully someday I can manage a dp with two bio cocks.

My knees were fatigued beyond belief so MasterDoc came up with the idea to fuck me on top, while V fucked his ass with a dildo. Wow. I thought this was so hot. I just kept imagining the dildo up his ass and how good that feels and the fact that his cock was also inside me. I love that MasterDoc is not a homophobe and can, as a straight man, enjoy anal penetration.

We made sure that V had the chance to come before heading home – I ran the magic wand on her. After, I went off to get water and when I walked back in the bedroom, MasterDoc was fucking V. I took the opportunity to help out and started playing with his ass. As I worked a finger in his ass (already lubed from before), I realized that my finger was facing the wrong way – towards his back. I rotated it around and started massaging his prostate. This went over very, very well with MasterDoc. I knelt on the floor (he was standing at the end of the bed fucking V) and played with his ass while he fucked her. It’s not easy to do, but I could manage it for a while.

All in all, yesterday was a really active, hot day. I am so fortunate to have so much fun with MasterDoc, DeeDee and V.

The Beast with Three Backs originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on June 20, 2010.

We cuddled for a bit while MasterDoc talked on the phone to another Dom who is bringing his sub over for a sybian ride this weekend. It sounds like the two of them are cooking up lots of interesting things – I will sadly be at work when they come over this time, but perhaps next time or if they stay long enough I will be a part of it. I’m a little hesitant that I’m being told that the other woman has never been with a woman and her Dom thinks it’s about time – it’s really not fun being someone’s first woman if they’re not into it. She may very well be into it, or it could be totally painful. I will have to wait and see. Of course, this is painful simply because I will have to be the aggressor and we all know I suck at that. I’d much rather be with an experienced woman who takes control.

After he got off the phone, MasterDoc had me suck his cock for a while. I loved having it in my mouth and pushing as far to the back of my throat as I was able. He was rigid by the time he let me take a break. MasterDoc did something unusual then – as we cuddled he asked me what I wanted to do that night. ! I was speechless. You know you’re a well-trained submissive when you don’t even think about what you’d like to do. It’s always a given that we do what he wants, and I happily go along with it. It’s not that I don’t get input, I do, but the decision is his so I don’t think, “Well I really want a butt plug tonight.” Once we get started with sexytime, and my collar is on, I don’t think much, I just do. Sometimes there’s leeway when I set out toys – he’ll tell me to get out things I might like to play with. There’s never a guarantee that I’ll get what I want, of course, but he does take my requests under consideration.

As I lay there with my mouth open, unable to think up what I might want that evening, MasterDoc came up with an idea: we will set up a “wishing box” where I can put ideas whenever they come to me, and he can check it every so often and consider the suggestions. This way I get input, but it’s not expected on the spot and he still ultimately has control over what we do in an evening. (We agreed during this conversation that it really is less hot if I direct the action. On the other hand, I’m sure even wonderful Doms like MasterDoc could use some help with ideas now and then.) I’ve started writing out wishes on post it notes today. I have four sitting next to me on the sofa right now. I need to find a box to use. I love this idea!

MasterDoc took control back again since it was clear I was unable to think. We watched some porn (I just remembered I’m supposed watch this whole video – with sound – today. DeeDee recommended it to MasterDoc. She’s a very dirty girl!) and I got myself wet using my bullet vibe. It’s funny the things that don’t strike you as hot the first time you see it, but that gradually becomes hotter – gagging on cock seems really hot to me right now. As I watched that video, I thought about why slutty, kinky women are so hot – they enjoy sex and get into it with abandon. They allow themselves to be animalistic. They really let go and enjoy what they’re doing. I’ve only recently started realizing that about myself – I should allow myself to behave like a horny slut  because it’s hot. Being shy doesn’t serve much of a purpose.

MasterDoc fucked me from behind as he continued to watch the porn. I used the bullet vibe on my clit, but not directly. I held it a little off to the side so I wouldn’t get worked up too fast. I moaned and my thumb found its way into my mouth. I bit and sucked on it to help control the rising tide of orgasm that wanted to sweep over me.  He told me not to let myself get worked up too fast, and I obeyed as best I could. Oh it felt amazing. I entered subspace in a big way. He fucked me for what seemed like a very long time. I was so horny that I started crying out, “Oh that feels so good!” around the point when I’d usually start begging for orgasm. But subspace held me tight and I had a few, pinpointed thoughts, “I would do anything he wanted me to at this point.” And, “I’m so glad to be here, to be a hole for him to fuck when he wants to fuck. I am so glad he can use my body.” I was so happy, so turned on, so at peace. He started working his finger into my asshole and god I wanted to explode! When he told me to come, I came so very hard. And I kept coming over and over again, begging him to finger my ass more. The waves kept washing over me as he kept fucking or fingering or slapping my pussy and ass. I sometimes wonder if I should come as long as I do lately – do I come too much? Does he want me to come hard as long as he’s stimulating me? I want that. I’m amazed with how long he keeps me orgasming lately. I am ready to collapse by the time he decides I’ve had enough. My legs were exhausted from holding me up but my clenching cunt demanded attention, so I held the position until he was done with me.

