Monthly Archive for August, 2009

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The Night of the Four Orgasms, Part II

Published on August 19, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, bdsm, bisexuality, blow jobs, horny, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, porn, sex, shio, squirting, submissive, sybian and threesome. 2 Comments

I joined them in the living room, and MasterDoc had me get on my knees again and suck his cock. He had DeeDee find some porn on the computer, and she found a really fun one featuring a fucking machine that included jets of water. The lady in the video certainly seemed to be enjoying herself! Even though DeeDee was being punished, MasterDoc was affectionate and kissed and caressed her. He just didn’t give her any genital stimulation.

My first set of orgasms (as it was more accurately a set of multiple orgasms rather than just one) was pretty amazing to watch. After I got MasterDoc’s cock hard again he had me head back into the bedroom, and he fucked me from behind. Oh god, I was so horny and so happy to be fucked. I hadn’t been fucked in over a week. The hot porn played in the background, and MasterDoc had DeeDee come close to him for a kiss while he fucked me. (Yes, MasterDoc is a very lucky man.) He fucked me hard and soon I was begging to come again. He had me beg for a little while, and then he fucked me good and hard as he told me to come. My muscles didn’t push quite as hard as usual (I was paying attention to them in an attempt to keep him in, although I wasn’t letting it hold me back from coming since MasterDoc hadn’t told me to do that) and his cock kept fucking my hole. My head was up in the clouds as I came. He had me fall forward and rest, and he suggested that I get a sybian ride next. Oh my. I know that if I was in DeeDee’s position I’d be so hot and so raring for an orgasm myself.

I rested a bit on the bed, and they went off into the living room again. I turned to look at the porn and got caught up watching it. I brought the laptop out to the living room with me and complimented DeeDee on her taste in porn. MasterDoc had me set up the sybian, and I find that lately I’m really happy with just the flat top attachment – for me it’s the clitoral stimulation that gets me off.

So I knelt over the sybian, MasterDoc in front of me with the controls in his hand. I had my gag in so I wouldn’t disturb the neighbors when I came.  He teased me for a while, working me up. I’d close my eyes uncontrollably, and then I’d pry them open to look into his eyes pleadingly, begging him to let me come with just my eyes. He pointed out the look on my face to DeeDee. Suddenly, he let me come and I convulsed in orgasm. I fell forward into MasterDoc, who held me, and my face was by his right shoulder, on the side where DeeDee was sitting. My eyes rolled back into my head, my hips bucked involuntarily over and over. I screamed through the gag. Jesus, he had me come over and over again. This was the third time that night I had a set of multiple orgasms, and I felt so lucky to be the recipient of such pleasure. Early on while I was coming on the sybian, I squirted a whole bunch all over the machine. I had to mop it up after – the spray of my juices was everywhere.

We relaxed for a bit, watched the porn some more. I eventually climbed off the sybian and lay on the floor for a while. I joined them on the sofa, and MasterDoc cuddled with DeeDee while we talked. He started to ask me if I wanted to fuck again. My god, I couldn’t believe my luck. Hell yes, I could go for more fucking!
To be continued….

The Night of the Four Orgasms, Part I

Published on August 19, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, Uncategorized, bdsm, bisexuality, bondage, cunnilingus, cunt, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, poly, restraints, sex toys, threesome and vacation. 0 Comments

The original plan for last night, was that I’d be home, and MasterDoc would spend the evening with DeeDee – giving her an evening alone with him. She has expressed an interest in being an additional submissive of his rather than just a playmate. But since she recently made a big mistake that greatly displeased MasterDoc (further details withheld to protect the guilty) he decided that, to punish her, he’d have me over and show her all the orgasms she could have had if she hadn’t messed up.

While I don’t take joy in another’s mistakes, I certainly wasn’t upset to know that I was going to be the recipient of many orgasms. It was nice to see DeeDee again, I’m very fond of her, and she, MasterDoc and I enjoyed some sushi for dinner. After dinner, they both bathed and it was off to the bedroom time.

