MasterDoc had a family issue to attend to, so he and I didn’t end up going to TESFest. I’m not as sad about missing TESFest as I am about missing out on time with MasterDoc. Hopefully I’ll see him tomorrow.
There’s another BDSM fest going on in August, and I was going to suggest to MasterDoc that we go (it’s even the weekend when I’m taking a three day weekend already!) but unfortunately the guy who assaulted me is one of the presenters there. Yup, just what you want, someone who can’t stop when told to teaching people about BDSM. I have zero respect for a so called Dom who can’t control himself. Particularly one who’s not man enough to admit to what he’s done and apologize. “Woops! It was an accident when I kept going despite your saying you were in pain and telling me to stop.” Funny how calling it an accident doesn’t keep me from being perpetually freaked out when the very idea of him enters my head.
And so I will avoid that gathering as just thinking about going has me feeling freaked out. The idea of being in the same room as him makes me shake inside.
Davey has a date tonight (Go Davey!) and so I’m enjoying some alone time. I did what girls usually do when alone (or at least what I have done for years), I played with makeup and played my karaoke games. I may surf on over to pornhub and see what kinky stuff they have posted since the last time I was there as I’ve been remiss in getting my weekly “teeter at the edge” masturbation session done this week. I hope everyone has a happy 4th.
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