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And now for something completely different…

Published on January 2, 2010 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, exhibitionism, masturbation, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, sex, sex parties, slut, spanking and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

(compared to last post at least)

We went out to our usual swing club last night. As can be expected the eve after New Year’s Eve, it was fairly empty, and there were mostly single men. We wandered a bit and initially we were the only couple there. After we relaxed with drinks, MasterDoc had me put my collar on. We put pillows on the hard floor and I got on my knees to give him a blow job. As usual, we enjoyed having an audience – single men immediately came over and sat nearby to watch. I was wearing my leather waist cincher and between that and my collar I was very much in sub mode. (And as I was wearing a plunging black bra and black mesh shirt as well, my boobs looked spectacular.) His cock peeked out from his open fly and I sucked it, making sure to move my head around so that I didn’t rub against the same spot over and over, like he taught me. I love hearing him moan lightly and gasp from my licking and sucking. The single guys gave me compliments after, in the hopes that I might be willing to play with them. I don’t think they realized that that was entirely up to MasterDoc.

A young, fit couple came in, and they started fooling around in the “exhibitionists’ room.” Despite the name of this room, there’s mesh curtains hanging that obscured the view. When I came back from a trip to the restroom, MasterDoc had moved onto the bed across from the couple and was watching along with two of the single guys. I joined him. The woman in the couple was mostly still dressed – panties, bra, camisole – the guy still had a t-shirt and socks on. He was into it – into the exhibitionism, into fucking her. He liked to choke her lightly and sometimes she seemed to fight him off doing it. She seemed into the sex only intermittently and she didn’t come as far as I could tell. MasterDoc had me start sucking his cock while he watched the couple fuck. I enjoyed knowing that he was getting a show while I was pleasuring him. When my mouth wore out, he had me give him a hand job as we watched the couple some more. MasterDoc started playing with my breasts, reaching in and coaxing my nipples out of the bra. I was pretty damn horny and I gladly took my top off when he told me to. The couple finished fucking and got dressed.

I got naked; I was somehow proud of my ability to strip when a woman with a much nicer body than me didn’t. The two single men moved closer. I lay back and played with pussy as MasterDoc hands one guy a flashlight to shine light on it. The light hits me in the eyes a bit, so I close my eyes. MasterDoc gives me the bullet vibe I packed and I got worked up quickly as I rubbed the buzzing vibe against my clit. There was something extra hot about feeling my freshly shaved pussy while three clothed men were around me watching. MasterDoc gently touched pussy, which turned me on even more than you would think. The man with the flashlight asked to lick me, but MasterDoc declined. But when the guy wanted to see my asshole, MasterDoc had me show him. MasterDoc had me wet his fingers and he fingered me. In a very short period of time, I begged to come. After making me beg over and over, “Please Sir, may I come??” he let me come loud and hard. I assume MasterDoc let the guy sitting behind my head touch me, he gently touched my hair and face and tugged on my collar. I was surprised that I didn’t mind a stranger pulling on my collar – I found it pretty damn hot actually. The guy was smart enough to do it gently and not scare me.

Then we fucked. I was on hands and knees using the bullet vibe on my clit. He fucked me quite hard and varied the pace and thrusting. I ride it out as long as I can, my face passionately scrunched up, mouth slack, as one guy sits on the bed directly across from me and watches from only two feet away. MasterDoc slaps my ass and calls me bitch a few times along the way. When I couldn’t take it any more, I begged for orgasm. He let me and I came hard – somehow not pushing his cock out. His cock seems extra hard these days. Eventually it did get pushed out, and he decided I had had enough coming. He pulled my legs back so I ended up laying on my tummy, and he ran his hand up my spine. Then he nibbled my back in a few spots which made me moan, smile and giggle naughtily.

I’m sure hearing about this comfort level with my body in public runs so contrary to the person I described in the last post – insecure, shy, self-hating, etc. It’s odd, sometimes I’m confident, sometimes not. Whether I’m ill with a depression then or not makes a huge difference. And it probably doesn’t help that I shrug off some of the things I do as no big deal, when in fact for many people fucking in public, completely naked, while having an imperfect body, would be a very big deal indeed.

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Earlier in the week, I forgot to chronicle a sexual encounter with MasterDoc. It was very different than most of our encounters. I was still trying to regain confidence and calm, and he gently played with my body, gradually working his way down. He went down on me, for what was probably a good twenty minutes. It felt wonderful but I have a hard time coming from oral alone. (It’s strange how things change, I loved oral when I was in my early 20′s and came well from it.) I was eager to come and despite his giving me permission to, I couldn’t quite manage it. But then he added his fingers, and as they probed my g-spot I came. He is expert at making me feel good, and it certainly helped my mood.

The Professor and Alexis

Published on November 8, 2009 in bdsm, blow jobs, bondage, caning, cunnilingus, D/s, dom, flogging, foursome, kink, masochism, orgasm on command, restraints, sadism, sex toys, shio, spanking, squirting, submissive, swinging and Uncategorized. 3 Comments

Saturday afternoon, a Dom and his submissive came over to MasterDoc’s place. He’s going to be known as the Professor and she is Alexis. MasterDoc connected with the Professor via Craigslist (thus prompting my tweet, “Craigslist: Bringing perverts together since 1995″) this weekend. The main plan was to give Alexis a sybian ride, but they brought some toys as well. (canes, flogger)

After they arrived, we chatted briefly. I had been made to answer the door in my maid costume, complete with fishnet stockings and high heels. MasterDoc is quite fond of it. After I tweeted that he’s “inordinately” fond of it, he’s threatened to send me to the corner store in it. I really, really, really hope he’s kidding.

