Monthly Archive for August, 2009

Introduction of The Cane

Published on August 30, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, Uncategorized, Vienna sausages, analingus, bdsm, caning, horny, kink, masochism, orgasm on command, phone sex, porn, sadism, sex, sex toys, slut, spanking and submissive. 2 Comments

I think I’ve mentioned this before, but MasterDoc will be traveling for much of September. (He’s taking advantage of JetBlue’s offer for unlimited flights for a month for $599.) I will see him roughly once a week – on the nights when he’s back in town to go to work. This weekend I’ve been trying to savor every second and get in as much kinky sex as possible.

I had to be patient through a football game on Saturday night, but the patience paid off. When MasterDoc had gotten himself settled in the bedroom he called me in. He had DeeDee on the phone and she was going to listen in. She suggested that he use the new canes on me – she had gotten the impression from this blog that I wanted that. And yes, it’s one of those things I had mixed feelings about – I wanted to feel the cane (the lightest one anyway!) but I was a bit afraid of it.

So he talked to DeeDee via speaker phone as he got me on the bed and warmed up my ass spanking me with his hands. I was eagerly anticipating the cane and once warmed up he gave me what I hoped for. He used it fairly gently, he later said that he used it at about 2/3rds of its potential. It left lovely red stripes on my ass which unfortunately I didn’t get to see. Some strikes were pleasurable, some made me squeal and pull back. But overall, I really enjoyed being caned. I’m sure it will be quite some time before I’m able to take the third cane we got – the thickest and sturdiest. We talked about this after, and I had to say that I’m sure that cane will hurt plenty, and like the sick freak that I am I will love it!

He fucked me from behind and made me beg for it. I was so horny and yearning to be fucked that I lost my usual shyness to say dirty things and I had no problem declaring that I wanted his cock inside me. He made me say that I’m a dirty slut. He made me beg for a while before he’d put his cock in. Instantly, I was hot and stimulated. I wish I could adequately find the words to describe a penis sliding into my aroused and engorged pussy. The thrill that comes from the feeling of it sliding in and touching the sides of my tingling cunt, filling me up.

He fucked me hard and smacked my ass a few times during. He did a lot of dirty talk – probably to make sure DeeDee had something good to listen to over the phone besides my moaning. I love when he talks dirty though. When I begged to come he made me beg for a moment and then let me come. At the sound of his voice telling me, “Come,” I am hurled forward into orgasm. I don’t know if I’m getting better at not squeezing his cock our or if he’s getting better at keeping it deep inside as I orgasm – but lately he stays inside me much longer than he used to. When his cock was pushed out he slapped my cunt while I kept coming. Lately he makes me come for so long I’m not sure I can keep coming at that point. Usually I’m having a hard time breathing, but meanwhile I feel absolutely amazing as I come hard.

I rested after coming and MasterDoc talked to DeeDee, trying to help her come. He made her watch some snowballing porn (i.e., women taking a guy’s come and passing it between their mouths). He had watched some earlier and that was what got me in the mood. It’s one of those things that I find disgusting on one level, but so frickin hot on another level. DeeDee did NOT sound happy about watching it and the idea that he plans to have her and I do it. He told her that she could come, but she’d have to do it while watching a snowballing porn. Ooh meanie! He’s done that sort of thing with me before (piss play). He’s skilled at desensitizing you to things you’re put off by. I start out repulsed by something, but after months of threatening to do it to me, I start to see it as erotic – BECAUSE it’s dirty, disgusting and therefore it’s fucking hot for him to make me do it. It’s very much a power exchange type of play.

On Sunday, I was still horny and I hoped that we might play a little before he headed out for the afternoon. He’s talked about canceling his cable and internet while he’s away this month, and I asked what we’d do for porn without any internet. He pointed out that he has dvds – and then impishly said he had the Japanese one with the Vienna sausages. Now, I’ve been teased with this story of the Vienna sausages since I started dating him. All I knew to this point was that the porn was really nasty and disgusting. He has a can of Vienna sausages on hand to tease submissives with. I finally asked him to tell me just what it was they do with the Vienna sausages in the porn. He asked if I really wanted to know, and he would be on the verge of telling me and then go, “Nah.” I ultimately begged him to tell me as my own thoughts of what it could be were getting pretty disgusting, and I really just wanted to know what the hell it was about. And he told me: in the film they put Vienna sausages up the submissive’s ass. Then they have her poop them out – and they reach in, pull out the sausages and have her eat them. Ewww!!! (No mixed feelings on that scene – I don’t want to do it!) I said that I thought maybe they put the sausages up a guy’s ass and made her eat them out of his ass. MasterDoc thought that was a great idea and I knew I’d made a big mistake telling him that. He started teasing me mercilessly. I tried to save myself by pointing out that I don’t eat beef, so therefore I won’t eat the sausages. He said, “Chicken Vienna sausages!” I said fine, if he could find some – thinking that’s something that’s just not made.

