TGIF

A couple of hours from now my weekend will start. Hooray! Tonight I’m planning a quiet night in with Davey, tomorrow I have plans to play with MasterDoc for the first time and then on Sunday N. makes a reappearance. He contacted me… go figure. He had said he was free Saturday and I was overjoyed to be able to tell him that, oh my, I have plans already. (In other words, I’m not at his beck and call.) Davey then bet me that since I was only free on Sunday that N. would make time for me that day. I took the bet, not having faith in N. and alas, I lost the bet and now owe Davey a cup of coffee at Staryucks. Oh well! Maybe my two weeks of little contact with N. and my new policy of not initiating plans has lit a fire under his butt. I think it was definitely the right decision to back off and focus my energies elsewhere – for a variety of reasons.

I’m a little nervous about playing with MasterDoc because I’m sure he can come up with many devious delights for me. But I suppose the key word there is “delights”. It does seem that ultimately he’s a nice person who’s Dom and that’s what I’ve been hoping to find for a while. We’ll see how it all pans out. I think I still need to get to know him better before I can stop feeling nervous. It just takes me a while to fully trust people these days. (Although I may still be too trusting for my own good. I just go by my instincts and usually my instincts are right. It’s when I don’t listen to my instincts that I get in trouble.)