Alexis knelt on the floor next to the Professor as he sat on the sofa with MasterDoc. I sat in a chair, as my relationship with MasterDoc does not have me sit on the floor (a big part of this is probably because of my knee problems). We chatted a bit. I was fairly quiet, Alexis was almost totally quiet.

When things got started, Alexis went off to the next room to change. She came back in bra and panties and thigh high boots. In the meanwhile, I went and got all the restraint pieces that go with my Liberator scoop. It took a little time, but ultimately Alexis was arranged laying over the scoop (rounded side) with her wrists and thighs cuffed to the scoop. (It comes with thigh cuffs.) The initial angle wasn’t right for MasterDoc and I to watch so he and the Professor shifted Alexis around, as if she were part of the furniture.

The spanking started, Professor taking one side, MasterDoc the other. It was a little tough since both of them are right-handed. Her ass was rosy before too long. I was asked if I wanted to give it a go, and I think I surprised MasterDoc when I said yes. Of course, I got teased for hitting her too lightly at first, so I picked up the intensity a bit. I didn’t do it for long though. Next, the Professor got out his flogger and used it on her ass. She would yelp after a particularly sharp hit. MasterDoc flogged her as well. Next came the canes. Yikes! He had a fairly thick cane (I think a bit thicker than the thickest one we have – and we’ve never gone as far as that one with me). Wow, did he leave stripes! He started out tapping it on her ass, but moved up to some sharp strikes. She would leap up as far as the restraints would allow her and cry out. He’d order her back down and she’d lay down for more caning.

MasterDoc had me get the magic wand (and the throe) so that he could tease me on the sofa while Alexis got caned. As he started teasing me, the Professor came over to get a better look. I closed my eyes and felt the thrum of the wand against my pussy. MasterDoc moved it around, teasing me. He’d put it right on my clit but move it before I could get too worked up. It was decided that the Professor was going to give Alexis six more cane strikes, and that when he got to the sixth, I was allowed to come.

MasterDoc teased me all along, and the caning seemed to take forever. When the Professor got to number six though, I came in my usual hard, screaming, writhing and squirting fashion. The Professor came over for a closer look, and I squirted a huge puddle as he watched and held my legs apart. Thank goodness we put the throe down! The couch would have been soaked with my juices. I grasped wildly at MasterDoc as I came.
Alexis’ ass was red, striped and even had a bit of flayed skin. For the rest of the afternoon, if her bottom was touched she’d yelp and wince. I don’t doubt she is still having trouble sitting. After her calmly taking the caning, it was time to make her feel good. The Professor bound her wrists with rope with a good length between them, and the men got her on the sybian. MasterDoc worked the controls (something he has gotten really skilled at) and soon she was coming very, very hard. At one point the Professor made her look at him, and then look at me. I feel awkward keeping eye contact as I know it’s something that’s very difficult for me.

After Alexis had enough, she had a rest and a cuddle with her Dom. I cuddled with MasterDoc.

Next, I was ordered on my knees in front of MasterDoc and I had to suck his cock. He ordered me to look at the Professor as I did so. I felt pretty comfortable with him, so it wasn’t quite as hard as it sometimes is, but I still had trouble keeping eye contact. Alexis was on her knees by this time sucking the Professor’s cock as he sat on the couch as well. After a bit, the men had us change places and I went right over and started sucking the Professor’s cock. Alexis started in on MasterDoc’s. The Professor asked me to lick his nipples and I did so. It was hard from that position to reach them, so he suggested I lay on the floor next to him. He lay down and I went for his nipples – something he quite enjoyed. (MasterDoc’s nipples are super-sensitive, so I have to leave his alone.) Alexis took over sucking his cock, and the Professor asked if I could straddle his head. MasterDoc was fine with this and so I did. The Professor licked at my clit and pussy and I was soon moaning. MasterDoc came over, and started slapping my face and calling me whore – and as usual that got me really hot. I moaned even more. While it’s often difficult for me to come from cunnilingus, I was on the verge of orgasm in no time. I asked MasterDoc for permission to come, and he granted it. I came hard, the Professor had a finger inside me as my muscles did their extreme clenching. Wow. I was quite happy after. I lay down to rest.

Alexis had the Professor on the verge of orgasm and he had her place her mouth firmly over his cock as he came. She swallowed every last drop of come. MasterDoc was a little bummed that she swallowed right away as he likes seeing the come in a woman’s mouth after.

The Professor and Alexis had to get going, so that was about the end of our afternoon together. It was a lot of fun and hopefully we will see them again. After that, I was itching for a beating of my own.

A Guest

Published on October 22, 2009 in bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, cunnilingus, D/s, kink, orgasm on command, porn, sex, sex toys, shio, spanking, squirting, submissive, sybian and Uncategorized. 4 Comments

The day before my surgery, MasterDoc had a professional fem Domme, Daina, come over to join us for some playtime (in a non-professional capacity). It seems that she’s at least somewhat switchy, and so was the perfect playmate for the two of us – Domme over me, sub for him.