Oh shit. I was wrong. He found them online quickly. Shit. “Damn you amazon.com!” I cried. “Damn you!”

Luckily, the shipping for a case of them was nearly as much as the cost of the case of Vienna sausages. Phew. I decided not to hate amazon so much after that. But he searched further and there are other, cheaper, options for getting a hold of chicken Vienna sausages. Urgh. I now live in mortal fear of him getting his hands on some.

Ever since he played the snowballing porn the night before, I wanted him to come in my mouth. I mentioned this many times Sunday morning and eventually it sounded like I might get my wish. I wasn’t totally sure it would go the way I wanted it to when he took an extra bath to wash his ass extra well. I thought for sure he’d make me lick his asshole while he jerked off. I was in a very subby mindset that day, so I might have been less turned off about analingus than usual. He went off into the bedroom and told me that he’d call on me in about 15 minutes or so.

When he did call me in, he told me to put on my collar. I entered the bedroom, excited, and put my collar on. He looked me in the eye and told me to get in the right mindset. I stood with my hands behind my back and said, “Yes, Sir.”

“So you said you wanted my come in your mouth,” he said archly.

“Yes, Sir.”

He had been laying on his side, leaning a bit forward. At that point he rolled his body back a bit and revealed small puddles of his come on the Fascinator Throe. He instructed me to come over and lick his come up. I got on hands and knees on the bed and bent down, dragging my tongue through the drops of come. He told me he wanted to see at least one string of come coming out of my mouth but the drops would disperse in my saliva really quickly. I licked slowly and carefully. Upon request, I stuck my tongue out for him to see. He told me to go, “Mmm good!” and I did, with more enthusiasm than I once did. And he told me to swallow.

It hadn’t been quite what I fantasized, but being in a subby mindset I was happy for whatever he gave me. I was happy to be his cum slut, licking his come off the blanket. He had me remove my collar and we got up.

In the living room, he came over to kiss me, and I playfully stuck my tongue out at him – encouraging him to give me a deep kiss. He called me a wise guy and made me put my collar on again and get on hands and knees on the bed. He gave me some sharp whaps with the lightest cane. I’d whimper sometimes. It was short, and when he was done he had me take my collar off and told me, “Now, that wasn’t a punishment. It was a treat.” I said, “Thank you, Sir.” and was a very happy girl indeed.

I will miss him this month.

My mind is reeling with dirty, dirty things. I think I will spend a lot of time writing kinky erotica while he’s gone.

Friday Double Feature

Published on August 29, 2009 in D/s, Uncategorized, bdsm, bisexuality, kink, masochism, orgasm on command, sex, sex parties, slut, spanking, submissive and swinging. 1 Comment

Last night MasterDoc and I went to a couple of different parties – one was hosted by a local bdsm group at a bdsm club, and the other was a bdsm-themed party at a swing club.

We arrived early at the bdsm club and wandered around. I wore my new leather waist cincher for most of the evening. The cincher is a little like being in bondage all the time. There wasn’t really any playing going on and there were lots of single guys there. We hung out for a while, wandered the club and eventually settled in the back of the dungeon. MasterDoc had me lift my skirt and pull my panties down so he could bend me over a medical exam table and spank me. He used his hands and the riding crop – I had kinda hoped he’d try out one of the new canes we got last weekend. He worked at it for what seemed like a while, and I was definitely in subspace by the time the spanking was part way through. Much of the time, the pain was immediately sublimated into pleasure, other times, it hurt. It’s really interesting how the body/brain can process pain sensations in different ways. What hurts like hell one day can feel like a massage the next. My head was down the whole time, but I could tell that there were people watching my bare ass get spanked. I like knowing there’s a crowd watching, although I will generally keep my eyes closed. I was in a such a great space mentally that I didn’t really want the spanking to end. But end it did and we went off in search of food.

The food wasn’t quite ready yet, so we wandered around some more. At one point I sat down in a chair and MasterDoc sat on some bondage equipment, higher than me. At that moment it would have been so hot to have some sort of mind fuck domination thing – having him over me and me having to look up to see him was hot in and of itself. I was really into the Dominance/submission thing last night. I crave it lately. Earlier, when we were walking to the club from the car, MasterDoc would tell me crisply to watch my step at times, and I thought to myself that the way he said it was something I would take kindly to only from him. It someone else took control like that and took care of me I probably would have been miffed. I would have told them that I’m not a child and I can take care of myself walking down the sidewalk. But with him it was suddenly a part of our dynamic.

After the buffet at the bdsm club, the party organizer set up speed dating – the bdsm version. We entered as a couple. The first woman we spoke to seemed enthusiastic about play, but didn’t pick us when all was said and done. There were a couple of butchy Dommes there and I thought it would be interesting to be properly dommed by a woman. I’ve been the bottom for sub/switch women before, but I’ve never actually played with a Domme. But, the women we indicated we’d like to play with apparently didn’t opt to play with us. Oh well.

