“I want to be your dirty whore.”

This past weekend I shared my time with MasterDoc with DeeDee. There’s sometimes bumps in the road of poly – unintentionally hurt feelings. But thankfully DeeDee is so easy to talk to, so we always talk things out and resolve them. I like her lots and I’m glad she’s in MasterDoc’s life (and mine).

But since we were sharing, we each made sure to have something other to do for at least one evening. Saturday night I went over to my friend DivaSub’s place and watched movies while DeeDee and MasterDoc got some alone time. On Sunday, it was my turn.

MasterDoc teased me and then pushed me to orgasm with the magic wand. Lately, I find myself wondering if I should really keep coming as long as he lets me. It’s like he wrings every last orgasm out of my body, and I love it. Rolling from orgasm to orgasm is amazing, and I get a kick out of it when I hear him chuckle sometimes as I writhe around in ecstasy. Strong, prolonged orgasms are as good as drugs. I think if I could have a long orgasm session with MasterDoc as needed while I’m battling PMS I could skip the benzodiazepine that I generally take to keep me calm when I’m particularly anxious.

The orgasms were so amazing that even though I can always go for more sex, I would have been quite happy with just that. However, we played for much longer.

I sucked his cock, getting it hard, thrusting it down my throat as far as I can. He gagged me on it a little and I find that lately I’m really turned on by roughness. The porn I watch is almost exclusively rough sex porn lately, and I have fantasies I hope to play out of being “forced” into sex with MasterDoc.

I guess I did a good job sucking his cock as he had me get on my knees at the edge of the bed. He fucked me standing up. I moan and drool and bite my thumb as he fucks me. I try to keep my arousal at the edge of peaking and it’s something that’s both wonderfully pleasurable and really difficult to do. While I’m thankful that he lets me come at the end, I’m also thankful that he makes me wait for it. I came and squirted. He stroked my body as I convulsed and he slid himself on top of me. He pressed his thigh in between my legs and told me to come once more and upon hearing his words I came, squirting against his leg.

By this time of the evening, I’m an interesting mix of satisfied, tired, and highly aroused. It seems the more sex I get, the more I want. This reminds me of the time I kept a friend with benefits up til 4 a.m. fucking and he had to cry uncle because I was hoping to go for one more round.

MasterDoc put on some piss porn. This porn consisted of a woman sucking hard on a guy’s cock while he peed in her mouth. I don’t know how she managed it, but in a strange way it was hot. I realized that the idea of being his dirty whore is hot. If asked, I would have denied that the porn was turning me on, however my body gave me away – MasterDoc noticed that I would twitch slightly every now and then. As we watched, I helped him come by playing with his asshole. After massaging his anus I gently worked a lubed finger in. I pressed against his prostate (or as close as I could get) and also on his perineum. This seemed to have a great effect. Even after he shot his load I continued making him twitch with gentle pressure in his ass until he told me to stop.

So I was fixated on the idea of  being his dirty whore – I craved him doing something dirty and repulsive to me because I wanted to submit to him that deeply. He must have noticed my mood and he had me go into the bathroom and prepare myself for being pissed on. I tried running hot water to warm the tub up, but it unfortunately didn’t work much. The tub was horribly cold as I lay down in it and played with my clit. He stood over me and spoke teasingly, helping get me to the edge. I had permission to come when I felt his piss hit my body. He pissed all over my chest and belly while I came hard. It seemed like he pissed an extra long time, and an usually large quantity. But then I doubt I’ve really been in so close contact with the quantity a human typically pees until I experienced water sports.

After, I was happy and dazed and asked him if I could wash off. He let me wash off right away.

We had had a full, hot evening but as we watched more porn on the laptop, he decided he wanted to  come once more. He jerked off as I rubbed one out. Coming is so easy when I’m that primed. We came at the same time and I loved it.