As usual I loved watching MasterDoc subtly begin to undress her as the three of us talked on the couch, and soon he was stroking her pussy. He took one breast and had me take the other. He had me get the magic wand, and he got Daina off with it. My memory is a bit fuzzy since this was a few days ago and I’ve had general anesthesia in the meantime, but I will relate as much of the story as I can.

I had gotten out a bunch of toys at MasterDoc’s request by this time, and he had me place a pillow on the living room floor so I could kneel before the couch and suck his cock as he reclined comfortably. They took turns swatting my ass a little and talking about various implements while I went down on him. There was talk about tying me up (rope is something MasterDoc hasn’t mastered, but apparently Daina has some experience) I was really excited about this but in the end it didn’t happen.

We moved to the bedroom and MasterDoc had me get on my knees. I knelt over the new Liberator Axis I have (I swear, review will be coming soon!) and they took turns spanking my ass. She hit harder than he did – and he pointed out that fem Dommes are cruel. When I pretty much couldn’t take it any more, he had me flip over so I was laying on my back, the Axis holding my hips up, and Daina started playing with my pussy. She stroked my clit between her fingers, and eventually she went down on me. It felt wonderful and as I got closer to coming MasterDoc started slapping my face and tits, talking dirty to me, and he told me to come and I squirted all over my new pillow.

He fucked me next, him on top of me, my hips raised again by the Axis. Even though I had just come, I was eager to come again. (I’m really pretty insatiable most of the time.) And he fucked me until I was begging to come, and when he let me, I came hard, squirting all over my pillow again.

MasterDoc had promised Daina a horsey ride (i.e., a ride on the sybian) and before she left he fulfilled this promise – I perched on the sofa and enjoyed watching. She had said before coming over that she really needed a release of endorphins, and I think she left with the endorphins just flowing. A sybian orgasm is something else, truly.

That night, when MasterDoc and I were alone, he decided that he wanted to come. So I played with his ass as he masturbated – watching this porn, which we hadn’t finished before. When he was ready to come, he rolled towards me and told me to take his cock in my mouth. I did, and come shot up into my mouth. I closed my lips around his cock and he reminded me that the head is too sensitive, that he wanted me to put my mouth right down on his shaft and so I did, pleased to be such an active part of his orgasm.

First Night at the Club in a Long Time

Published on October 14, 2009 in bdsm, bisexuality, blog, blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, dom, flogging, gums, kink, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, poly, sex, sex parties, sex toys, shio, spanking, squirting, submissive, swinging and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

MasterDoc and I had a wonderful time at a swing club on Saturday night. We hadn’t been to one in quite a while, and that night was a special bdsm/swing party going on – totally up our alley.

When we got to the club, there were some couples already hanging about. We walked around, checking out how they’ve changed the decor, and commenting on how they made the club look better with decorations, but they still have the same crappy beds. As we stood in the central area, I started feeling some of the social anxiety that hits me at times. I let MasterDoc know that I was feeling anxious. He promptly took me to one of the private rooms so I could cuddle him and feel better. I couldn’t wait to wear my collar – it helps with anxiety because I focus on being sub with the collar on. I start to ignore my surroundings and focus on being an obedient submissive. As we started to fool around, I kept wavering between self-consciousness and being absorbed in sex. I realized that the whole “I-feel-more-secure-naked-than-with-my-clothes-on” stems from where my focus is. When I’m being beaten, or I’m having sex, or giving a blow job, my focus is on that act and how it feels to me and my partner, and so I cease being anxious about the other people around me. MasterDoc went down on me and I mostly kept my eyes closed so that I could focus on the sensation of him toying with my clit. A lady ducked her head in, and at first seemed shocked that she interrupted us, but quickly she took a seat so she could watch. He had me suck his cock, and again, I loved being absorbed in it. My collar was on by this time, and I was blissfully in slut mode.

MasterDoc fucked me from behind – HARD. By this time my getting into submissive-slut headspace was complete. I yearned to come, and yet deep down I like the tease. It feels wonderful but eventually you need to have a release. I came extremely hard and he thrust his cock inside me. When my muscles pushed his cock out he kept me coming with his hands. I was squirting over and over again as I sank into the bed. The sheets were completely soaked. I lay there for a while, catching my breath.

We went to tell the owner that the bed needed new sheets (we took the wet ones and tossed them in the laundry basket). Thankfully, MasterDoc did not make me tell the owner what had happened. I suppose I shouldn’t be embarrassed by squirting, but it can be a bit daunting to proclaim you’ve made a mess, no matter how you’ve made it.

After we informed the owner, we ended up talking with couple who want to be dubbed Sid and Nancy who were visiting New York from Saskatchewan (Canada, in case you didn’t know). They were a very nice looking couple and the husband had a very funny sense of dry humor. We sat talking with them, and they asked us lots of questions about bdsm. Explaining the ins and outs of our relationship really piqued the interest of the wife, Nancy, but they both seemed a bit put off when we explained the whole polyamory thing. “Yes, we both sleep with other people. Yes, we sleep with each other.” Overall they were really nice to talk to and hang out with and I didn’t mind their questions. Often, MasterDoc likes to threaten to command me to have sex with some really fugly guy – but when I met this couple I was hoping he’d “make” me have sex with them. (Hee hee as in, damn they were cute. Please, please make me.) But while this couple is exploring their sexuality and having experiences they don’t swap with others.