We went on to the next party, being held at a swing club we used to go to pretty regularly. There were a lot of people there but only a few playing. The host of the party said he had a violet wand and we both perked up. I’ve never used one before. I was told to remove my clothes and I lay down on a massage table. I was told to hold onto a metal square attached to the wand – when someone else would touch me, they (and I) would get a shock. Next the square was placed under my butt cheek and I was tapped with an all metal flogger – every touch would cause a spark, a tingle. I would shriek and giggle – it was somewhere between a tickle and a shock. The power was kept pretty low, so I’d be curious to see what it would be like a little higher. Sometimes it hurt. Bystanders started poking me on the arm to feel the electricity for themselves. It’s kinda funny how much it made me giggle.

After the host left us, I relaxed on the table for a moment. A young woman came over to us and said to MasterDoc, “She’s so pretty.” (About me) She was pretty cute herself and she was invited to touch me if she liked. She was a bit shy at first but soon was groping me. MasterDoc got the acuvibe out and used it on my clit. He teased me and I wanted to come soon enough. Our new ladyfriend wanted to bite me so after asking she bent down and bit my stomach lightly. She sucked on my nipples a bit and MasterDoc continued stimulating me with the acuvibe. Soon I was writhing and moaning and begging to come. He let me come, and jeez, I was like a mad woman. I was writhing on the table, screaming out, flinging my arms above my head and grasping the edge of the massage table. He kept the vibe on me and I just went from orgasm to orgasm – it definitely felt like forced orgasm as I was made to keep coming even when I was a little out of breath. Oh god, it was divine. Really amazing.

He had me get dressed and we wandered around a bit more. Our new friend wandered off herself. Eventually we came to settle in a back bedroom and MasterDoc was going to have me suck his cock and then he’d fuck me. But our ladyfriend from earlier found us, and she joined us on the bed. She wasn’t comfortable playing with MasterDoc but she was keen to play with me. Next thing I know she’s fingering me and I’m rubbing my clit. MasterDoc gave me a little face slap and after a while of letting things build up I asked to come – and I came really hard with her fingers inside me. Again, I was reeeeeeally happy.

After I had recovered, I turned my attention to the lady beside me. I started caressing her full breasts and she pulled her top down to expose them. With her urging, I pinched her nipples and sucked on and bit them. Eventually I put my right hand over her crotch and I could feel her damp panties. I played with her clit while continuing playing with her breasts. I figured that my advances were quite welcome, so I slid a hand into her panties to touch her clit directly. She was really wet.

I kept up my ministrations and soon had fingers in her cunt. She told me that she could take more than two fingers in her cunt, and I took the feedback as instruction. I worked first three, then four fingers into her wet pussy. I curled my fingers up towards her g-spot and stroked. Her vagina would contract, and then push out a bit and it was frequently changing. It was difficult to keep fingering her but I kept it up until my arm was exhausted.

Unfortunately, she hadn’t come by that time. And I was disappointing her by stopping. After a bit of a rest, however, I had her scoot over a bit so I could sit on her other side and use my other hand. I worked my four fingers in and out of her until she came. I could feel her vaginal muscles clench my hand as she came. She was a happy camper after.

She left us after a bit, and MasterDoc asked how tired I was. It was getting late, but I was still enthusiastic about fucking as we hadn’t done that yet. He fucked me from behind, and a small group of people gathered to watch. I was so aroused at this point that every thrust felt amazing. I begged to come and when I was allowed to, I came long and loud. It took a little while before my vagina managed to do the eject thing it does. MasterDoc then slapped my pussy to keep me coming and I came and came. Wow. Did I mention that I was really happy last night?

MasterDoc’s cock was still hard and so we fucked again, this time with him on top (and more people watching). I was off in another world. I came loud and long again for the fourth time that night.

We headed home, and I was so sleepy after the excitement of the evening. I felt into a deep sleep until the alarm went off to get me up for work the next afternoon.

Punishment

Published on August 27, 2009 in D/s, dom, horny and submissive. 2 Comments

If you remember back a week ago, before I went to Floating World, I was a badly behaved submissive and neglected to answer my cell phone when MasterDoc needed me. (Details at the end of this entry.) I knew that MasterDoc was displeased enough to genuinely punish me. He’s not someone to punish in anger (he doesn’t really do anything in anger – something I like about him a great deal), so he took some time to think about my punishment.