MasterDoc used the underbed restraints to secure me to the bed, which was what he had originally planned to do to DeeDee. He gagged me with my bit gag, and my collar was on. He had her mirror his moves and they each took one side of my body and played with it – caressing, kissing, sucking on my nipples. It was luxurious having two people pay such attention to me. It ended up being lighthearted, so MasterDoc took my collar off so I could feel free to giggle along.

He got between my outstretched legs and began licking my clit. I thought to myself, “Wow he’s going to get her to do that to me next.” I wondered if she was ready for it as she’d never gone down on a woman before. But DeeDee is adventurous and she immediately took her place between my legs when MasterDoc asked her to. She gently licked my clit up and down, and sought out feedback on her technique. We discussed how holding the labia apart is beneficial so you can get better, more direct access to the clit. When DeeDee declared that it’s hard work (her tongue was getting tired), MasterDoc pointed out that you vary the tongue movements and you make use of your lips to give your tongue a rest. She caught on quite quickly and I was thrilled to be secured to the bed, spread eagle, and having two wonderful people work me over.

MasterDoc got the acuvibe and played with it  against my labia and clit. He’s very good at varying the vibrations so that it tickles my lips at one point, then he presses it against my clit and I start grinding my hips against it and moaning. He alternates movements, so that I’m brought up to the heights of arousal and then slowly slid back down the slope of the peak. The acuvibe began to lose power (the one drawback to it) so he had DeeDee hand him the magic wand. Rowr. She continued to stroke my body and play with me while MasterDoc went to town on my pussy with the magic wand. He had removed the gag by then because it was hard for me to talk and be included in the discussion. Although it probably would have been best if I had it in my mouth when he brought me to orgasm. He teased me quite a bit, and my hands clutched at the restraints holding my wrists down. I spread my legs as far as I could with my ankles in bondage. I slipped into a reverie, my vibrating clit being the focus of my concentration.

One of the lovely things about women is how soft they are, and their touch is usually softer than a man’s (their kisses also tend to be delightfully soft). So while MasterDoc teased me mercilessly with the magic wand, DeeDee’s soft hands stroked my leg, the area of my hip joint (where it’s very sensitive), my breasts. Oh I was very, very lucky. Everyone should know pleasure like this at some point (hell, at multiple points!) of their lives.

MasterDoc told me to ride the edge of orgasm, so I did, because I know darn well that when he wants me to do that, I should be ready at a second’s notice to come. I get extra aroused because orgasm becomes imminent. When he gave me permission to come, I was thrown into an intense orgasm. My limbs tugged at my bonds, and my torso curled upward. I tried controlling the noise I was making, but I’m certain I was still making quite a racket. He kept pushing the vibe against me, and turned it up to the second level of vibration at one point. I came and came – oh Jesus it was absolute ecstacy. Like the greedy slut that I am I kept coming for as long as he would let me and I was exhausted when it was over. One of my ankles had pulled free from the cuff that held it, but certainly with three limbs secured and intense orgasms wracking my body, I wasn’t going anywhere!

They undid the cuffs and I sat up, and immediately got a headache. I lay back down again and the headache subsided, I was left to rest while they went to the living room.

Beat Me til the Endorphins Flow

Published on August 18, 2009 in D/s, Uncategorized, anal, bdsm, blog, cunt, flogging, kink, masochism, masturbation, poly, sadism, spanking, stress and vacation. 3 Comments

I’m enjoying a staycation this week, mostly knocking about the local area and crashing at MasterDoc’s. I thought I’d be home half the time, but I’ve ended up at MasterDoc’s more than I thought I would. I took myself out for afternoon tea today, and it was a lovely way to spend an hour (while reading). Today has been fairly relaxing. I’m going to do a little cleaning around MasterDoc’s, but nothing terribly taxing.
I had a hard time yesterday; Davey and I are having issues in our relationship and we had a difficult talk the night before. I don’t want to go into detail here, but I’m hoping we can work things out. Talking with MasterDoc and getting cuddles from him yesterday helped me get some focus on the issue. Plus, he gave me a beating I sorely needed.