I am so fortunate, and when my chemically imbalanced brain isn’t making me cranky, I’m incredibly happy with MasterDoc. I’m happy just to be hanging out at his place even when he’s not here. I have a huge smile on my face today. I have always needed a Dom and I’m feeling so complete now that I have one.

Nadia’s Wishing Box originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on November 4, 2009.

MasterDoc had me suck his cock for a while as he talked to MF in the living room. I was horny all day, so sucking his cock got me hot. He had me kneel on the floor and stroke his cock, while lending a hand to MF’s cock. Stroking two cocks at once and keeping up the rhythm with both can be a bit challenging. (They make it look so easy in the porn!) He soon sent me off into the bedroom, and I gently played with my clit while I waited for them.

They came in and MasterDoc had his pants off by then. He lay on the bed and had me suck his cock some more. When I’m horny, I really get into cock sucking – striving to get just the right amount of suction, trying to get it in as deep as I can without gagging (although I suppose a little bit of gagging can be hot), making sure I rotate my head so I’m not just stroking the same spots over and over. I got wet right away. MasterDoc decided to have MF join us on the bed, and I lay between them. He slid his magic fingers into me and I was begging for an orgasm in, oh, probably under a minute. MasterDoc gave me permission to come.

Oh. My. God. (Says the atheist.) I went from orgasm to orgasm, struggling to keep myself quiet. MasterDoc put his hand over my mouth for a bit until I got better control over the noise I was making. I tried keeping my mouth shut, and just screaming through my closed lips. My body rocked as MF played with my g-spot, keeping me going from one orgasm to another. He kept his fingers in deep and could have kept me coming for as long as he played with me. After what seemed like a long time, MasterDoc asked him to stop. I was exhausted, but very, very happy. I am a lucky woman. Orgasms are good. More people should have orgasms more often. This is my current philosophy in life.

The only downer was that while I thought my period was over, it decided to come back. And so things were a little bloody. MF went to wash his hand. I felt bad, because I wouldn’t want to make someone come in contact with blood unless I know they are fine with it (not exactly safer sex, and I know I test clean for blood borne stis but he doesn’t know it). He didn’t play with me more after that.

MasterDoc slapped my thighs for a bit, and I was so turned on that I barely felt the pain, but instead got hornier and hornier.  MF observed that this very kinky girl was getting turned on by being slapped. MasterDoc had me suck his cock to get it hard and then he fucked me from behind. I tried to hold off asking for an orgasm. I really did. But before long I was begging. He teased me a little by saying, “You want to come huh? Could you come right now? Really, right now?” He did that earlier as well while MF worked his magic fingers on me. It is sweet torture to hear him tease me like that! It keeps me right on the edge, because I’m hoping beyond hope that he will give me permission at any time – and I want to be ready when he does. He also thrusts deeply at the same time, keeping me ready and eager.

He let me come and I pressed my face into the bed to muffle my screams. After his cock got pushed out he fingered me for a while, keeping me coming. I was totally breathless and fucked silly. MasterDoc asked if I’m a very lucky girl, and of course I had to answer “Yes, Sir, I am a very lucky girl.”

After a little rest he decided to fuck me again. In the meantime I helped out MF by sucking his cock for a while. (I kept struggling with the condom to keep the tip from tickling the back of my throat. I’m all for safer sex, but reservoir tips make me gag.) I did my best but he didn’t come from my efforts. MasterDoc fucked me again, and for a brief period of time I was being fucked and sucking cock at the same time. It is a very slutty feeling to have two holes being penetrated vigorously at the same time. But of course if you read this blog you already know that I enjoy feeling slutty.

I moaned, panted and was desperate to come, but it felt so good despite the fact that he didn’t give permission again. He got me so worked up it nearly felt like I came, despite not coming. I didn’t feel frustrated afterwards but felt satisfied. I was wiped out. I lay down on the bed and rested while they finished watching the porn playing on the laptop. MF soon excused himself and bid us goodnight. I sat on the sofa next to MasterDoc, sleepy and satisfied.

And so my vacation was off to a very good start. *grin*

Magic Fingers originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on November 11, 2008.

After the fucking he sent me to get dinner from the kitchen. The food was a little so-so after sitting for a while and he couldn’t resist saying to me, “Well YOU wanted to fuck before dinner!”

After dinner we’re sitting on the sofa and he gets an idea (I can see this on his face). He holds out his thumb and says, “Suck my thumb.” I think ok, cool, submissive act, etc. but as I’m moving my head towards his thumb it dawns on me – that thumb had been up my ass. Eww. But I felt that by this time I had agreed to suck it and I couldn’t stop at that point (I was quite in submissive mode). He asked if I could taste my ass on it and I said no (thankfully!). He had been watching my face wondering at what point I realized that it was the thumb used on my ass. I explained that it hit me before I got it in my mouth.

We fucked some more, with me on my back. Again I begged to be allowed to come, but this time he didn’t give permission. He talked about fucking me up the ass and he realized that the bed would be better for that so we moved to the bedroom.