And on Tuesday he told me what he came up with – I’m not allowed to have sex with Shane for our next three dates. After two dates I can ask for a reprieve, but that’s how it stands right now. He figures it’s appropriate that since I was too busy getting dick to attend to him when appropriate, that I shouldn’t get any for the next few dates. It does seem like an appropriate punishment. Shane isn’t thrilled with this of course, and usually MasterDoc doesn’t mandate things that affect my other relationships. But I think spending more time getting to know Shane rather than fucking him is actually a good idea. I’m sure on these dates I’ll be horny, but perhaps it’s time I had a date where I don’t fool around.

Shane has tried to convince MasterDoc that only I should suffer – and that would mean I can’t have an orgasm but he still gets to fuck me. Bah! So far MasterDoc has not approved that. He also tried to figure out how we could have many discrete dates in a short period of time. No luck. MasterDoc had already clarified that I can’t do the old – have a date, say goodbye for a little bit, have a second “date”, say goodbye for a bit, have third “date.” The man knows my propensity for finding loopholes.

So I will be behaving myself – and likely this means less interesting posts. Oh well, you’ll still come back – right? MasterDoc will be traveling a lot this month, so things will be slow there – perhaps I shall have to actually write erotica for a bit.

HNT – Gloves

Published on August 27, 2009 in fisting, hnt and photos. 4 Comments

While shooting this photo with my friend, I came up with a mini-story to go with it: After fisting her friend, she lays down and rests, exhausted by her efforts and the fun they generated.

Happy HNT!

Impromptu Fuck

Published on August 26, 2009 in Uncategorized, blow jobs, cunnilingus, horny, non-monogamy, poly and sex. 0 Comments

Those of you who read MasterDoc’s comment on my last post may have wondered what exactly he was talking about. On Monday night I had a date pre-planned with Shane. It looked like it would be a non-sexual date because we didn’t really have anywhere to go, but at the last minute MasterDoc had to go out, so he offered his place to us. (I think he likes me being a slut.)

So I called up Shane as I left work and headed to the restaurant where we were going to meet. This was actually a good thing since he had some weird directions from google maps and I could step in and guide him better than the computer generated directions. We met up at the restaurant, switched to my car and went off to MasterDoc’s.

Shane was kind enough to help me bring up all the stuff still in my car from the weekend. So far he’s been an affable, decent guy. Of course he was delighted by the turn of events. I was glad too, as I’m sure no matter how much I told myself that it would be “good for us” to have a sexless date, I probably would have gotten horny and frustrated.

We cuddled on the couch, but soon he suggested I take my clothes off. He did the same, and we headed to the bedroom. We cuddled some more, but since we had a limited amount of time we soon got started. He went down on me – licking, fingering – getting me wet and horny. I reached over and played with his cock at the same time. Soon there was pre-cum seeping out of his hard penis. I pinched his nipples – something he really likes.

I sucked his cock for a bit, and Shane makes plenty of appreciative noises when he feels good. Guys: women like feedback too. Stoically silent may be your style but it helps to moan and gasp a bit when a woman (or a man) is doing wonderful things to your cock.

I got on top of him, and energetically rode. He encouraged me to come, and come I did. My vaginal muscles squeezed his cock as I shuddered and came. I asked him if he could come if I wasn’t busy coming (and squeezing the bejesus out of his cock). He said that it’s hard to come with the condom on – but immediately clarified that he was NOT suggesting I forgo the condom. However, he was enjoying himself quite a bit, so it was okay that an orgasm for him might not happen right then.

I rode him until I was tired out (which came pitifully quickly as I was tired from getting home late from Floating World the night before, and I hadn’t eaten dinner and was hungry). We rested – and it was too hot to cuddle too closely. I sucked his cock some more and he said that he’d like to come on my face – something he’s really into. Being a girl, I told him that I’d rather he came on my tits as I didn’t want to have to wash and blow dry my hair again that night. Ha ha. So he compromised and came on my tits.

We cleaned up, he had a cigarette, and then we left for dinner. We had a late dinner at a Mexican restaurant, and it was nice to sit and chat with him. Today we scheduled our dates for September, so I already know when I’ll see him next.

Floating World, Day Three

Published on August 25, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, Floating World, Uncategorized, bdsm, best sex bloggers, bisexuality, blog, blogs, bondage, cunnilingus, cunt, edge play, exhibitionism, kink, lesbian, masochism, non-monogamy, orgasm on command, poly, sadism, sex, sex parties, sex toys, sexuality, submissive, sybian and threesome. 2 Comments

After breakfast, the last day, MasterDoc and I went to the erotic hypnosis lecture. (I had developed a mini-crush on Lee Harrington the day before. I suddenly find myself attracted to butches and transmen when I wasn’t before. He is smart, funny and wonderful at leading a class… I’m smitten.) MasterDoc was hoping for a more detailed look at how to put a sub into trance, but I thought there was a good bit of info there. Next we went to the deep head space exploration lecture for a bit. I was tired and getting drowsy, plus the lecture seemed to get a little repetitive (a lot of stuff was also in the consensual non-consent class the day before). We snuck out early, got me a soda to wake me up and wandered around. MD went to check his cell phone for messages (keeping him apart from his Palm is a terrible thing). I went to vending and gave in to buying leather bondage waist cincher. I will try to get a photo of it on here in the coming days. I feel sexy in it and MasterDoc seemed to like it.