We showed them some of the toys we had brought with us. I have a new paddle that imprints the word “slut” on you (most of the time). I showed them the imprint on the inside of my arm (I hit myself so hard that I have a bruise. Happy to say you can’t read any letters though.) Nancy was really curious about my collar and she wanted to put it on. I let her and she wore it for quite a while. Since it was clear she was interested in bdsm, MasterDoc start doing his Dom thing. It’s fantastic to watch. He knows that there’s way more to being a Dom than ordering people about and hitting them. He takes his time getting eye contact with the submissive and developing a sense of trust and connection; gently touching her face, being calming. I love watching him do it, he’s so good at it!

Nancy was up for a spanking, so we adjourned to the bdsm room. MasterDoc spanked her, and her husband (Sid) took a turn and clearly he had done it before. He tried the little flogger and gave Sid some lessons on it. (He needs practice with the flogger {raises hand to volunteer!}, but he was very comfortable with the paddle.) MasterDoc had me get the Acuvibe Mini out and he used it on her clit while hubby spanked her. She sat up on the spanking bench to grind her cunt into the vibe. It was extremely hot to watch!

After the spanking, Sid and Nancy went back to the smoking area to have cigarettes. We talked some more, laughing a lot. When Nancy found out I’m bi she seemed quite interested. As I got up to get ready to leave, she came over and told me that apparently nipple color is supposed to match the color of your gums and she took my breasts out of my low-cut top to take a look. I reciprocated, so she’d know that the interest was mutual. We exchanged contact information with this couple (they come to New York a few times a year) and gave them this blog address. Hopefully we will keep in touch with them. I’m always quite happy to explain things about living an open, sex-positive, slutty, kinky life to newbies – I have such an amazing time with my life that I’m fanatical about sharing it.

Double Fuck Sunday

Published on October 5, 2009 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, dating, masturbation, non-monogamy, poly, sex, sex toys, sexuality, slut and Uncategorized. 1 Comment

With MasterDoc away my kink life has slowed down considerably. But I haven’t exactly been sex-free. Despite back problems the past few days (Pinched nerve. Owie.) I did manage to get laid yesterday…. twice.

I had my first date with Shane in a while. We basically hang out, have sex and watch dvds. And you know, I’m a woman of simple tastes and this makes me perfectly happy. Despite being a little loopy and sleepy on vicodin for my back, it was easy to get me in the mood with just a few passionate kisses. I suggested we go into the bedroom as laying down would be easier on my back than sitting on the couch. We stripped our clothes off – there’s no pretensions of propriety here – and climbed in bed. He slid his hand between my legs almost immediately. He toyed with my clit and then bent over to lick my pussy. While I can sometimes have a hard time coming from oral these days, I came really hard and quite quickly. His hard cock was calling to me, so I leaned over while he still went down on me and I took his cock in my mouth.

I just love sucking cock when it’s so clearly appreciated. While I wasn’t bad to begin with, MasterDoc’s training me to his preferences has resulted in me being even better at fellatio. Next Shane fucked me from behind, and I came over and over and over again. Eventually he asked if I was exhausted yet, and I had to say, “Yes!” But in typical fashion I was going to take as much as I could and come as many times as possible before crying “uncle.” The vicodin must have relaxed my muscles a bit, because my cunt didn’t clamp down as hard as usual, despite my coming quite hard.

We lay down to relax briefly, and then I went back to sucking his cock. It would be quite rude, don’t you think, to leave him in that state after he had made me come, oh, about a million times? I sucked and stroked his cock with my hand. I’d look up at him seductively from time to time. I tried to keep up a fast pace with the mouth/hand combo but my mouth started to get tired. I hate that. So I switched to my hand and could tell he was getting close. I supported my wrist with my other hand and tried my damndest to keep going until he came. But my recently sprained wrist couldn’t hold out and I ended up stopping at precisely the wrong time. “You suck!” he cried out a few times. I apologized profusely as I hated to stop at such a critical moment, but I just couldn’t physically go on.

He took over with his hand and I lent my mouth for some more stimulation. I tweaked his nipples and stroked his inner thighs. When he was about to come, he lowered my face down to his cock so he could come on my face. He shot a large load of cum on my left cheek. I found some tissues and cleaned up. We lay there for a while, resting, until I got hungry enough to go get us the snacks I had picked up. We retired to the living room to eat, watch Family Guy and hang out.

Then, at home last evening, Davey gave me that look that says, “Let’s do it” and I could hardly say no when he probably knew/assumed that I had had sex with Shane. So he gave me a quick back rub which led into more stroking and caressing. He made me come and I kept stroking my clit even after. I asked him to fuck me, and he said I needed to suck him for a while first. I did and got him hard, and then he took me from behind as I used my bullet vibe on my clit. I came a bit, and managed to push his cock out, unfortunately. He fingered me to another orgasm, then went back to fucking me. He didn’t quite manage to come (thank you stupid vaginal muscles from hell!) but then he knelt and stroked his cock while I played with his ass, thighs, chest, etc. And eventually, he came.

I think this was the busiest day I’ve had in a while. I was quite satisfied after, but I do miss my kink.

