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It Started with the Nipples

He asked me to massage his calf as he lay on the sofa, his feet in my direction. I massaged the closest one, propped up on the back of the sofa. After a couple of minutes of this, he points out that massaging his calf makes his cock hard. Indeed, it is standing at attention. He commented on how that’s funny.

“Maybe it’s because I’m catering to your every whim,” I suggested.

“Yes. Maybe that’s it. Now remember what makes me hard,” he says with a grin. We are definitely people who are wired a bit differently when it comes to sex.

We were slowly making our way to the bedroom and I hadn’t had a chance to make up the bed yet. I needed to move pillows around, take the blanket off, lay the throe down. I point this out just as he lays down on the bed with his laptop. “The things I do for you,” he grumbles as he gets back up. I laughed and said, “Oh yes, you get up and allow me to make your bed.”

Needless to say my collar was not on yet. We both chuckled.

Everything settled, we lay on the bed. He rolls over from looking at the laptop and is face to face with my tit. He starts sucking on my nipple and does it so well. He doesn’t just latch on and suck like some guys do, he licks, sucks, tugs, swirls his tongue over it. He varies it enough that it’s nothing but exciting. I close my eyes and get all sorts of turned on.

He has me shift so he can reach my pussy and he slaps it, alternating with feeling around my cunt to see if I’m wet. I got really h0rny from the nipple teasing but, sadly, not wet. He sucked on the other nipple and again I was lost in reverie although somehow a little bit less this time. (I started analyzing how most guys suck nipples compared to what MasterDoc does.)

Enough of toying with my body – he had me suck his cock. As always I enjoyed it. I sucked it in deep and tried to make it touch the back of my throat. I do this for quite a while, and then he makes me shift so I’m between his legs. My mouth back on his cock, he laces his fingers in my hair and says he’s going to try a little bit of face fucking. I hold my head still and he thrusts a little into it. He’s relatively gentle, probably because we’ve never done this before. I gag a bit but manage to hold it in, and my mouth floods with saliva. I eventually have to take my mouth off to let the dam of saliva out. But I thought the whole thing was really hot: his using my mouth like an object, feeling his hands in my hair holding my head.

He fucked me from behind.  I had lubed myself up so I was ready. (The spirit is willing but the flesh is a bit dry.) After a while, he takes a break to deal with penis, which has started not to cooperate. I reach back and start stroking my clit at just the right time – he says he was just about to tell me to lick his ass to help get him fully hard again. I get really worked up stroking that throbbing, jutting clit of mine. My clit is fairly big without being very big. It’s not hard to find it, but it doesn’t resemble a small penis. He fucks me again. I get close to coming but alas the pain in my knees outweighs the pleasure eventually.

He has me get the Liberator axis and a blindfold. We put porn on the laptop and masturbate side by side. He gets on top, and I put the blindfold on. He fucks me slowly and deeply. The axis makes him get in quite deep without trying. He gets me worked up with alternating faster fucking. And suddenly, he tells me to come. I can feel my vagina of steel clamp down and his cock slowly pushed out. He slaps pussy, rubs clit with an index finger and I keep on coming. I squirt as he keeps up the teasing touches and I grasp his arm that’s beside me, supporting his weight, as I gasp and come. He gets his fingers poised at my hole. I so want him to finger fuck me, and I’m sure he knows that at those moments I ache desperately for it. He thrusts his fingers in and I come even harder.

I was in ecstasy. I could do nothing immediately after but smile at him goofily.

As I come to my senses I stroke his chest. He comments that I know how to make him feel good, and I was stroking exactly how he had once told me to remember. I start to think nasty thoughts. I think to myself that I actually want him to make me lick his ass. I’m at the point where I want him to make me do things I don’t like because, well, the power exchange involved would be hot. The act of licking his ass isn’t erotic for me in and of itself, but the idea that I’m doing it as a submissive, to please him, is hot. I play with cock and ass as he lays on the bed. I start to snuggle his tummy and chest and lick and kiss. He’s clearly enjoying this while I apply pressure to his perineum.  He gets up on hands and knees, still not sure if he’s going to have me lick his ass. He strokes his cock while I massage his back, then ass. I realize that he would like his ass licked, and so without even being told to, I take it upon myself to go at his ass with my mouth and tongue to make him feel good. He really enjoys it. And I think he was probably a bit surprised at how I dove right in; first nibbling one cheek, then the other, then pulling his ass apart so my tongue could reach the puckered hole.

