The other night Davey and I went over to MasterDoc’s after work. For a while now we’ve been talking about having Davey watch while MasterDoc doms me and the other night we finally made it happen. It was kinda strange having Davey watch, I had thought I’d be more into it and not as embarrassed as I was. But being lowly and humiliated in front of Davey was extra humiliating – far more so than doing it in front of strangers.
MasterDoc of course had me serve them all evening – getting drinks, making salad to go with dinner, picking up dinner, cleaning up the kitchen, etc. All that was fine, but then he had me do something he’s never done before. He had me eat my dinner out of a bowl on the floor, just like a dog. I was not allowed to use my hands, not even to turn the bowl. This was deeply humiliating, particularly in front of Davey. However, I did as I was told. (And despite, or perhaps because of, the humiliation I sit here getting horny writing about this.) They commented on how my face was red and wanted to know if that was because my head was tipped forward or because I was blushing. I’m not sure which but I definitely don’t rule out blushing.
I tend to mess up a lot and forget to add “Sir” to the end of things I say to MasterDoc while I’m in my collar, but usually he’s not too strict about it. However, he was more strict the other night. I don’t know if it was because of Davey being there or because he’s being more strict with me now as a rule. I’d guess the latter.
My pain tolerance was really down, so it hurt like a motherf%*$er when he dripped hot wax on my nipples and down in that sensitive spot by the thigh. He didn’t hold back on hurting me with Davey there, and Davey seemed to enjoy watching, even if he’s not one to do it himself. When we left, I turned to Davey and said, “See, you treat me way too gently.” But it’s just his nature to be gentle and loving, and there’s nothing wrong with that. Alas, it’s my nature to want to be smacked around and taken control of.
MasterDoc had me go down on Davey although Davey smartly pulled away when MasterDoc came back over to me with the burning candle. With my pain tolerance being so low he really ran the risk of me reacting badly while his penis was in my mouth. I’m a little fuzzy on details but I know that they took turns fingering me, took turns fucking me and eventually put me on the sybian. I was allowed to use the controller myself for a bit, but of course I couldn’t come without permission. MasterDoc took over the controls and told me to get myself right on the edge of coming…. and then he turned the machine off. I wasn’t allowed to come that night.
Now, I was supposed to see MasterDoc in a couple of days and Davey agreed to not have sex with me in the meantime and of course MasterDoc wouldn’t give me permission to masturbate in that time period either. The bad part, however, is that MasterDoc had to cancel because his back was bothering him, and my plans to see D.S. for the next day were canceled because he’s still sick, and now I’m home alone – Davey’s out on a couple of dates today. I text messaged MasterDoc after our plans got canceled last night and got permission to masturbate while I’m home alone today. I’m feeling really sexually unsatisfied at the moment. I’m not entirely sure that masturbation will take care of that. What I could go for right now is a good hard fuck where I’m allowed to come at will. It feels like it’s harder for me to come these days and while I think a lot of it is thanks to my taking prozac, I do wonder if some of it is because I’m so trained to hold back on orgasms. I’m also getting way used to having orgasms thanks to machines like the magic wand and the sybian, so I’m thinking perhaps when I masturbate today I’ll do it the old fashioned way – with my hands and only my hands. Just to prove to myself I still can.
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