I got to meet Mollena, who I really wanted to meet. I love her blog, she’s an excellent writer and also does bdsm education (she did three classes at Floating World this past weekend). So I was all fan girl meeting her and when I told her I write Diary of a Kinky Librarian she stepped back, and bowed to me with arms outstretched above her head. I couldn’t believe it! I feel like I’m such a nobody and to have that reaction was really nice. She gave me a hug and I really hope I get the chance to hang out and talk with her at another event down the road. (I was hurrying off to a class at the time.)

I went to the managing a household lecture and picked up some tips and inspiration for being better at the service submissive side of things. After, I luckily found MasterDoc and DeeDee quickly – DeeDee had given in to buying a corset herself. MD said he wondered where I was and when I said I went to the household management class like I said I was going to – MD said he had thought it was a joke. But no, no joke. We went to vending at this time and he bought three canes as the deal was three for $50. We shall see how I like them when we try them out.

We went out for dinner, then back to DeeDee’s hotel room for a threesome. Since she hadn’t yet had an orgasm or sex that weekend, and in appreciation for giving MasterDoc and I time alone the night before, we focused on DeeDee (at least that was my inspiration). It was loads of fun. She lay on the bed naked between us. MasterDoc kissed her while I played with her nipples. I stroked her body as he went down on her for a while, and he popped his head up for a moment to tell me to be ready to take over. So when he finished I got between her legs and licked her cunt while he played with her upper half and kissed her. After a bit, I slid a finger in and stroked where I thought her g-spot was. (Yes, I’m a little clueless even after all this time – I estimate the location.) And later added a second finger. Her moans were enough to tell me I was doing a good job.

MasterDoc handed me the magic wand and I pressed it to her clit. She was in danger of coming (without having permission yet) and so I had to back off with the wand a little. MasterDoc got her on all fours and fucked her while I pressed the wand to her clit. She had to help reposition it a few times (you try keeping a wand on a clit that keeps moving as the woman gets fucked and you’re reaching around and under her!) She did get permission to come and came pretty hard. I really enjoyed watching and participating. It was all very hot. After, she said to me, “Nadia, you really know your way around a woman’s body!” So very nice to hear.

We got dressed and went to the play space (me in leather cincher and plaid schoolgirl skirt). MasterDoc’s sybian came out for the first time and we got it set up in the play area on a mat. I got to ride it first – the other two ladies lined up were nervous. I grinded my crotch into the machine as it vibrated against me. I begged for permission to come and was allowed to come right away. I came like a woman possessed. Jaw slack, moaning, screaming, crying out, “Oh fuck!” He kept me on there for a good long while and I came over and over again. He slapped my face a few times and I just loved it.

After me, another Dom’s sub had a ride. (He is the person who was at the party where I was assaulted who wrote to me via MasterDoc recently on fetlife to apologize for not speaking up. Anyway, we were friendly with him and his subs over the weekend.) She enjoyed herself, but didn’t come. She had gotten on with her panties on as it was that time of the month, and the lace fabric between her and the machine made the situation less than ideal. But she did enjoy it and wants to try again sometime. Her Dom cuddled her on the futon we had laid next to the sybian mat and I chatted with them while DeeDee got prepared for her ride. (This other sub is in library school – I ran into a fair number of librarians there!)

DeeDee received her first ride. It was fun to watch and MasterDoc motioned to me to get the paddle for him. He used the paddle a bit as she moaned and came. He handed it to me and had me paddle her butt as well. Then he had me slap her ass with my bare hand for a while. She was on the sybian a while and seemed to have a wonderful time. She also needed to lay on the futon and receive some after care. I cleaned up our stuff when it became apparent that no one else wanted to give the sybian a ride. (Their loss!) And I joined MasterDoc and DeeDee on the futon as I had very few cuddles that day. I was saying goodbye to MD and DeeDee shortly after that, and heading home. MasterDoc spent the extra night with DeeDee and took the train home in the morning.

Odds and ends: I loved how there was acceptance of so many kinks. There’s plenty of things there that I have no interest in doing (they just don’t turn me on) but people were free to do whatever they were into (within reason) fire play, pony play, age play, needles, blood, suspension, bondage, spanking, flogging, etc. etc. There was a diverse crowd there – women from Lesbian Sex Mafia, queer people of all stripes, straights, pansexuals, etc. and a great deal of acceptance for people being who they were.