He has enough my oral ministrations after a little while. (And I have the thought that it would be neat to get ice cream as a reward when I do it. *grin* I don’t say this while my collar is on -  it wouldn’t be appropriate at all.) I lube up my fingers and start to massage his ass. I gently work finger in, feeling the series of muscles as I make my way into his asshole. I push towards the prostate in the front. I think to also massage his perineum with my thumb while doing this. He seemed to really like it. I follow his directions to press harder on the prostate. A feeling of power comes over me as he grunts and comes.  Very strange when, within a submissive place, I found there’s a sort of power in being able to make him feel so good. I lay down with a self-satisfied grin after.

I have the bratty thought that it would be funny to offer him my finger to lick. I hold back because my collar is still on.

He asks me to heat a plate of food for him and in case you’re wondering, yes I did scrub my hands well before preparing his food. But I couldn’t resist, after my collar was off, pointing out to him that if he’s so sure that ass-to-mouth is safe, then it really shouldn’t have mattered if I prepared his food with my finger still covered in essence d’ass. He said, yes, that’s true. Perhaps one day if I’m feeling ballsy I’ll try this out.

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Think of all the poor Kuwaitis who can’t read my blog!

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The Pink Poppet has reported that she can’t access my blog from Kuwait. I have to admit, I’m kinda proud that the morality police should find me objectionable. I’m doing something right. I do find it sad though that adults in that country (and others) are not allowed to decide whether pornographic content on the internet is for them or not. No government should decide that for you.

I’m sure I could find stuff that offends me on the internet, but I don’t go looking for it. And if I did, and was offended by what I saw, I would be the person responsible for my actions. (I’m not talking about things that directly involve harm to children, like child pornography. I’m against that. But just like television and movies, there’s websites that are for kids and websites for adults. Kids have to learn to navigate in an adult world and move on to things that are age-appropriate for them. Parents are responsible for their children’s web viewing.)

Enough from my free-speech, librarian soapbox.

Spreader Bar

I usually blog things in chronological order, but this is an entry I took a while to get around to. It happened Tuesday afternoon, before I was pierced.

DeeDee got MasterDoc a couple of spreader bars. He used one on me that afternoon, and I was glad to get to use the leather cuffs I’ve had for a long time but rarely used. I couldn’t find one of the wrist cuffs, but we were just going to use the ankle ones that day anyway. I hooked myself up to it, and there is some give for me to get my thighs together because of the way the cuffs are hooked to the ends. He had me stand up with it and it’s very awkward to stand with your legs so far apart.

He had me get back on the bed, face down and legs spread. It was difficult to move with the spreader bar but I managed to get back on the bed. He caned my upper back for a while and he caned my butt. I’m really growing to like the cane. It’s sting-y, but he can vary the intensity of the strokes a great deal.

He placed the magic wand under my cunt and I ground my clit into the vibration. It was hard to get it at just the right point but I kept writhing to reach it. He continued to spank and cane me while he teased me with the wand and this made me so hot. He would sometimes take hold of the wand and press it into my cunt. Oh god, I thought I was going to come even without permission. I begged for orgasms but he said, “Not yet.”

He worked a dildo into me and I tried to figure out which one by how it felt in my cunt. I guessed one of the glass dildos but it turned out to be my acrylic wand. He fucked me with it while the magic wand buzzed away at my clit. He asked if I wanted to come and I was desperate for it. He told me to come. He fucked me hard with the dildo and pressed the wand against my clit. I should remind you that my legs were still held apart by the spreader bar. I gripped the bedsheets – even well after the orgasm had ended. It took a while to pry my fingers from their death grip on the sheets. He kept me coming for a long time and that’s another form of control – I come when he lets me, and I come for as along as he wants me to.

