I had a very good time playing with MasterDoc yesterday. I was lucky enough to have a free morning to go over to his place and play. I’m a bit tired after all we got up to (that and working late last night). *grin* I’m very happy to have found this situation – a Dominant who can inflict pain on me at one point and then later be silly and cuddle. It’s just what I was hoping to find for a long time. Part of the attraction to D&s for me is pleasing the Dominant and it’s nice to be cuddled after you’ve tolerated pain to please your Dom. I like being told I’m a good girl for what I’ve let him do to me.
I wore a skirt as he had requested, but he gave me a hard time about the fact that it was a denim skirt (I’m always in jeans!). I pointed out that it’s just about the only short skirt I have so it wasn’t me being passive-aggressive. Instead of things that leave bruises, yesterday he used non-marking forms of pain – the TENS unit and hot candle wax. I had used a TENS unit years ago to help deal with back pain, but other than playing around a bit with how high I could tolerate it on my back I didn’t use it in a D&s way at all. Having the electrodes on either side of a nipple, however, is a whole different ball game. I went down on him as he played around with the pulse intensity and frequency of the TENS unit. I had to be very careful not to react by bitting down when things got painful. A few times it was really intense and I cursed out loud over the pain. Somehow I seem to bring out a sadistic part of his personality as he apparently really enjoys hurting me. I’m not a pain slut, so I can’t tolerate as much pain as someone who’s really into it. I find that during the intensity of the pain I’m really unhappy with it but later on I’m happy to have endured it and come out okay. It’s like a badge of honor to put up with whatever he can inflict on me. Granted, we all have our limits and mine are pretty low compared to some others.
I can usually take hot wax but he has this skill for finding the most sensitive spots to drip it on – right on that delicate bit of skin where the hip meets the thigh. Youch. And as the wax takes a moment to cool it continues to burn for a moment. I was tied down and gagged (and blindfolded) for this part and I found myself banging on the floor when things got too intense. He put electrodes on either side of my clit and surprisingly it wasn’t as intense as the pain on my nipple, until he pushed down on the electrodes that is. Ow. He pondered why this was as I’m sure he’d like to figure out how to make it hurt more next time.
He fingered me to a fantastic orgasm and unfortunately my instead cup slipped out of place, leaving a bloody mess as I have my period. Luckily, as he’s a doctor, blood doesn’t freak him out. It just meant I had to rinse out the sheets after.
We took a break for lunch and I was ravenous. I stayed completely naked during lunch (obviously we ate in!)
After lunch, I spent more time attending to his cock and luckily for me he decided to fuck me. (Hooray!) I was down on all fours on the floor and taking a pounding from behind. Unfortunately on one stroke he pulled out a little too far and ended up bending his penis as he thrust back in. (Ouch!) But he took over fucking me with his fingers and he had me screaming and moaning in intense pleasure.
We took a break and cuddled on the bed. I love cuddles! Kinda funny how one person can want to be tortured and cuddled in equal amounts. There was a little time before I had to leave and so he sent me back into the living room (scene of most of the activities) for a condom and a toy and I smartly grabbed the lube as well. (I wasn’t my usual wet, slippery self, possibly because of my period/the instead cup.) I got myself warmed up with the vibrator. We fucked in the bed and it was the closest thing to vanilla all day. I wasn’t quite as passive that time as I am when I’m submitting. (I’m like a rag doll. lol I just leave myself open to whatever the Dominant wants to do to me. I like being used. I’m definitely not the brat type of sub.)
I didn’t want to leave, I wanted to hang out more, but alas I had to get to work. I found myself in a very happy mood that afternoon. It was like a mild high from having gotten up to so much naughtiness that morning. It was hard to change my mindset from slutty sub to miss librarian and my mind kept wandering back to the events of the day.
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