We ran into some people we knew from around New York – the Dom that had come over months before with his three submissives – he was there with slave number one. I had hoped to run into someone I knew on fetlife who likes this blog, but she and I never managed to cross paths although she did run into MasterDoc in the hall at the hotel and introduced herself. It was nice to become friendly with that Dom who knew me from the bad party years ago. I saw Vera from FYN and chatted for a while. (And suggested that I can help write copy in exchange for product! I have copywriting experience.) We saw S’s daughter there (along with her friend the librarian I had a couple of dates with a while back who was with her when I saw her at In The Flesh). It was a little awkward as she’s not comfortable around MasterDoc (as he’s schtupping her mother and could conceivably tell her mother about her activities. Granted, her mother and her each know the other is kinky, but of course the details end there.) but she made a point to say hello to me when he wasn’t nearby. I saw MinaMeow and her girlfriend, and one woman Davey dates. I got to meet John Baku and remind him of the interview I did with him for Best Sex Bloggers that never got published. (He didn’t like how he sounded, and he’s not much for writing. I told him to let me know what he wants to say and I will work out how to write it. It’s not investigative journalism, more of a puff piece.) Anyway I’m not to worried about it at this point. It may never see the light of day.)

All in all, I had a good weekend, and I got home late on Sunday night. I was spent.

Floating World, Days One and Two

Published on August 24, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, Floating World, Uncategorized, anxiety, bdsm, blow jobs, edge play, emotions, exhibitionism, kink, masochism, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, poly, sadism, sex, sex parties, sex toys, shio, slut, spanking, squirting and stress. 1 Comment

MasterDoc and I got a late start leaving his place, so we arrived late at the convention center. The first class was in progress around that time, so we opted to wander the space and look around, check out the play equipment and briefly look at the vendors. Then we went to the hotel and got settled. We went out to dinner at a nearby Italian restaurant – I was wearing a low cut top by that time. My cleavage got some double takes at the restaurant. After dinner, we went back to the hotel and met up with DeeDee. The three of us went downstairs to the meet and greet in the hotel lobby, but none of us were very good about striking up conversations with new people, so we went over to the play space in the convention center.

Walking in was magical – it was like some grand, perverse, adult Disneyland. Huge suspension frames towered overhead, and the music added to the atmosphere. MasterDoc was being very attentive to DeeDee as she’s very new to all this; apparently (I know now) he was concerned that it would be overwhelming and freak her out. I however had a hard time with being relatively ignored despite realizing that yes, she was new and could use some attention. After all, despite my experience in bdsm and playing in public, I was overwhelmed by the sheer numbers of people around at the event. I had also earlier voiced my preference that he and I attend this event alone, since it was the first large scale kink event we had managed to get to. So Friday evening, I had a meltdown. I felt ignored and so frustrated with the idea of being ignored the entire weekend since I was the “experienced one.” I grumpily sniped at MasterDoc a bit and he pulled me aside to discuss the issue. He decided that the three of us would play, and the focus would be on me to help soothe my feelings of being ignored. Unfortunately, at this point I was in such a negative headspace that I couldn’t get into it. He had me lay down, naked on a futon and he and DeeDee played with my body a bit. Now, none of this unhappiness is personal to DeeDee – I like her a great deal; she’s a nice, smart, attractive lady who has always been respectful of the relationship I have with MasterDoc. I’m glad that she and I are becoming friends. The issue I was having was not her fault. MasterDoc tried to make me come with the acuvibe, but my head just kept mulling over how I felt frustrated that DeeDee would have to be included in everything we did that weekend – that I wouldn’t have the time alone to play or cuddle with MasterDoc that I wanted. And this alone time was important to me, because even though I’ve had a lot of fun with MasterDoc and DeeDee together, it does change the dynamics of the situation. So as this scene went on, I couldn’t come and when MasterDoc slapped my thigh it really hurt and I nearly started crying. I could not get into the right headspace. We ended up scrapping the scene, and walking around watching the various play going on around us. Back at the hotel, MasterDoc and I had a good talk.

Saturday morning I was feeling better, especially since MasterDoc had reassured me the night before that he and I would have some play time alone that night. After breakfast, we went to a piercing/needle play class. It was a 301 level course, but I hadn’t seen any lower level piercing course and I was really keen to learn about play piercing so we went. The demo model is clearly experienced in this sort of play as she never once cried out in pain as she got jabbed with needles, or the needles were twisted around in her flesh, or the inserted needles were pounded against by the instructor. People who wanted to got to don gloves and give it a try on the model – MasterDoc gave it a go. Being a medical doctor, he has experience using needles, just not in this pervertable way. I was keen to try it myself, but as a bottom. They lay me down on a table and prepped my arms with disinfectant. MasterDoc slowly pierced the flesh of my upper inner arm with a few needles. It hurt, but I could handle it. Then the instructor of the class came over and jabbed me with needles and thumped against the painful area with the needles still in. Yikes. For the rest of the weekend I referred to hear as the mean lady who had hurt me. (Grin.) I bled much more on the side that she did, and after a particularly harsh jab from her, I cried out, “Ow! Don’t let her do that!!” My arm bled a bit on that side, but I’m not fazed by a little blood. MasterDoc helped me clean up and recover after. I was a bit irked by the fact that the instructor was so focused on “Well this is a 301 level course,” that she didn’t listen when MasterDoc explained that while that’s true, I was totally new to needle play. He asked her not to get too rough with me and she didn’t listen. So much for consensual. Funny thing is, later on the side MasterDoc did bruised quite a bit and the other side barely did. But the other side still hurt more.