Last night I was interviewed by The Oh Team for their online radio show. I’ve never been interviewed like that before but I had a good time and it was easy to talk since the topic was sex. Their podcasts are available free on iTunes, so be sure to give my episode a listen when it becomes available (8/17/09).  During the show, the hosts remarked that I should be spanked for having not listened to any of their shows before going on. I didn’t quite notice, since I was focusing on the interview at hand, but MasterDoc (who had been listening to the broadcast in the next room) ducked his head in and swung his hand back and forth, miming giving a spanking. Hee hee. I did point out to the hosts, however, that I was getting a beating that night from my Dom, if that made them feel any better.

So after the show, me and MasterDoc met up in the spare bedroom. He was feeling sorta cuddly at that moment so we cuddled for a bit, but he did manage to psych himself up for giving me a beating. I was definitely overdue for one – I’ve been out of sorts lately. The beating was fantastic – hands and floggers and the mean strap. He’d start out light, at a level where the beating is more like a massage, but then work up to something more intense, and the pain would start. He takes me into the pain zone, keeps me there a short while, and then backs off to a tolerable level. He’s very good at telling when I’m reaching my limit – I make noise when it hurts too much. Up and down the level of intensity goes until I’m in another place entirely – not only in my head, but I’m very much in my body as well. The outside world ceases to exist – it’s similar to meditation in that way.

He had me flip over and sit up, and he flogged my breasts and inner thighs. He snapped the flogger hard against my left nipple around three times, and the pain was something else. He took a moment, reminded me to breathe deeply, and then he flogged some more. It’s funny, when something really hurts I want it to stop, but then if he did stop, I think I’d be terribly disappointed.

He had me get back on hands and knees and beat me some more. I think I had fallen into the rhythm of the beating by this point, and mostly surrendered to whatever pain it brought me. He told me I could play with my cunt, so I did. I wasn’t sure if I could get my arousal up to a point where I could come, but then he prodded me, by telling me I could continue or stop. When given the choice I opted to continue – somehow his suggesting I stop suddenly turned me on to no end and I wanted to come. I rubbed my clit furiously with my right hand while supporting myself on my left arm. He beat me some more and the beating brought me even closer to orgasm. He gave me permission to masturbate to orgasm if I liked and hitting me just intensified rush of pleasure in my clit. The hitting helped me reach orgasm, and I was happily surprised to reach it that way, since I’m very much used to having a vibe on my clit and not using just my hand to get off. I stroked my clit feverishly as I came, I could feel my diva cup inside me as my vaginal muscles clenched around it. (I have my period.)

For once I didn’t keep going until he had to tell me to stop, I wound down slowly and brought my hand away from my clit. MasterDoc told me I could fall forward and I lay on my stomach, catching my breath and basking in the afterglow. He climbed into bed next to me, cuddled me, and I could feel the endorphins rushing through my veins. It was quite similar to taking a drug (like, say, ecstasy) and my mood was elevated and the feel of endorphins rushing around my body felt amazing. I wish everyone could understand how a beating can be soothing, invigorating, arousing and an act of love.

As an aside, at some point during the evening we commented on the idea of how I’ll be handy when MasterDoc is in his dotage and needs an adult diaper. Heh, I can’t remember exactly how we got on the subject, but it’s probably just as well I don’t share it. It dawned on me then, that a submissive would be more ready for such intimate care than, say, someone in a vanilla relationship. After all, in my vanilla relationship, if we use an anal toy, you wash it if it’s been in your ass. But in a D/s situation, the sub washes it regardless. After being so intimate as to wash your Dom’s anal toys, to massage his ass in great detail to help him get to orgasm, and even having had a bit of his poo on your finger after having it up his ass, you’re quite set to do something like change an adult diaper. While some vanillas do know their partner’s ass pretty intimately, I think that level is more likely to exist in a D/s relationship.

