I’ve heard through the grapevine that my friend was a bit disturbed when MasterDoc slapped my face at that party last week. I don’t know if she said anything, or if S. was just relating the look on her face. It’s funny, I’m so used to him slapping me now as part of our sex life that I don’t realize how it can startle people. Although startling a jaded crowd is kinda why he did it last week. I remember the first time he did it though, it was the first time he dommed me in front of an audience. I felt like I had been a bad girl and I didn’t understand why he was slapping me. He did it just once that day, and he gently stroked my face and said, “Just once.” as I gave him a hurt look afterward.
The funny thing is, soon, I was loving it when he’d slap me. I think with anyone in the past I would have been worried they’d leave marks on my face, but I trust that MasterDoc can hit me hard enough to sting, but not so hard that I’m marked. When we’re in the middle of fucking it can be so hot to have him slap me on the face a few times. It’s something I didn’t know I was into until I met him. It’s abrupt, harsh and so carefully controlled. He would never strike me in uncontrolled anger, and perhaps it’s being able to trust that that lets me give in and let him slap me whenever he wants without feeling the slightest bit unsafe. He’s always perfectly in control when he does it. And I like that. I definitely like my sex rough.
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