Friday

I’ve felt saner the past couple of days than I did on Wednesday night. That’s the way things have been going lately – mostly feeling okay interspersed with feeling like shit. I saw my shrink yesterday and he prescribed a tranquilizer to help me through the rough patches. I like the fact that we’re just adding something to be taken as needed rather than another daily medication to the list. And I think I feel better just knowing I have something to take when I feel scarily like crap. There’s an underlying anxiety when I feel bad lately. Tranquilizing it might work. We have another medication option if this doesn’t work, which it makes me feel better to know as well. Sometimes having options is all you really need. It’s also nice to know there’s people on my side helping me through this. When I was younger I was always alone in all this.