Today I have a small bruise on one ass cheek – it’s really a pity that I don’t bruise anymore. I think there’s also a small bruise on my inner thigh. But nothing like the colorful marks that were left when he first started beating me two years ago. (I still bruise easily on my arms and legs when I bump into things – I’m a total klutz – but my spanking zone doesn’t really bruise anymore.)

Extreme Restraints Wish List

Published on August 16, 2009 in contests and sex toys. 3 Comments

Ah yes, in order to enter BBG’s “grand fucking prize” drawing I have to talk about my extreme restraints wish list. Ooh, like it’s hard to get me to talk about sex toys. (Heh.) I had already set one up when I became an affiliate a while back, and it’s linked in my sidebar under “Wish Lists.” Should you ever feel inclined to get me a birthday present, or a Labor Day present, or a “Gee, Nadia, I think you’re spiffy!” present, please refer to the wish lists for my kinky heart’s desire. (And please use my link. Thank you.)

I’ve got 17 items on the list. What are they? (Direct links are on the wish list, I’m too lazy to cut/paste them here.)

1. The stainless steel twist dildo (aka the Njoy Fun Wand) Oh yes, Njoy toys – I lust after them.

2. The Grease Gun – wouldn’t this make anal sex so much more fun? Lube applied directly in your anus. Brilliant.

3. The Stainless Steel Groove Dildo (aka the Njoy Eleven). My god, what female-bodied sex blogger doesn’t want this? I mean, really? Holy grail of sex toys (next to the sybian I suppose).

4. Leather collar to wrist restraints. What can I say, I’m kinky. The idea of my hands helplessly held up by cuffs linked to a collar is hot.

5. Ring gag – This is one of those things I may turn out to hate in practice – I know that my biggest complaint about gags is how your mouth ends up uncomfortably dry. But it’s hot to have your mouth held open. So I’d like to give it a try.

6. Leather cupless corset with g-string. Sexy! Why wouldn’t I want this??

7. The Liberator Esse – the piece of Liberator furniture I want the most, although I’ve no idea where I’d put it.

8. Liberator Bondage Wedge/Ramp – I’ve got the wedge (with the scoop) but I’d like the ramp.

9. Spreader bar. At one point I was supposed to get one of these to review from another store. Very disappointed that fell through.

10. Strict leather split crop. I was given one for my 30th birthday and it went missing sometime early this year. I want a replacement.

11. Wartenburg Wheel – one of the most inexpensive BDSM toys you can buy- and somehow I don’t have one yet.

12. Strict leather fur paddle. Leather to pound your ass, fur to feel sensuously amazing stroked on your sore, red ass.

13. Spider mouth gag. Like the ring gag, it’s probably something I’ll ultimately dislike, but man, it’s hot.

14. Silicone red ball gags. Tantus makes this, and it’s a “Beginner’s Ball Gag” which I’d like to try since most ball gags hurt my jaw. This may be easier to wear.

15. Natural Rattan Cane. MasterDoc wants a cane. And it’s one of those toys I will probably have a love/hate relationship with.

16. Impressions paddles. What submissive wouldn’t want the word “slut” impressed on their ass? I mean, really?

17. Pjur Aqua Water Based Lube. Because you can never have too much lube.

BBG’s Blogiversary Contest

Published on August 16, 2009 in blogs, contests and sex toys. 0 Comments

Over at Bad Bad Girl (she of the fabulous tits and sexcapades!), she’s having a spectacular contest in honor of her third blogiversary. (One of these days I’ll offer a contest, I just can’t ever think of a good thing to do for the contest.) I will post again today, talking about my Extreme Restraints wish list (which I had already done!) in the hopes that I may win her Grand Fucking Prize – go check out her entry for details. There are also drawings for her “Big Bad Contest“. Details are:

The Big Bad Anniversary Contest-Drawings

I’ll be having 4 drawings, and one grand prize.  The Big Bad Contest Drawings will be out of one pool of entries and the Grand Fucking Prize will be from a different pool of entries (and detailed in another post all together) sponsored by eXtremeRestraints.com.

