Yesterday I got a call from the guy from Saturday night. He seems quite interested in coming back for more. I’ve told him that he has to get MasterDoc’s permission of course, as I don’t fuck anyone new without MasterDoc’s permission (unless of course it was going to be a swap with me and him and Davey and a lady friend of his, that’s my one loophole – my sex life as it relates to Davey is unregulated. I’m also allowed to have sex with D.S. For everything else, MasterDoc has control.) Last night MasterDoc called him but he only got voicemail.
I spent some time with MasterDoc yesterday, and while watching a movie he was suddenly inspired to go down on me. Mmmm. I couldn’t focus on the movie at that point. He got his fingers inside me as well and he could have easily made me come if he wanted to, but of course he was just having some fun with me.
Later he gave me a good spanking with my crop/slapper. It’s shaped like a riding crop but the end is wider and has two overlapping ends like a slapper. (Not to be confused with the British term slapper, of which I suppose I am one.) My pain tolerance is still up so the beating felt good and only really hurt now and then. My thighs are more sensitive than my butt, so slaps to either the backs or insides of my thighs tend to hurt quite a bit. He blindfolded me and spent a while hitting me, getting my butt all red, flogging me a little bit. He started hitting me quite hard at one point, and I’d flinch and pull away. He scolded me for moving and told me to keep still. I had to really work to keep my ass in place and just take the harsh blows. He’d slap my pussy at times as well, which made me want to flinch too. I really do get off on trying to take everything he dishes out. I realize my sexuality is definitely outside the mainstream, but I get off on submitting and being hurt. I don’t understand why I get off on it, but I know that it’s always been a turn on for me.
MasterDoc had me suck his cock for a while and I got it all wet and slippery. In the end, I didn’t have an orgasm or get fucked last night. But as a good sub I didn’t complain. I was actually more in the mood to be beaten so it worked out well after all.
This morning, MasterDoc got a morning hard on. He had me suck his cock for a while, getting it really hard and then he had me put a condom on, slap lube on myself and get on top (that’s right, no foreplay for me, although going down on him got me hot). I was very happy to get fucked. He joked about being lazy, having me do all the work but then said, “As long as you get my cock in you you really don’t care, do you?” And of course it’s true. I had one of those moments when I realized just how much of a slut I am. But you know, I don’t think of it as a bad thing. Yes I’m extremely easy, but I do it, mainly, because it gives me pleasure. While I enjoy being used by MasterDoc it’s something that I do out of choice, out of a desire to enjoy my life to the fullest, not out of something lacking. I’m a feminist at heart and my pleasure is the key, although sometimes my pleasure is to give others pleasure and be used sexually. I’m easy because I enjoy being easy. People like to paint sluts as being low in self-esteem, but when my self-esteem is low, I just withdraw from the world. I don’t go around fucking. When my self-esteem is high I’m the biggest slut on the planet.
We fucked for a while this morning and it felt wonderful, but again I didn’t get to come. I had to get ready for work so we didn’t have a lot of time. As usual, I’m annoyed that work has to get in the way of my sex life. lol But I can’t be a slut ALL of the time.
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