Suck

Published on September 22, 2009 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, cunt, dating, non-monogamy, sex toys, sexuality, shio and squirting. 2 Comments

So while I’ve been struggling with depression, it’s not like every waking second is spent in utter misery. I have ups and downs. Spending time with Shane last night was a definite up. I still feel shaky emotionally, but spending time with someone who clearly likes me and who is affectionate helps a lot.

We watched a lot of Family Guy. It was my idea but he likes the show a lot too. I used the dvr to put the show on pause when we started getting frisky. You have to remember, I haven’t had sex with Shane in weeks (and I’m the only woman he’s seeing at the moment) – ever since I pissed MasterDoc off by being too busy getting nooky with Shane to pay attention to his phone calls for assistance. Shane and I had a couple of chaste dates – which were quite enjoyable – and then a third, unexpected meeting when I was panicking during my gall stone attack and couldn’t reach my other gentlemen. He offered to go to the hospital with me and I took him up on his kind offer. With Shane proving that he’s a good guy, MasterDoc decided that yes, we can count the hospital visit as the third date before I was allowed to have sex with him again.

But then I was blue a week or so ago and canceled on him. He was very understanding. Last night I thought about canceling due to my mood, but I’m really glad I didn’t. We cuddled a bit. He avoided kissing me since he feels like he’s coming down with a cold. Then he asked if I would suck his cock. Oh my, yes! So I started blowing him and a short while in he asked if I would be so kind as to kneel in front of him as he sat on the couch and look up at him as I sucked his cock. Ever the obliging type I did so, even finding a way to be comfortable on the floor giving head with my bum wrist in a brace.

I sucked him in, down as far as I could. I made love to his cock with my mouth. While my wrist was out of commission my mouth certainly worked! I would look up into his eyes and I could tell that the seductive glances I gave him as I licked his cock added to his enjoyment of the blow job. He made lots of happy noises and I hoped that I could get him to come. I don’t have him come in my mouth at this point in time – it’s not something I do with everyone I sleep with. But he has a total fetish for coming on women’s faces, and that I could easily oblige.

As he got more excited, he took over stroking his cock. I would hold my tongue out and he’d rub the head against my tongue and lips. I’d suck now and then, and we kept working his cock over. I was happy to have his cock rubbing against my lips. I felt sexy instead of depressed. Finally he was about to come and I closed my mouth and he shot – not quite on my face. A strand of come hit my nose but otherwise it landed on his belly. Still, he was a very happy man.

As I sucked him, I realized: I felt worthless all weekend but damn, I’m good at sucking cock! Now, I know general wisdom would be – “Oh you poor woman, you only feel valued when you’re having sex!” But it’s not really like that. First of all, when I’m not suffering from depression I realize I am good at many things. I’m intelligent, educated, funny, etc. But in looking to regain my confidence, giving a hell of a blow job certainly helped. And I thought to myself, why is it that being skilled at giving pleasure to another human is looked down upon? In the fantasy novels I’m reading lately, a courtesan is a holy job. Giving sexual pleasure to people is not to be looked down upon! Why have we gotten so twisted with our ideas about sex that being good at it is looked upon as sad in some way?

We relaxed for a bit and as I still felt a bit in a mental funk I didn’t show any eagerness for him to reciprocate. He said he likes to make sure that “everyone gets cookies” in an evening, but if I didn’t want it that was fine too. Oh no, I said, I want cookies too.

I got naked and we went into the bedroom. I put down a towel under my ass (over the pillow) and when looking for condoms I found my Wahl 7 -in-1 vibrator. Nice. I kept that out. We chatted and giggled and acted silly for a while – but once he started licking my clit I got in the mood. He went down on me for a while, I pulled my labia back at one point so he could get in contact with my clit better.

“Did I tell you to do that? I’m not done teasing you.” Oh well, okay. I tend to be very goal-oriented where orgasms are concerned. I tried to lay back and just enjoy being aroused by his mouth. After he teased me with his lips and tongue for a good long while, he switched on the Wahl and started using it on my pussy. When he got to my clit, oh did it feel good. He held it there and soon I came, hard. And… he kept holding the vibrator to my clit. Shit. I kept coming, hard. One orgasm after the other. I’m not sure how long he kept me coming for, but it felt like a long time. Probably wasn’t all *that* long but when your body is involved in intense sensation and reactions like that a little time feels like a long time. I squirted a few times and soaked the towel underneath my ass.

I felt markedly less depressed after orgasm. MasterDoc has noticed this is usually true. I need a personal orgasm-slave to have around at all times to get me off when I’m depressed. Doing it myself isn’t quite the same.

We watched some more Family Guy, and then he got going. I went to sleep not long after.

Impromptu Fuck

Published on August 26, 2009 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, horny, non-monogamy, poly, sex and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

Those of you who read MasterDoc’s comment on my last post may have wondered what exactly he was talking about. On Monday night I had a date pre-planned with Shane. It looked like it would be a non-sexual date because we didn’t really have anywhere to go, but at the last minute MasterDoc had to go out, so he offered his place to us. (I think he likes me being a slut.)

So I called up Shane as I left work and headed to the restaurant where we were going to meet. This was actually a good thing since he had some weird directions from google maps and I could step in and guide him better than the computer generated directions. We met up at the restaurant, switched to my car and went off to MasterDoc’s.

Shane was kind enough to help me bring up all the stuff still in my car from the weekend. So far he’s been an affable, decent guy. Of course he was delighted by the turn of events. I was glad too, as I’m sure no matter how much I told myself that it would be “good for us” to have a sexless date, I probably would have gotten horny and frustrated.