I will announce the winners on September 12th.  Good luck!!”

Drawings

Pretty cool huh?? I look forward to your posts and emails.  I also hope you take the time to enter the contest for the grand prize.  It’s big and awesome.

How to get an entry (you can do both):

1. Post the details of the contest on your blog, saying something wonderful about me along with the list/links of prizes up for grabs.  You will need this paragraph (from ‘Drawings’ to the last prize).  (you must leave me a comment here so I know you did it)

2. Email me a picture wishing me a happy blog anniversary I will post it on my anniversary.  badbadgirlx (at) gmail (dot) com  (Nudity is greatly appreciated)

See, I’m easy.  (As if you didn’t know!!)  I MAY add a third way half way thru, stay tuned for that!

Here’s the things up for grabs and the fantastic vendors who are supplying some of the best, coolest and my favorite items.

Listen to Nadia!

Published on August 15, 2009 in audio, blog and educatedsluts. 0 Comments

On Monday night I’m supposed to be interviewed via skype by the guys at The Oh Team. Not sure what to expect, as I haven’t had time to listen to their show (Yes, bad blogger!) but they contacted me after I announced my Educated Sluts list. Be sure to give it a listen. (I’m supposed to be interviewed in the second hour of the show – after 8 pm.)

Ch-ch-ch-changes

Published on August 15, 2009 in Uncategorized, bdsm, blog, dating, libido, new site, sex and squirting. 0 Comments

I’ve put off blogging this week because lots of work and tweaks have been going on with my blog. I gave my friend Max Malini free reign and he’s done tons of stuff to work on my site. Alas, in the shuffle a few entries have gone missing. I hope to get them restored. (Including my HNT for this week, which had some positive reactions. UPDATE: It’s restored but some recent comments are missing from the blog.) Hopefully I’m not getting terrible ratings in the 100 best sexy bloggers judging in the meanwhile. More changes are to come! You can now find me at www.diaryofakinkylibrarian.com as well as www.kinkylibrarian.net. No need to update links – forwarding works.

I’ve had a mostly quiet week, eagerly anticipating my vacation and Floating World next week. This morning I did a happy dance when I woke up to use the bathroom and discovered that my period had started. This means it will be done by the time I go to Floating World – I am thrilled!

I saw MasterDoc on Tuesday evening, and for once we had something that we don’t usually have – so-so sex. Yes, despite the sexual chemistry we usually have, we were both feeling a bit “off” that night and had a hard time getting into things. Eventually he did make me come with the magic wand, which was orgasmic and wonderful like usual (he seems to be making me come for extra long periods lately – hooray!). He fucked me from behind after that, and it felt wonderful, even if it wasn’t quite up to our usual level of sparks. I did, however squirt both from the magic wand and from being fucked. (So even so-so sex between us ends up being pretty damn good!)

I’ve been fairly horny this week, I think the hormonal shifts before menstruation have a lot to do with that. I get to see MasterDoc again all day Monday.  I can’t wait! I also feel like I could use a good beating. I have date number two coming up next week with the guy I had a good date with last weekend – and that should certainly be interesting. Stay tuned for next week to be much more exciting than this week was.

HNT – Beyond the Legs

Published on August 12, 2009 in hnt and photos. 1 Comment

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Insatiable

Published on August 9, 2009 in D/s, Uncategorized, bdsm, blog, bondage, horny, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, restraints, sex, sex toys, squirting and submissive. 2 Comments

I really am insatiable.