I sucked his cock for a bit and he had me get on top for a fucking. He used the riding crop on my ass a little as I rode him. The strikes of pain helped my pussy throb with desire even more. He called me whore and when I came he made me keep coming even after his cock got pushed out. I rubbed my pussy against his cock and I was so hot that I passionately stroked his chest, wanting more and more. But this greedy girl had to be happy with multiple orgasms that rocked her world. Poor me.

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Play Piercing

Last night I got to be play pierced for the first time.* MasterDoc made the acquaintance of a young kinkster who’s into piercing. We met up with her last week just to say hello and then last night she came over to MasterDoc’s place to pierce me. I was so excited!

Before

Before

Here’s my back before the piercing. The only marks there are light red stripes from the pressure of my bra.

The artist at work

The artist at work

Here’s the artist at work. Note the latex gloves. All safety precautions were followed. Please, if you’re going to play around with needles, learn the safety precautions first. An infection after the fact is not fun. My back was thoroughly spritzed with alcohol and it was allowed to try thoroughly – twice.

Needles in place

Needles in place

Here’s all the needles in place. MasterDoc did a few. He of course has needle experience from being a doctor, but doing it for fun was new to him. Two gauges of needles were used – 26g and 22g. With gauge, the higher the number the thinner the needle. Back when I had my nostril done it was pierced with an 18g. They would each warn me before sliding the needles into my flesh. I’d take a deep breath and sometimes let out a yelp when it hurt. Different needles felt different – the upper back was much easier than the lower back. MasterDoc mentioned that there’s fewer nerve endings up there. Some needles barely felt like anything, some stung for a while after the piercing. But like getting my nose pierced, it doesn’t hurt nearly as bad as the needle phobic would think it does. It’s a very brief pain. Endorphins started to flow and I tried to just lay there and enjoy the ride.

Pretty corset piercing

Pretty corset piercing

And then our new pal laced ribbon around the needles to create a pretty corset pattern. MasterDoc took the photos and I lay there for a while after enjoying the sensation. Only 12 needles were used and I’d like to try more next time. I think with more I’d experience more of an endorphin rush. The piercer enjoyed looking at her handiwork while I relaxed.

They took the needles out after a while – I’m not sure how long as I lost track of time. But the entire thing took less than an hour. I could feel the needles drag through my flesh as they were pulled out. But again, it only hurt momentarily. One or two bled slightly, but there was only a negligible amount of blood.

When I sat up, I felt woozy. It was definitely a “high” sort of feeling. I sat and had some water before we moved onto the next activity – MasterDoc gave me a sybian ride. You’ve all read stories about the sybian, this time was no different. I came hard and was lost in lalaland during the ride. I had to lay down after, and wow was that an intense evening! I could have used cuddles after but somehow they got lost in the shuffle. Being held after an experience like that would have been so wonderful. I slept well last night and my back feels totally normal today. (Note: In all fairness, MasterDoc threw his back out fixing the bed I was going to sleep in that night. He wasn’t up for cuddling because he was in pain.)

*At Floating World I had an experience with piercing, but not quite what I wanted.

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Polyamory and Communication

This post is long, and it’s not sexually oriented. But if you’re poly or interested in poly you may find the thoughts interesting.

When people talk about how important communication is to polyamorous relationships, I think most of us don’t quite realize what that entails. However, NOT communicating is the fastest way to ruin things. I have a hard time opening up, and that’s made things with MasterDoc sometimes more of a struggle than they should be. I’m thankful he’s patient with me and that he’s good at pulling things out of me. I don’t know that I realized when I started out as poly that the communication would have to extend sometimes to your partner’s other significant others.

Since MasterDoc started seeing DeeDee things have been a bit bumpy. It’s not a black and white thing, it’s not that she’s a problem. After all I like DeeDee a great deal and like spending time with her. I will chat with her online independent of MasterDoc. She has always been entirely respectful of the existing relationship between me and MasterDoc. But it does seem that when she’s around, I tend to get depressed and bothered about things. It’s not her fault, and the tough thing has been making sure that I let her know that.