I did have some endorphins flowing afterwards, and I needed a bite to eat. DeeDee had joined us by this time and she had a protein bar in her bag which helped me come back down to earth. When I was ok, I left them to attend a panel discussion on how to make a living doing bdsm. MD and DeeDee went to “rope bondage for the knot challenged.” (MasterDoc is surprisingly not good with rope, by his own admission.) The panel discussion was lively and featured Dr. Clockwork, Lee Harrington, John Baku, Jay Wiseman and Nina Love. I was taken by Lee Harrington’s sense of humor and skill at leading a panel discussion.

Next, MasterDoc and I went to a class on consensual non-consent. I really liked how the myth of it being “the top can do anything they want to the bottom then and the bottom can’t safeword” was dispelled. Still, I’m curious about some consensual non-consent play. I need to explore why I’m interested and discuss it at length with MasterDoc before we do any.

We three had dinner and then went back to hotel for a nap and shower. DeeDee opted to stay in so MasterDoc and I could have some time alone – which I really appreciated. He and I went to play space and wandered around, watching the various play going on. I felt anxious to play and when MasterDoc commented on that choice of words (why not “eager” he asked) I explained that large crowds make me feel socially ill at ease and if we were actively playing I wouldn’t feel that. I wore a hot outfit that night – plaid schoolgirl skirt, fishnet stockings, red bra with black mesh top over it and black waist cincher. For our first play, he spanked and paddled me as I knelt on a futon. He had just bought a new paddle that day and this was the first time he had tried it out. I like it so far. He gave me a good hard spanking and then made me come with the acuvibe. After a short break, I stroked and sucked his cock to hardness (no penetration without condoms in the play space at Floating World, so I couldn’t just suck him hard w/o the condom on.) When he was good and hard I rode him until I had an amazing orgasm. As I came, he slapped my face roughly and called me whore – oh boy did that make me come harder. Even after my muscles had pushed his cock out I kept coming and convulsing as I lay against his chest.

We were both hungry by this time, so we went to the midnight buffet. Unfortunately this consisted of cold pizza and salad. Still, food was needed. We wandered around some more, watching. I saw some littles play and commented to MasterDoc how I don’t get it, but I did have to admit that it was cute when I watched it – just not what would turn me on. There were (human) ponies all dressed up, pulling carriage rides. I saw some beautiful suspensions. We looked for another space to play and pretty much everywhere was taken. Eventually I snagged another futon. This time he used the clover clamps on my nipples as I sat cross-legged facing him. Jesus do those things hurt. But I followed his orders to breathe deeply and slowly so I could manage the pain. I found that after a while the pain would subside and I’d feel all hot and aroused in my cunt. It would hurt again, however, and after a short while he took them off, having me take a deep breath as he released their grip on my nipples. Then he lay me down and used the acuvibe and archer wand (I love glass toys!) to make me come so hard I squirted and even dampened my skirt despite having pulled it up to my waist. He made me go back to the hotel with my skirt all wet – I wasn’t allowed to dry off all of my come.

After this wonderful evening, we went back to the hotel. At his suggestion I showered since I was more awake then than I’d be in the morning. We fell asleep and I slept soundly until MasterDoc’s alarm went off and he cuddled me to wake me up.

Shane

Published on August 24, 2009 in Uncategorized, blow jobs, cunnilingus, dom, non-monogamy, poly, sex, sex toys, shio, squirting and submissive. 0 Comments

I’m getting behind on blogging since I’m busy cavorting with the perverts at Floating World. But with a few spare minutes, let me at least cover my Thursday night.

I had second date with Shane, who I mentioned only in passing a couple of weeks ago (and not by name). Shane is the owner of a gaming store and a self-described alpha geek. I happen to like geeks (and nerds) and so when he wrote to me on a vanilla dating site I was interested enough to write back. It turns out he’s experienced in poly and in bdsm (in the top role) so he was certainly someone I could relate to.

We hung out at MasterDoc’s – the plan all along to get naked and fuck while MasterDoc was at work. (And of course MasterDoc knew about this beforehand and gave his consent.) We made out like teenagers until the food we ordered was delivered – and then took a break to eat.