MasterDoc made me come with the magic wand (while tied down and gagged). I came so hard that I looked like I was possessed by the devil. He teased me a bit with it, raising and lowering my arousal so that it would drop off a little, and then I would come again. And again.

Later, he fucked me from behind after having me play with the acuvibe mini for a while. He teased me so much I thought I would explode. Between his cock fucking me hard and the vibe pressed hard to my clit I was desperate to come. But at the same time it felt amazing so I didn’t know if I really wanted to come and end it. He let me come, shoved his dick in me a bit more and then when my muscles clenched too tightly he used his fingers. Again, possessed by the devil time. As I came and convulsed my body inched forward on the  bed until my head was against the wall. I could feel myself squirt all over my hand and the vibe.

And after all this, after the amazingness of these orgasms – I still want more sex. I can’t imagine not wanting to have sex.

Damn.

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On another note, MasterDoc has sometimes despaired that I’m not very good at getting him pussy. I’m shy. I’m a spazz. I can’t even get a woman in bed for myself. But, BUT he noted today that I have finally succeeded in helping him in this area. How did I finally manage this, you ask? Through writing this blog. DeeDee read it and was chomping at the bit to meet MasterDoc. It’s like a big, long, testimonial. I’m glad I could be of service.

Dating

Published on August 9, 2009 in dating. 3 Comments

If my site goes funky over the next few days, it’s because work is being done on it. Hopefully this will lead to an even better experience for my readers.

Since I knew that I’d have a lot of alone time this weekend, I arranged for a couple of dates to keep me busy. I wrote a tiny bit about the one Friday night that was successful. The one Saturday night was a little less so.

It wasn’t a bad date by any stretch. The guy was nice, intelligent, not bad looking, good company, a reasonably decent kisser (but not exceptional) and pretty far left politically (like myself). I could conceivably date him and enjoy it. I made out with him, and I could feel stirrings in my crotch that could have led to sex if I hadn’t vowed to behave myself this weekend.

But he’s not poly, he’s a guy who recently ended a long relationship so he’s looking for casual dating just now. Now these things (poly/casual dating) are not mutually exclusive. However I do wonder what could happen if down the road he decided that he wanted more with me. Now that would put me in a real pickle because I sure as hell ain’t giving up my other relationships. I am definitely not going to be monogamous. My very first poly experience (before I knew the word/concept of polyamory) went badly when my first ever girlfriend decided that she wasn’t okay after all with the guy I had been dating for over a year before I met her. Things got really sticky. I didn’t want to split with either and in the end I ended up lying to her for a while – I was still dating him but said I had stopped. It was a very long distance relationship (New York – London) so it was easy to just sweep the boyfriend under the carpet when she came for a week-long visit. I do think this duplicity ultimately contributed to the downfall of my relationship with the guy – even after I had maneuvered things with the girlfriend where I got her to break up with me. (Man, when it comes to women I’m such a friggin’ guy.)

The other thing that made me less inclined to see Saturday’s date again is that he’s very vanilla. And while I don’t need kink 24/7 I would feel more comfortable with someone (like my date from Friday) who is kink aware and can understand aspects of the lifestyle. The clashing of vanilla/kinky eroticism has led to difficulties between me and Davey – ones that I still struggle with. I didn’t want to put myself – or another person – in that situation again.

So while I made out with him, I did end the date relatively early (I had been out late the night before and claimed fatigue). I kept putting off rejecting him throughout the date, but as we said goodbye at the train station and he asked if I wanted to see him again, I was honest. “Well, I’m on the fence because you’re really nice and I enjoyed spending time with you, but I think that I’d rather date someone who is actually poly and kink-aware.” He took it well, which speaks well of him. I made sure to add to his dating profile a nice rating, so that other women can know that he seems like someone who’s worth a try – just not someone who quite fits me.

Rejecting someone is so hard when they’re a decent person. If he were a rude lout it would have been so much easier to tell him – no, this isn’t going anywhere.