We all have our insecurities and personally I have a closet full of them. An only child until I was nearly 11, as soon as my brother appeared on the scene he was a very ill little baby and so I was completely pushed to the side. Thus started lifelong issues with abandonment – or fear of abandonment. At 11 I was emotionally left to take care of myself, and as a shy kid already tending towards depression issues, this was too much for me. I also have issues over being possessive sometimes. Several months after my brother was born, he got moved into my bedroom and I shared a bedroom with my mother for the two years I was in junior high. If you’re thinking that’s one of the WORST times in a young woman’s life to have no privacy and share a room with her mother, you’re right. My brother not only took over everyone’s attention, he also took over my physical space.

These issues, and the wounded 11-year-old inside me, come out when I fear that I’m being replaced. It’s not been a rational fear, but then many of my fears aren’t rational. At times lately I’ve panicked, worried that DeeDee was more interesting, newer, kinkier, more fun to be with. I’ve gotten very depressed thinking that I’m going to be abandoned. I’ve had intense fears of being replaced. I’ve had fears that somehow my relationship with MasterDoc is not special because he’s spending time with someone new.

MasterDoc has reassured me multiple times that this is not the case. And it is totally clear that DeeDee is not trying to set up such a situation. But when she’s around I still find these insecurities being triggered.

Communication

Opening up the lines of communication, even just a bit, can work wonders. Last night after I got all depressed and needed attention from MasterDoc, DeeDee started feeling vulnerable. Luckily, she’s better at voicing her concerns than I am, and the three of us had a talk where she voiced her anxieties: she’s the newest and therefore would be the first one ditched if there was trouble, I’m a younger woman – and I can speak from experience that younger women always seem threatening to older women. I’ve seen this just in my own insecurities early on concerning MasterDoc’s 21-year-old submissive. She’s young, and in our society we’re told that of course she’s more desirable. So even though I’m younger than DeeDee I too have felt the anxiety over not being the younger woman. The conversation became funny when I voiced that my issues were kinda the opposite. I figured that since I’ve been around a while I’m old hat and boring and she’s new and interesting. I worried about being replaced. We both had to laugh because neither of us thought the other had a rational fear going on. And it’s kinda silly that we’ve both had the same fears. And they originate within us and our psyches, because MasterDoc has certainly not indicated to anyone that he’s even remotely thinking about ditching anyone. Quite the opposite.

This morning we got to talk more and I’m confident that the three of us can make things work. We all like each other, and we all want things to work. I’m going to work on voicing my emotions calmly and early on (before they reach a rolling boil inside my head). I’ve got deep seated issues to work out, but I want to work them out. And I’m not someone who thinks that struggling and feeling uncomfortable are necessarily bad things. They’re part of life. And through struggle I will grow. I want to have MasterDoc and DeeDee in my life and happy. And I want myself to be happy. It will take a lot of communication and figuring things out but when something’s valuable you work for it.

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Review: SLUT Impression Paddle

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The 12″ SLUT impression paddle intrigued me from the first time I saw it. How enticing to get the word slut imprinted on your ass when spanked! The word is cut out in reverse, so when it comes out as a mark it’s going in the right direction to read it. (There are also similar paddles with other words such as “ouch” and “boy.”)

I was skeptical at first of the paddle actually making an impression. I tried it out first on my inner arm and after a few seconds a clear, red, impression of the word slut raised on my arm. This was from a fairly hard hit. Later, MasterDoc used it on my ass, but it didn’t really leave an impression. We talked about it, and he (in his doctor’s opinion) thinks that some people have the type of skin that would show the impression, but unfortunately I’m not one of them. (I’m not sure how you would tell ahead of time if you are or not. I would think that very pale, easily mark-able skin would be ideal. While I’m quite pale, I rarely ever mark on my ass.)

However, this leather paddle does serve its purpose of paddling you quite well. You may not end up with the word slut on your ass, but you will end up with a red ass. As a general paddle, it’s quite satisfactory. And the side opposite the cut out word is smooth leather – so if you’re looking for a leather paddle this fits the bill quite nicely, and it’s not expensive. It’s black leather, with a red piece of paper sewn between the two layers so you can see the cut out easily.

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