After dinner, he got me naked and went down on me as I lay back on the sofa. As much as I like orgasm control, it is nice now and then being able to orgasm at will – I worry a little that I’ll lose the ability with being so used to requiring MasterDoc saying “come” before I can orgasm. He ate me out until I came for a while. Then we switched roles and I sucked his cock until he came.

Finally, I managed to drag him off to the bedroom where we fucked for the first time. I opted for him on top and we fucked like rabbits. I came a few times, and he declared that my pussy felt like there was a young boy in there “squeezing grapes” when it clenched around his cock. He managed to keep it in, but he says that he doubts he could come while I’m coming. Not a big surprise – my vaginal muscles are legendary.

The bedroom was warm as I had neglected to put the air conditioner on before he got there, so we went back to the living room to cool off and relax. We watched one of my Britcom dvds for a bit, and then went back to kissing passionately, which led to another sojourn to the bedroom.

We fucked some more, I rode him until I was worn out. He fucked me from behind for a bit, and again, my cunt was “squeezing grapes.” (I came probably 20 times to his twice. Hey, biology favors women in this arena.) After, I made him come again and let him come on the side of my face, because I knew that would send him over the edge.

We rested some more, and then I wanted more fooling around before MasterDoc got home – so we went to the bedroom and he went down on me some more, played with my clit and got out my Liv to fuck me with. I squirted at one point. Then, shortly after midnight I hear the door buzzer sound. Maybe it was MasterDoc warning us that he was home…. I realized that I should check my phone since I had left it in the living room and couldn’t have heard the ring – there were two messages from MasterDoc. Shit. I was in trouble.

I called him back right away and he was down stairs waiting for me to help carry some stuff up for him – especially important because his back had been bothering him all day. He expressed his displeasure – after all, I only needed to be available from midnight on. I knew that some sort of punishment would be forthcoming.

Shane and I hung out with MD for a while, and then I opted to sleep with Shane. In the morning, he woke me up earlier than I needed to be up because was looking for another orgasm. I sucked his cock and made him come on my tits a bit. We didn’t fuck since it was probably best if I was ready for fucking at Floating World that weekend. We went out for breakfast and he hung out a bit, then he got going as MasterDoc and I packed for Floating World. An official punishment for my mistake on Thursday night is still forthcoming. You can bet I won’t make that mistake again. MasterDoc is right, I’m his submissive, I should have been accessible to him.

HNT – Blindfold

Published on August 20, 2009 in hnt and photos. 10 Comments

I kneel before him, blindfolded. But I’m not nervous. I have a smile on my face.

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The Night of the Four Orgasms, Part III

Published on August 19, 2009 in D/s, DeeDee, bdsm, bisexuality, horny, non-monogamy, orgasm denial, orgasm on command, sex, sex toys and threesome. 2 Comments

We retreated into the bedroom again, and MasterDoc had DeeDee stroke his cock while he prepared me for fucking. He had me stroke my clit and he took some lube and rubbed it onto my pussy. When she had gotten him good and hard he asked me how I wanted it – on my back or on my knees. I opted for on my knees again.

I couldn’t believe my good fortune to be fucked again after the magic wand, fucking once and the sybian. What a night! My cunt was so sensitive by this time that I could feel every centimeter of his cock as it slid in and out of me. He fucked me hard again and I panted, moaned and hurtled towards orgasm. He let me come again, and for the fourth time I came and came. After a short while, I had to ask him to stop, “I can’t come anymore!” I fell forward onto the bed, spent. Whew. An amazing night. All those orgasms gave me the same sort of rush that I had the night before from the beating.

We relaxed some more, and MasterDoc told me to get the back bedroom set up with the magic wand. I had a feeling he was going to give DeeDee some orgasms too – despite her being punished, MasterDoc loves giving orgasms, so to not do it would be depriving himself of some fun. I had a feeling he’d relent and make her come. I cleaned off the bed, set up some pillows, plugged in the magic wand, put a condom over the head. When I got back to the living room he handed me his laptop and told me to set it up in the back bedroom. “Should I put some porn on it?” He said yes, and I took a few moments to select a bondage gang-bang scenario.

I was excited for DeeDee and glad that she’d get some release as well. While I was happy for my good fortune last night, I wasn’t taking any pleasure in her messing up and getting punished (yup, I’m not a sadist, although even I have my moments). MasterDoc indicated that he was going to spend some time alone with DeeDee and that I could go to bed if I wanted. I wasn’t ready for sleep, so I camped out on the sofa with my laptop. I smiled to myself when, a short while later, I could hear DeeDee coming. I also heard some spanking sounds and I was happy that she had some fun too. MasterDoc came back out after he had tucked her into bed (with a condom on his penis so obviously she got some fucking as well – whoo hoo!). I got to cuddle MD for a little while, before I got too sleepy and went to bed myself.