He had me set up some porn on the laptop and he fucked me some more, but not up my ass just yet. I begged to come but wasn’t allowed. We rested for a bit and he told me to find more porn online. I asked what category and he initially said anything I want, but then said, “No. Search for piss.” MasterDoc has been threatening to piss on me (and in my mouth) for as long as I’ve known him. It’s constantly hanging over my head. Piss play is not my kink, I have no problem with people indulging in it if that’s what they like but watching the piss porn just made me nauseous. (These women were soaked in the piss of several men and they spit it from mouth to mouth.) After we fucked (he never did fuck me up the ass. Pity, as I thought I might be able to come that way and not have to worry about my vaginal muscles pushing out), I curled up and tried not to watch the porn. I had complained that I was still horny (having been fucked a couple of times and not allowed to come, despite the orgasms I had earlier in the evening) and MasterDoc came up with an idea – I could play with my bullet vibe and make myself come, but I had to watch the piss porn while doing it. Yes, I can tell he is trying to condition me to like piss play. It was so hard to watch the piss porn as it’s totally not erotic to me, but I was so horny that I managed to sorta block out what I was watching and I had a great trembling orgasm. Thankfully, I was allowed to not watch after I came.

While we were hanging out after, MasterDoc said something about wanting to train me to orgasm less. Argh! If that’s not cruel and unusual punishment I don’t know what is. Orgasms are good. I just see myself walking around in a state of total frustration (and bitchiness) if I had fewer orgasms – particularly if he fucks me just as much and gets me so worked up.

I’ve got a writing assignment to do this week (I’m not seeing him again for a week, sigh) – I have to write an erotic account of what I’d like to happen next time I see the woman I went down on at the party last Friday. She was going to come play with us last night but mother nature intervened (period). I’ve been given permission to call her up and after setting up plans for Wednesday with MasterDoc and I, I can see if she’s available over the long weekend for me to see alone. Rowr. After I went down on her the other night she told me I’m really good at it, and as we said goodbye she gushed how she was so happy to have met me. Hee hee. I so infrequently get the attention of ladies I’m thrilled when it actually happens.
Today I was chatting with MasterDoc online and the idea of him having a live-in submissive came up, and he said he’s sure I’d freak out if he did that. And yes, I had to admit I would – and I realized that strangely, I’d be upset to have someone else doing the chores I do around his place. But after that I realized, duh, I’m a submissive, I should enjoy serving. I’d feel somehow less useful to him if I didn’t help around the house. Ultimately the big thing I’d be upset over is the idea of someone else getting time with him when I want to be spending time with him. I want more time with him, not less.

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I’ve put a new template into wordpress – pretty template but it does some weird things to my side bar (now the digsby widget and my list of categories are underneath everything, rather than to the right). Maybe I should just let the Curmudgeony Librarian work on my site when he gets time. I got mentioned on fleshbot and my site stats have soared over the past day. Cool beans! I love a larger audience for my exploits.

Dinner and a Few Fucks originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on August 27, 2008.

I broke my sexual fast last night with my first actual MFM threesome. On the menu? Double penetration with Davey and MasterDoc. Of course, life is not like porn movies so ultimately the dp didn’t happen – getting the right angle can be difficult! Not to mention keeping two men hard at the same time, but I’m mostly up to the task. *grin* Still, I had a lot of fun being the center of attention of two of my favorite guys. Having four hands and two mouths pay attention to me and two hard dicks to play with and fuck was like this slut’s equivalent of going to Disneyland. It was also interesting to play with MasterDoc in a non D/s situation for a change. He really is a sweetie when he’s not beating the crap out of me. *wink* I wouldn’t have it any other way really – a guy I can trust and feel safe with who can also push my limits and give me a really good, bruise-inducing spanking.

But anyway, there were no spankings last night, but it’s definitely a great situation to be with two men who I feel totally comfortable being slutty with. They both like my slutty ways. It’s nice to be appreciated for being a slut rather than put down for it. We attempted to get the dp going (MasterDoc taking the front, Davey at the back) but once I was on top of MasterDoc the angle wasn’t right for Davey to get in my ass. When I chatted with MasterDoc early today he mentioned that he had been trying to work out the angle difficulty and has ideas for next time we try. (If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again!) He asked if I was disappointed, but really I had such a good time I’m totally not disappointed that I’m still a double penetration virgin (well I’ve done one penis and one toy before, but not two penises). Go figure, there’s something Nadia still hasn’t tried. I figured it wouldn’t be as easy as the porn films so I wasn’t really expecting it to work. If it had worked it would have been a pleasant surprise.

There was fucking and fingering and blow jobs all around. Davey came on my chest. (He wanted to come on my face, but every time he asks to do that inevitably I’ve just washed my hair and I won’t want to risk having to wash and blow dry it all over again.) At the end of the evening we were all pretty tired. (Well at least Davey and I were. I can’t remember if MasterDoc said he was tired.) I think as I slept last night I woke up a few times thinking about what I had gotten up to.

I’m a very lucky girl.

Threesome originally appeared on Diary of a Kinky Librarian on October 5, 2007.