We cuddled on the couch, but soon he suggested I take my clothes off. He did the same, and we headed to the bedroom. We cuddled some more, but since we had a limited amount of time we soon got started. He went down on me – licking, fingering – getting me wet and horny. I reached over and played with his cock at the same time. Soon there was pre-cum seeping out of his hard penis. I pinched his nipples – something he really likes.

I sucked his cock for a bit, and Shane makes plenty of appreciative noises when he feels good. Guys: women like feedback too. Stoically silent may be your style but it helps to moan and gasp a bit when a woman (or a man) is doing wonderful things to your cock.

I got on top of him, and energetically rode. He encouraged me to come, and come I did. My vaginal muscles squeezed his cock as I shuddered and came. I asked him if he could come if I wasn’t busy coming (and squeezing the bejesus out of his cock). He said that it’s hard to come with the condom on – but immediately clarified that he was NOT suggesting I forgo the condom. However, he was enjoying himself quite a bit, so it was okay that an orgasm for him might not happen right then.

I rode him until I was tired out (which came pitifully quickly as I was tired from getting home late from Floating World the night before, and I hadn’t eaten dinner and was hungry). We rested – and it was too hot to cuddle too closely. I sucked his cock some more and he said that he’d like to come on my face – something he’s really into. Being a girl, I told him that I’d rather he came on my tits as I didn’t want to have to wash and blow dry my hair again that night. Ha ha. So he compromised and came on my tits.

We cleaned up, he had a cigarette, and then we left for dinner. We had a late dinner at a Mexican restaurant, and it was nice to sit and chat with him. Today we scheduled our dates for September, so I already know when I’ll see him next.

Floating World, Day Three

Published on August 25, 2009 in bdsm, best sex bloggers, bisexuality, blog, blogs, bondage, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, DeeDee, edge play, exhibitionism, Floating World, kink, lesbian, masochism, non-monogamy, orgasm on command, poly, sadism, sex, sex parties, sex toys, sexuality, submissive, sybian, threesome and Uncategorized. 2 Comments

After breakfast, the last day, MasterDoc and I went to the erotic hypnosis lecture. (I had developed a mini-crush on Lee Harrington the day before. I suddenly find myself attracted to butches and transmen when I wasn’t before. He is smart, funny and wonderful at leading a class… I’m smitten.) MasterDoc was hoping for a more detailed look at how to put a sub into trance, but I thought there was a good bit of info there. Next we went to the deep head space exploration lecture for a bit. I was tired and getting drowsy, plus the lecture seemed to get a little repetitive (a lot of stuff was also in the consensual non-consent class the day before). We snuck out early, got me a soda to wake me up and wandered around. MD went to check his cell phone for messages (keeping him apart from his Palm is a terrible thing). I went to vending and gave in to buying leather bondage waist cincher. I will try to get a photo of it on here in the coming days. I feel sexy in it and MasterDoc seemed to like it.

I got to meet Mollena, who I really wanted to meet. I love her blog, she’s an excellent writer and also does bdsm education (she did three classes at Floating World this past weekend). So I was all fan girl meeting her and when I told her I write Diary of a Kinky Librarian she stepped back, and bowed to me with arms outstretched above her head. I couldn’t believe it! I feel like I’m such a nobody and to have that reaction was really nice. She gave me a hug and I really hope I get the chance to hang out and talk with her at another event down the road. (I was hurrying off to a class at the time.)

I went to the managing a household lecture and picked up some tips and inspiration for being better at the service submissive side of things. After, I luckily found MasterDoc and DeeDee quickly – DeeDee had given in to buying a corset herself. MD said he wondered where I was and when I said I went to the household management class like I said I was going to – MD said he had thought it was a joke. But no, no joke. We went to vending at this time and he bought three canes as the deal was three for $50. We shall see how I like them when we try them out.

We went out for dinner, then back to DeeDee’s hotel room for a threesome. Since she hadn’t yet had an orgasm or sex that weekend, and in appreciation for giving MasterDoc and I time alone the night before, we focused on DeeDee (at least that was my inspiration). It was loads of fun. She lay on the bed naked between us. MasterDoc kissed her while I played with her nipples. I stroked her body as he went down on her for a while, and he popped his head up for a moment to tell me to be ready to take over. So when he finished I got between her legs and licked her cunt while he played with her upper half and kissed her. After a bit, I slid a finger in and stroked where I thought her g-spot was. (Yes, I’m a little clueless even after all this time – I estimate the location.) And later added a second finger. Her moans were enough to tell me I was doing a good job.

MasterDoc handed me the magic wand and I pressed it to her clit. She was in danger of coming (without having permission yet) and so I had to back off with the wand a little. MasterDoc got her on all fours and fucked her while I pressed the wand to her clit. She had to help reposition it a few times (you try keeping a wand on a clit that keeps moving as the woman gets fucked and you’re reaching around and under her!) She did get permission to come and came pretty hard. I really enjoyed watching and participating. It was all very hot. After, she said to me, “Nadia, you really know your way around a woman’s body!” So very nice to hear.

