I emailed the Latina today, and heard back. Sounds like she’s still as friendly and keen to hang out as ever. She’s just a very busy woman. I still feel insecure. I’m terribly insecure about women – I have much less experience with women than men. I’m just terribly insecure when I first like someone. Actually, that’s not really true because Davey never once made me feel insecure. I like situations like that. I hate when dating someone brings out the worst in me – insecurity, obsessiveness (about whether the person likes me or not), low self-esteem. Gah! When you like someone you should feel better not worse.

Comments on this blog now need to be approved by me. I appreciate that whoever anonymous is is trying to be supportive but anonymous comments are more than a little disconcerting. Still, I haven’t turned them off just yet but switched to needing blog owner approval.