Taking wellbutrin has certainly helped my libido. Hooray! Last night Davey and I had sex. Today I used my one “at will” masturbation session when I got home from work. I went to pornhub and looked at some of the bondage-related videos (they’re all so short though! The regular porn has longer videos). I thought this one was hot. Again, it seems terribly uncomfortable but nonetheless it’s hot. (Except the part where he puts the butt plug in her mouth. Eww.) It’s interesting that he has to do the movement because in that position there’s no way she can move her head back and forth to take his cock in and out of her mouth. So he gets her in this helpless position and fucks her mouth.
I got wet watching videos and then took my bullet vibe to my clit. I left it on the low setting in an attempt to get myself to come with less stimulation. I usually use it on the high setting. I got myself worked up and to the point where I could come and I did my best to ride that point. I find it hard to do that without decreasing my point of arousal, but I’m working on that. When I wanted to come I whispered to myself, “Please Sir, may I come? Please Sir. Please Sir,” over and over again. (That’s pretty hot if I do say so myself.) I had a false start where I had decreased my arousal enough that I couldn’t instantly come when I gave myself permission to. The next time I came hard enough that I was writhing around on the sofa and my pussy flooded with wetness. I could have stopped there (and honestly, I don’t know if my permission covers just one orgasm or more than one during a single masturbatory session. I guess I’ll find out when MasterDoc reads this.) but I switched the vibe into high speed and got myself to the edge again. This time I really rode it for a while, again whispering to myself for permission to come. It felt amazing! I was so unbelievably wet. And finally, I let myself come again and I came really hard, moaning out loud.
I felt so relaxed and hungry that I skipped doing yoga and made myself a sandwich. (Yes, Sir I will exercise tomorrow. I’ve done it twice this week – working out or taking my bike out. I’d like to take my bike out again tomorrow but I don’t think the weather will cooperate. Time for some yoga then.) I’m a happy camper. And just think, I should get more sex tomorrow and Saturday. I’m horny enough that getting some won’t dampen my enthusiasm for getting more. In fact, it will probably make me want more and more. Just call me insatiable Nadia.
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