We got dressed and went to the play space (me in leather cincher and plaid schoolgirl skirt). MasterDoc’s sybian came out for the first time and we got it set up in the play area on a mat. I got to ride it first – the other two ladies lined up were nervous. I grinded my crotch into the machine as it vibrated against me. I begged for permission to come and was allowed to come right away. I came like a woman possessed. Jaw slack, moaning, screaming, crying out, “Oh fuck!” He kept me on there for a good long while and I came over and over again. He slapped my face a few times and I just loved it.

After me, another Dom’s sub had a ride. (He is the person who was at the party where I was assaulted who wrote to me via MasterDoc recently on fetlife to apologize for not speaking up. Anyway, we were friendly with him and his subs over the weekend.) She enjoyed herself, but didn’t come. She had gotten on with her panties on as it was that time of the month, and the lace fabric between her and the machine made the situation less than ideal. But she did enjoy it and wants to try again sometime. Her Dom cuddled her on the futon we had laid next to the sybian mat and I chatted with them while DeeDee got prepared for her ride. (This other sub is in library school – I ran into a fair number of librarians there!)

DeeDee received her first ride. It was fun to watch and MasterDoc motioned to me to get the paddle for him. He used the paddle a bit as she moaned and came. He handed it to me and had me paddle her butt as well. Then he had me slap her ass with my bare hand for a while. She was on the sybian a while and seemed to have a wonderful time. She also needed to lay on the futon and receive some after care. I cleaned up our stuff when it became apparent that no one else wanted to give the sybian a ride. (Their loss!) And I joined MasterDoc and DeeDee on the futon as I had very few cuddles that day. I was saying goodbye to MD and DeeDee shortly after that, and heading home. MasterDoc spent the extra night with DeeDee and took the train home in the morning.

Odds and ends: I loved how there was acceptance of so many kinks. There’s plenty of things there that I have no interest in doing (they just don’t turn me on) but people were free to do whatever they were into (within reason) fire play, pony play, age play, needles, blood, suspension, bondage, spanking, flogging, etc. etc. There was a diverse crowd there – women from Lesbian Sex Mafia, queer people of all stripes, straights, pansexuals, etc. and a great deal of acceptance for people being who they were.

We ran into some people we knew from around New York – the Dom that had come over months before with his three submissives – he was there with slave number one. I had hoped to run into someone I knew on fetlife who likes this blog, but she and I never managed to cross paths although she did run into MasterDoc in the hall at the hotel and introduced herself. It was nice to become friendly with that Dom who knew me from the bad party years ago. I saw Vera from FYN and chatted for a while. (And suggested that I can help write copy in exchange for product! I have copywriting experience.) We saw S’s daughter there (along with her friend the librarian I had a couple of dates with a while back who was with her when I saw her at In The Flesh). It was a little awkward as she’s not comfortable around MasterDoc (as he’s schtupping her mother and could conceivably tell her mother about her activities. Granted, her mother and her each know the other is kinky, but of course the details end there.) but she made a point to say hello to me when he wasn’t nearby. I saw MinaMeow and her girlfriend, and one woman Davey dates. I got to meet John Baku and remind him of the interview I did with him for Best Sex Bloggers that never got published. (He didn’t like how he sounded, and he’s not much for writing. I told him to let me know what he wants to say and I will work out how to write it. It’s not investigative journalism, more of a puff piece.) Anyway I’m not to worried about it at this point. It may never see the light of day.)

All in all, I had a good weekend, and I got home late on Sunday night. I was spent.

Shane

Published on August 24, 2009 in blow jobs, cunnilingus, dom, non-monogamy, poly, sex, sex toys, shio, squirting, submissive and Uncategorized. 0 Comments

I’m getting behind on blogging since I’m busy cavorting with the perverts at Floating World. But with a few spare minutes, let me at least cover my Thursday night.

I had second date with Shane, who I mentioned only in passing a couple of weeks ago (and not by name). Shane is the owner of a gaming store and a self-described alpha geek. I happen to like geeks (and nerds) and so when he wrote to me on a vanilla dating site I was interested enough to write back. It turns out he’s experienced in poly and in bdsm (in the top role) so he was certainly someone I could relate to.

We hung out at MasterDoc’s – the plan all along to get naked and fuck while MasterDoc was at work. (And of course MasterDoc knew about this beforehand and gave his consent.) We made out like teenagers until the food we ordered was delivered – and then took a break to eat.

After dinner, he got me naked and went down on me as I lay back on the sofa. As much as I like orgasm control, it is nice now and then being able to orgasm at will – I worry a little that I’ll lose the ability with being so used to requiring MasterDoc saying “come” before I can orgasm. He ate me out until I came for a while. Then we switched roles and I sucked his cock until he came.

Finally, I managed to drag him off to the bedroom where we fucked for the first time. I opted for him on top and we fucked like rabbits. I came a few times, and he declared that my pussy felt like there was a young boy in there “squeezing grapes” when it clenched around his cock. He managed to keep it in, but he says that he doubts he could come while I’m coming. Not a big surprise – my vaginal muscles are legendary.

The bedroom was warm as I had neglected to put the air conditioner on before he got there, so we went back to the living room to cool off and relax. We watched one of my Britcom dvds for a bit, and then went back to kissing passionately, which led to another sojourn to the bedroom.

We fucked some more, I rode him until I was worn out. He fucked me from behind for a bit, and again, my cunt was “squeezing grapes.” (I came probably 20 times to his twice. Hey, biology favors women in this arena.) After, I made him come again and let him come on the side of my face, because I knew that would send him over the edge.

We rested some more, and then I wanted more fooling around before MasterDoc got home – so we went to the bedroom and he went down on me some more, played with my clit and got out my Liv to fuck me with. I squirted at one point. Then, shortly after midnight I hear the door buzzer sound. Maybe it was MasterDoc warning us that he was home…. I realized that I should check my phone since I had left it in the living room and couldn’t have heard the ring – there were two messages from MasterDoc. Shit. I was in trouble.

I called him back right away and he was down stairs waiting for me to help carry some stuff up for him – especially important because his back had been bothering him all day. He expressed his displeasure – after all, I only needed to be available from midnight on. I knew that some sort of punishment would be forthcoming.

Shane and I hung out with MD for a while, and then I opted to sleep with Shane. In the morning, he woke me up earlier than I needed to be up because was looking for another orgasm. I sucked his cock and made him come on my tits a bit. We didn’t fuck since it was probably best if I was ready for fucking at Floating World that weekend. We went out for breakfast and he hung out a bit, then he got going as MasterDoc and I packed for Floating World. An official punishment for my mistake on Thursday night is still forthcoming. You can bet I won’t make that mistake again. MasterDoc is right, I’m his submissive, I should have been accessible to him.

The Night of the Four Orgasms, Part I

Published on August 19, 2009 in bdsm, bisexuality, bondage, cunnilingus, cunt, D/s, DeeDee, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, poly, restraints, sex toys, threesome, Uncategorized and vacation. 0 Comments

The original plan for last night, was that I’d be home, and MasterDoc would spend the evening with DeeDee – giving her an evening alone with him. She has expressed an interest in being an additional submissive of his rather than just a playmate. But since she recently made a big mistake that greatly displeased MasterDoc (further details withheld to protect the guilty) he decided that, to punish her, he’d have me over and show her all the orgasms she could have had if she hadn’t messed up.

While I don’t take joy in another’s mistakes, I certainly wasn’t upset to know that I was going to be the recipient of many orgasms. It was nice to see DeeDee again, I’m very fond of her, and she, MasterDoc and I enjoyed some sushi for dinner. After dinner, they both bathed and it was off to the bedroom time.

MasterDoc used the underbed restraints to secure me to the bed, which was what he had originally planned to do to DeeDee. He gagged me with my bit gag, and my collar was on. He had her mirror his moves and they each took one side of my body and played with it – caressing, kissing, sucking on my nipples. It was luxurious having two people pay such attention to me. It ended up being lighthearted, so MasterDoc took my collar off so I could feel free to giggle along.

He got between my outstretched legs and began licking my clit. I thought to myself, “Wow he’s going to get her to do that to me next.” I wondered if she was ready for it as she’d never gone down on a woman before. But DeeDee is adventurous and she immediately took her place between my legs when MasterDoc asked her to. She gently licked my clit up and down, and sought out feedback on her technique. We discussed how holding the labia apart is beneficial so you can get better, more direct access to the clit. When DeeDee declared that it’s hard work (her tongue was getting tired), MasterDoc pointed out that you vary the tongue movements and you make use of your lips to give your tongue a rest. She caught on quite quickly and I was thrilled to be secured to the bed, spread eagle, and having two wonderful people work me over.

MasterDoc got the acuvibe and played with it against my labia and clit. He’s very good at varying the vibrations so that it tickles my lips at one point, then he presses it against my clit and I start grinding my hips against it and moaning. He alternates movements, so that I’m brought up to the heights of arousal and then slowly slid back down the slope of the peak. The acuvibe began to lose power (the one drawback to it) so he had DeeDee hand him the magic wand. Rowr. She continued to stroke my body and play with me while MasterDoc went to town on my pussy with the magic wand. He had removed the gag by then because it was hard for me to talk and be included in the discussion. Although it probably would have been best if I had it in my mouth when he brought me to orgasm. He teased me quite a bit, and my hands clutched at the restraints holding my wrists down. I spread my legs as far as I could with my ankles in bondage. I slipped into a reverie, my vibrating clit being the focus of my concentration.

One of the lovely things about women is how soft they are, and their touch is usually softer than a man’s (their kisses also tend to be delightfully soft). So while MasterDoc teased me mercilessly with the magic wand, DeeDee’s soft hands stroked my leg, the area of my hip joint (where it’s very sensitive), my breasts. Oh I was very, very lucky. Everyone should know pleasure like this at some point (hell, at multiple points!) of their lives.

MasterDoc told me to ride the edge of orgasm, so I did, because I know darn well that when he wants me to do that, I should be ready at a second’s notice to come. I get extra aroused because orgasm becomes imminent. When he gave me permission to come, I was thrown into an intense orgasm. My limbs tugged at my bonds, and my torso curled upward. I tried controlling the noise I was making, but I’m certain I was still making quite a racket. He kept pushing the vibe against me, and turned it up to the second level of vibration at one point. I came and came – oh Jesus it was absolute ecstacy. Like the greedy slut that I am I kept coming for as long as he would let me and I was exhausted when it was over. One of my ankles had pulled free from the cuff that held it, but certainly with three limbs secured and intense orgasms wracking my body, I wasn’t going anywhere!

They undid the cuffs and I sat up, and immediately got a headache. I lay back down again and the headache subsided, I was left to rest while they went to the living room.